Every Lifetime I Fall {COMPLE...

By LadyJWrites

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Every lifetime, Li Rong Xin reincarnates and dies a virgin maid failing to enter a marriage. It is all the fa... More

Character Guide
Chapter 1: This Familiar Place
Chapter 2: First Life - I'm Sorry I'm Dumb
Chapter 3: First Life - The Wedding
Chapter 4: First Life - There's Only You
Chapter 5: First Life - On My Way to You
Chapter 6: First Life - First Farewell
Chapter 7: The Underworld
Chapter 8: The Underworld - Waiting
Chapter 9: Second Life - A New Me
Chapter 10: Second Life - Someone Like You
Chapter 11: Second Life - I Smell Romance
Chapter 12: Second Life - Leave It Up to Fate
Chapter 13: Second Life - Same As Before
Chapter 14: Second Life - Longing for Something
Chapter 15: Second Life - A Mistake of the Past
Chapter 16: Second Life - A Whole New World
Chapter 17: Second Life - Mingxian and the Hall of Secrets
Chapter 18: Second Life - A Physician's Life
Chapter 19: Second Life - I Want to See You
Chapter 20: Second Life - Betrayal
Chapter 21: Second Life - Second Farewell
Chapter 22: The Underworld - Realizing
Chapter 23: The Underworld - Visiting
Chapter 24: Third Life - I've Changed
Chapter 25: Third Life - Crimson Snow Valley
Chapter 26: Third Life - Blindly Loyal Student
Chapter 27: Third Life - Unforeseen Circumstances
Chapter 28: Third Life - I'm the Villain
Chapter 29: Third Life - The New Face
Chapter 30: Third Life - Different in the Same Ways
Chapter 31: Third Life - Sin is Shadow
Chapter 32: Third Life - Haunted and Hunted
Chapter 33: Third Life - I Hate the World but Like You
Chapter 34: Third Life - Star Gem
Chapter 35: Third Life - Closeness of Rain
Chapter 36: Third Life - The Revealed Truth
Chapter 37: Third Life - Save a Life
Chapter 38: Third Life - Seeing is Believing
Chapter 39: Third Life - No Going Back
Chapter 40: Third Life - A Life for a Life
Chapter 41: Third Life - Where We Are Now
Chapter 42: Third Life - The Proposal
Chapter 43: Third Life - Regretful Moments
Chapter 44: Third Life - A New Mission
Chapter 45: Third Life - Falling Too Late
Chapter 46: Third Life - Falling Too Late II
Chapter 47: Third Life - A Lover, A Wedding, A Marriage
Chapter 48: Third Life - The Curse
Chapter 49: Third Life - Find My Way
Chapter 50: Third Life - An Old Acquaintance
Chapter 51: Third Life - Back to Crimson Snow Valley
Chapter 52: Third Life - Third Farewell
Chapter 53: The Underworld - Punishment
Chapter 54: The Underworld - Punishment II
Chapter 55: The Underworld - Leaving
Chapter 56: Fourth Life - Living with Walls
Chapter 57: Fourth Life - The Chosen
Chapter 58: Fourth Life - Meeting the Groom
Chapter 59: Fourth Life - A Sacrifice
Chapter 60: Fourth Life - A Stranger's Home
Chapter 61: Fourth Life - Challenging the Heart
Chapter 62: Fourth Life - Beginning the Journey
Chapter 63: Fourth Life - Reunited
Chapter 64: Fourth Life - The Lowest Level
Chapter 65: Fourth Life - The Choices We Make
Chapter 66: Fourth Life - Outlier in Love Triangles
Chapter 67: Fourth Life - When You Loved Another
Chapter 68: Fourth Life - When You Loved Another II
Chapter 69: Fourth Life - All that I can Give You
Chapter 70: Fourth Life - If You Could Only Remember
Chapter 71: Fourth Life - Immortal Cultivation
Chapter 72: Fourth Life - Late Blossoms
Chapter 73: Fourth Life - Friendship through Lifetimes
Chapter 74: Fourth Life - Away from Duty
Chapter 75: Fourth Life - Promises to Keep
Chapter 76: Fourth Life - Snowy Reconciliation
Chapter 77: Fourth Life - Swaying with Love
Chapter 78: Fourth Life - A Home in Your Arms
Chapter 79: Fourth Life - Lovers' Stroll
Chapter 80: Fourth Life - Lovers' Quarrel
Chapter 81: Fourth Life - Swooning Steam
Chapter 82: Fourth Life - A Moment with the Captain
Chapter 83: Fourth Life - Fragrance of Wine and Love
Chapter 84: Fourth Life - Realm of Obstacles
Chapter 85: Fourth Life - Fragments of Longing
Chapter 86: Fourth Life - Strangers to Friendship
Chapter 87: Fourth Life - Fourth Farewell
Chapter 88: The Underworld - Planning
Chapter 89: The Underworld - Banking
Chapter 90: The Underworld - Tempting
Chapter 91: The Mortal Realm - Black Market
Chapter 92: The Mortal Realm: True Love Essence
Chapter 93: The Mortal Realm - Bleak Night
Chapter 94: The Mortal Realm - Black Market
Chapter 95: Fifth Life - Sheep's Clothing
Chapter 96: Fifth Life - Matched
Chapter 97: Fifth Life - The Rain is Setting
Chapter 98: Fifth Life - A Forced Marriage
Chapter 99: Fifth Life - Reviving Sect Leader
Chapter 100: Fifth Life - Demon Sect
Chapter 101: Fifth Life - The Face of a Stranger
Chapter 102: Fifth Life - Awakening in a New Time
Chapter 103: Fifth Life - The Boss Around Here
Chapter 104: Fifth Life - For a Moment
Chapter 105: Fifth Life - I Know it's You
Chapter 106: Fifth Life - How I know it's You
Chapter 107: Fifth Life - I Know it's You Too
Chapter 108: Fifth Life - Moving From Here On
Chapter 109: Fifth Life - My Heart Doesn't Listen
Chapter 110: Fifth Life - Your Eyes Reveals Longing
Chapter 111: Fifth Life - One Fate, Only You
Chapter 112: Fifth Life - Love Triangles, I Refuse
Chapter 113: Fifth Life - Make You Go
Chapter 114: Fifth Life - Hearts Apart
Chapter 115: Fifth Life - Cursed Sight
Chapter 116: Fifth Life - Blessings of Qi Xi
Chapter 117: Fifth Life - Blessings of Qi Xi II
Chapter 118: Fifth Life - Blessings of Qi Xi III
Chapter 119: Fifth Life - Your Smile is Long-Awaited Bliss
Chapter 120: Fifth Life - Your Pain is Long-Awaited Punishment
Chapter 121: Fifth Life - Feigning Ignorance on Matters of the Heart
Chapter 122: Fifth Life - Time for a Wedding
Chapter 123: Fifth Life - Marital Battle
Chapter 124: Fifth Life - Skin to Skin (Waited for Your Touch)
Chapter 125: Fifth Life - Swarm of Promises
Chapter 126: Fifth Life - The Demon's Unruly Bride
Chapter 127: Fifth Life - The Demon's Unruly Bride II
Chapter 128: Fifth Life - The Demon's Unruly Bride III
Chapter 129: Fifth Life - Another Love Triangle
Chapter 130: Fifth Life - Another Love Triangle II
Chapter 131: Fifth Life - Once Again Strangers
Chapter 132: Fifth Life - Once Again Strangers II
Chapter 133: YZH
Chapter 134: YZH II
Chapter 135: YZH III
Chapter 136: YZH IV
Chapter 137: YZH V
Chapter 138: YZH VI
Chapter 139: YZH VII
Chapter 140: YZH VIII
Chapter 141: YZH IX
Chapter 142: YXH X
Chapter 143: LK
Chapter 144: LK II
Chapter 145: LK III
Chapter 146: LK IV
Chapter 147: LK V
Chapter 148: LK VI
Chapter 149: KSG
Chapter 150: KSG II
Chapter 151: KSG III
Chapter 152: KSG IV
Chapter 153: KSG V
Chapter 154: KSG VI
Chapter 155: KSG VII
Chapter 156: WYH
Chapter 157: WYH II
Chapter 158: WYH III
Chapter 159: WYH IV
Chapter 160: WYH V
Chapter 161: WYH VI
Chapter 162: WYH VII
Chapter 163: WYH VIII
Chapter 164: WYH IX
Chapter 165: Eternal Millennium of Cosmic Dusk
Chapter 166: Eternal Millennium of Cosmic Dusk II
Chapter 167: Fifth Life - Marvel Sphere
Chapter 168: Fifth Life - Reigniting Old Flames
Chapter 170: Fifth Life - Without a Home II
Chapter 171: Fifth Life - Against Fate
Chapter 172: Fifth Life - Against Fate II
Chapter 173: Fifth Life - With Fate
Chapter 174: Fifth Life - With Fate II
Chapter 175: Fifth Life - Stuck with You
Chapter 176: Fifth Life - Stuck with You II
Chapter 177: Fifth Life - Stuck with You III
Chapter 178: Fifth Life - Stay with Me
Chapter 179: Fifth Life - Stay with Me II
Chapter 180: Fifth Life - Stay with Me III
Chapter 181: Fifth Life - Stay with Me IV
Chapter 182: Fifth Life - Stay with Me V
Chapter 183: Fifth Life - Stay with Me VI
Chapter 184: Fifth Life - Search For You
Chapter 185: Fifth Life - Search For You II
Chapter 186: Fifth Life - Search for You III
Chapter 187: Fifth Life - Fifth Farewell
Chapter 188: The Demon King
Chapter 189: The Demon King II
Chapter 190: The Demon King III
Chapter 191: The Demon King IV
Chapter 192: YZH - The Underworld
Chapter 193: Three Realms
Chapter 194: Three Realms II
Chapter 195: Three Realms III
Chapter 196: Three Realms IV
Chapter 197: Eternal Starlight
Epilogue

Chapter 169: Fifth Life - Without A Home

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By LadyJWrites

"I'm sorry to be leaving like this. I didn't get the chance to give you anything for your birthday." I say to Yi Fei at the gates of Invigorating Essence.

She points to her chest. "You've already given me the most precious present there is."

Oh, she means the Ruby of Eternal?

"Your friendship," she smiles.

"Ha, right... Well, if you need anything be sure to let me know."

"Of course, after all you have the Marvel Sphere. You are undefeatable now."

"Shh! We said we wouldn't talk about that, remember?"

Yi Fei laughs then says, "I was hoping Yang Zi Huo would attend my birthday celebration yesterday. That way you two could find time to talk things through."

Less than enthused, I pretend to smile. "It's fine. Me and Yang Zi Huo... are done. There's no need to bring it up anymore."

"Did something happen?"

"No." I shake my head. "I'm leaving now! I'll come visit sometime."

"Do you know where you're going? Where can I reach you?"

"I think I'm going to take a break from traveling for awhile. I just don't know where I'll be for now. I'll send word when I resettle somewhere."

I've had many homes throughout the lifetimes I've lived. Most of them were shared with Yang Zi Huo. Naturally, I've come to associate him with the feeling of home. But now...

Now that he has moved on, I have to find a new way to define home.

I don't want to intrude Chuju and her family, so Xue Hua is not a choice. Yang Zi Huo is not at Bleak Night, so it's not like I'd find that place enjoyable without him there. Shui Jing Mountain is Yang Zi Huo's treasured place and where... we...

Anyway, I can't go there.

I have no place to return to.

Invigorating Essence is a safe haven I can always reside and spend time with Yi Fei. However, with all the restrictions and Yi Fei busy with sect leader matters, it didn't feel like home. Maybe if one day Yi Fei isn't Sect Leader anymore, we can move away and live together somewhere else.

Living in a busy city like Yeguang City would be fun. But without anyone to take around on the town, it would just be incredibly lonely. A tranquil life in the country side sounds peaceful, but I'd be alone with my thoughts and that's not something I'm fond of at the moment.

Near the borders of a neighboring country, exists a town for travelers and oddities. I've stayed there multiple times and found the dusty desert storms unbearable, but there was always interesting people coming through, selling exotic goods. The woman running an inn there is a close acquaintance of mine. She wouldn't mind my presence if I offer to help out with basic chores.

With that in mind, I begin traveling west to the border.

For a few months, nothing interesting happened. I stayed with Yuan Laoban at her inn, helping with cleaning and serving the customers. I have good experience with this, remembering how I've done this type of work for Grandma in the Underworld. I miss her. I even miss Ji Nian, that nagging, old mother. 

Fortunately, most of the customers are manageable. Yuan Laoban usually steps in to handle the problem people, and tends to shield me from their mistreatment.

If she only knew how badly I wanted to beat them up.

I'd much rather be the boss than a lowly server. Perhaps I'll start my own tavern and sell my wine again. I constantly waver between being the boss and a humble assistant since being boss means I'd have to bear more responsibilities and that would lead to too many headaches.

Tonight I'm in charge of cleaning up and closing. We haven't had many guests stayed for awhile. To cheer herself up, Yuan Laoban wanted to go out and spend her hard earned money. The usual auction for bidding on strange and foreign items take place at night in the arena. Exclusive to business owners and long term residence of the town, I was given admittance for working at Yuan Laoban's inn. 

I, myself, planned to witness the extraordinary of the arena auctions. After living so many lifetimes, I finally have money to waste away. There is an existential worry that I'll become detached from worldly possessions and find nothing exciting anymore. My involvement with Yang Zi Huo has kept me driven with passion to outdo him, but now that it's done and over with... I feel as though life is lacking a bit. 

"Hey, Yuan Laoban." I sit down next to her in a row overlooking the arena. People are already rowdy and loudly speaking over one another.

"Oh, you're here. You closed up the inn?"

"Yeah. Anything interesting yet?"

"Not really. Just the usual mystical weapons and elixirs."

We look down as they wheel a huge, square cell to the stage. Covered with a dark curtain, the seller steps out in front to start the bidding.

"What we have next is a creature of fascinating origins."

The crowd whispers endlessly, reacting to his eerie voice.

"This creature was captured by me as it pillaged a small town much like this one. I stared into its fiery eyes and commanded it to cease. Firing its elemental powers at me and my men, we subdued it with a massive net of seals. We fought it for five days until its submissive defeat. It's nothing more than a docile pet now. For the right price, I'll gladly release it into a new owner's hands. Men! Take off the curtain! Show the people this majestic beast!"

The curtain is pulled off. Voices from the crowd exaggerate shock and disbelief.

"What is that thing?" Yuan Laoban says, mesmerized by the revealing.

I can smell the overwhelming demon scent once the curtain was pulled. The enchantment on the cloth actually suppressed the demonic presence. Peering closer, the creature is no horrifying monster at all. 

He is wearing tattered robes. Glowing horns of a majestic stag is visible on top of his head, his long dark hair falling loosely all around his face. He appears to be so weak, can barely rise from the ground. 

"What is this, Collector Tan?! It's just a human with decorative horns? Stop trying to cheat us!" A man from the crowd in front of us yells.

"Yeah, what majestic beast?" Another adds.

"It looks nothing like a monster!"

"People! People!" The seller tries to calm the crowd. "This is just its weakened form. When angered, it will take on its true form with devastating powers." 

One of his man hands him a torch. He shows it to us with a confidence. "For instance, this beast dislikes the presence of fire. It will go berserk if confronted with a simple torch."

He jabs the torch into the cell, attempting to burn the man inside. Trying to defend himself, the man stands and moves away. Gathering around the cell, men carrying torches all in unison poke the fire in to frighten him. With no corner to huddle, the man begins to heave heavily. 

The crowd begins to cheer and then the light illuminates his pale face for all to see. 

"That mark over his left eyes." I stand to observe. "Qin Yu?"

Soaring above the rows of people, I land on the stage. The seller, Collector Tan, is surprised by my interruption.

"What are you doing?! Get off the stage!"

"Stop it right now!" I order. 

His men steps back, not knowing what to do.

"Can't you see we are in the middle of a bidding?!" He yells. "Men! Throw her out!"

They drop their torches and came at me with grimy hands. I exert my inner powers to stall them. The force lifts them all off their feet, floating them higher and higher as if they weigh less than the air. The men screech unaware of where their fate will lead. 

Collector Tan stutters, "What-- What are you doing?! De-- Demon!" 

Panic disrupts the auction with people running over one another to flee. 

"Qin Yu? Is it you?" I ask the man in the cell. He doesn't answer and continues to stare at me with no emotion. 

"I'll get you out of there." 

Collector Tan steps in front of me and says, "No, you're not! I won't let you take away my merchandise!"

I flinch when blood splatters on my face. Looking to the Collector Tan's abdomen, I see scaly claws retract behind. Qin Yu stabbed him with his bare hand. Collector Tan falls to the ground lifelessly. He's dead.

Shocked, I don't know what to do. Just then Qin Yu falters over and faints. I force the heavy wooden poles off the infrastructure of the cell, leaving a big enough gap for me to enter. Grabbing Qin Yu's light body and holding him gently, I fly us out of the chaos. 

I didn't know where else to go, so I brought Qin Yu to Yuan Laoban's inn. I know she would not be happy with it, and because of my interference at the auction, she would have expected me to never return and cause her trouble.

In my room, the candlelight goes out from the morning breeze. 

After watching Qin Yu all night, I'm just about to fall asleep when Yuan Laoban kicks in the door. 

"Yuxing, you ingrate! Why are you still loitering around my place when you created such a mess at the arena?!"

"Quiet, please. He's still sleeping."

"What? Who?" She walks over to the bed. Standing beside me, she looks pleasantly surprised. "He doesn't look too bad. Actually he's quite handsome. You know him?"

"Sort of."

She stays quiet, thinking carefully before saying, "Look. Yuxing, I like you. But Collector Tan was murdered yesterday, and the town thinks both you and this guy did it. With horns like that, he can't hide here or anywhere! Once he wakes up, you both have to leave. I mean... I'm not worried for you or anything, I'm just trying to look after my business."

I smile. "Don't worry, Yuan Laoban. I'll take him away." 

Yuan Laoban is a nice person, even though her words can be harsh sometimes. I know she worries for me. I don't want to trouble her any longer than I already have. 

I know I couldn't travel freely with Qin Yu. I mean his horns were really recognizable. I could try to hide them underneath a hood, but they will still be bulging out peculiarly. 

"How do you do that spell?" I mutter to myself trying to remember the teleportation spell Yang Zi Huo taught me. It's been so long since I've used such high level spells. 

I practiced a few times that afternoon, each time becoming increasingly easier. Confident enough, I planned to teleport Qin Yu and I out of the border town.

But where could we go?

Invigorating Essence won't allow him entrance. He is the enemy of Bleak Night...

I finally thought of a place where we could go. Somewhere safe where he hasn't totally pissed off everyone. 

I teleport back to my room from the back courtyard. Something must have gone wrong with my calculation. 

I'm falling!

My eyes meet his. 

Qin Yu's open arms embrace me, circling around my waist. The impact of my chest hits heavily against his as he pulls me in. Much like that day in Yeguang City Theater, I'm falling into Qin Yu's arms. 

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