Louis' POV:
So, here I am. Ready to leave everything behind. Cause what is my life worth living for? I have lost myself completely. I am nothing more than a fucked-up mess. I can not even think straight nor can I understand the things that I'm thinking of. I don't have a family or friends anymore. Will someone even notice if I'm gone? Will someone be sad or even miss me? As I was thinking I realized that the answer was 'No'. I looked up at the stars. Everything seemed so peaceful up there. So calm and friendly. And then suddenly, nothing else mattered anymore. All I wanted was to sleep forever. Like everyone else I'm going to die anyway. So, why not tonight? Cause when you're dead you're dead. That's it. No more crying, screaming or hurting. Then everything is just over. I tried to be strong. I really did. But at some point, you just give up.