"you sure it's safe now?" André asked again.
"Yeah I'm sure." I sighed, standing up, brushing off the knees of my pants.
"How do you know." He rambled, looking around us paranoid like
"Because I went through training for this Dre." I responded, getting fed up.
He stayed silent before shaking his head and getting in the car.
Once he was in I looked up to see Joshua staring at the car with wide eyes, basically in space.
"Baby?" I questioned.
"H-He could have killed us, he could have attached a bomb, anything, he could have killed us..." he said lowly, voice shaking.
"Jay there's no bomb, I just checked, there's no tracker, no nothing." I said honestly.
"So he left a note, that's it, he had every opportunity to kill us and all he did was leave a note."
I sighed and grabbed the back of his head to lean him into my chest, hugging I'm tightly.
"Jay you good, nothing happened, nothing goin' to happen, we aight." I assured.
"You don't get it..." he sniffed.
"The fact that he didn't kill us means he doesn't just want us dead, he wants to ruin our lives Clare, don't you get it, he found us, he's coming." He cried, dampening my shirt with tears.
"He was at the game, probably watching us and we didn't even know..." he continued.
His cries were becoming hysterical, causing me to shut my eyes tightly.
In all honesty I didn't know what to do, I wasn't calm, but I pretended to be because the moment I spazzed the rest of them would panic even more.
Jave sat next to André in the car in silence as well, the box trembling in his hands.
"Baby, Listen to me, I gotchu, I got us, stop worrying. If he comes, we're ready, I ain't letting shit happen to any of y'all, I told you that." I spoke.
I used my thumb to wipe his tears as he looked at me, "He's a coward, that's it, a pussy. He gets off to fear, don't give it to him."
He visibly calmed which caused relief to wash over me.
"we good now or do I gotta stand out here in the cold whitchu longer?" I smirked, my hands snaking down his waist to his bottom.
"I'm fine," He nodded, chuckling at my shenanigans,
"then kiss me." I demanded.
He did as I said and stood on the tips of his feet to kiss me.
"Damn I missed those lips," I sighed, .
He smiled before giving me one last quick kiss and then entering the car.I shook my head and then entered the car my self.
Before driving off I turned around to Javier, "don't be scared aight, we're good, I promise." I smiled.
He looked up with a blank expression but nodded, he then rolled down the widow and threw out the box.
I thought to myself before sighing and driving off.
André stayed at the hotel tonight, insisted on it actually, guess he needed his own alone time to think.
The rest of the drive home was quiet, Jay was still nervous and Jave was in his own thoughts.
"Y'all stay heh', imma make sure everything's okay." I told them.
The both nodded prompting me to exit the car.
After unlocking the door I walked in cautiously, I didn't have a gun on me, which was stupid but right now I don't think I had a choice.
Thankfully it was fine, didn't look like somebody broke in or anything.
Once I was sure it was safe I told them to come in.
Javier silently made his way straight to his room.
"you not hungry?" I asked, stopping him in his tracks.
"Nah I'm fine," he replied lowly, "night."
I sighed and nodded, allowing him to continue up stairs.
"He probably doesn't have an appetite Clare..." Jay said lowly, "how can anyone after what just happened." He continued.
Again, I nodded understandingly.
"I just don't want him to be affected too much, he should be happy as shit right now after that game he just played."
"I don't want it to be memorable for the wrong reasons...." I continued.
This time Joshua was the one to nod, "tomorrow's a new day, we don't have to dwell on this."
"You're right." I sighed.
After that he made his way up stairs, but stopped abruptly half way.
"are you coming..." he asked lowly, "I don't really want to be alone right now." He said honestly.
"Yea, sorry." I spoke, following him up the stairs.
I knew he was still nervous, every time I moved his eyes would follow me.
"Come on," I spoke, extending my hand.
"Go where?" He questioned.
"We're bouta take a shower," I said simply.
He didn't protest and instead did as I said, following me to the bathroom.
"Clare, I can undress myself." He chuckled.
"Nah," I shook my head, "I wanna do it."
He stayed silent and blushed as I removed his shirt, then his pants, then everything under—slowly.
After turning the water on a nodded toward the shower prompting him to get in.
"I don't get to undress you?" He teased.
I chuckled and removed my shirt, "go head, you got the rest."
With that he bit his lip, removing my belt so he could pull down my pants.
The bulge in my briefs was large and prominent, but at this point he should be concerned if I wasn't hard.
The moment he pulled down my briefs I picked him up, cupping his ass.
After carefully stepping into the shower, we connected our lips.
We continued like that for at least ten minutes, occasionally breaking to breathe.
Carefully I positioned myself at his entrance and thrusted in slowly.
Smirking as his mouth dropped instantly.
He was as tight as our first time, I don't know how, or what he did, but every time was better than the last.
He quickly slapped a hand over his mouth to muffle his moans.
Any other time I'd tell him not to, but Jave was in the other room and I don't think he still had on headphones when he slept.
My pace was slow, I'd enter him completely before pulling all the way out again.
"f-fuck," I heard as he kissed and sucked on neck.
His moans turned into whimpers and oddly enough I was the one who muffled them, using my lips to do so.
As we kissed I pulled out and backed up. After breaking our kiss I turned him around and re-entered, slapping his ass as I did so.
Once I grabbed of his hips I began thrusting, watching as his bottom would ripple against my crouch whenever I'd pull him back.
When he got too loud I snaked my hand around to both cover his mouth and arch his back.
"shh baby," I said lowly, kissing his ear and neck.
Once again I slowed, winding my hips as well. When he gasped I knew I found his spot.
My slow stroke was abandoned for a faster one and after about 15 seconds he clenched around me with a groan.
I removed my hand from his mouth and brought it down to his member, caressing as he came.
His legs grew wobbly so I used my other arm to support his weight while he climaxed.
"I-I love you," he cried out arching into me more as I continued to fuck him.
Rather than respond verbally I continued to show him how much I loved him.
Sucking at his neck again as I switched between fast
and slow strokes.
"w-wait Clare, I'm gonna cum again." He spoke, breathing hard as hell.
"Mhm." I groaned out, biting at my bottom lip as I continued to thrust, my own climax near.
When I came with a groan he released once again, clenching around me.
We took a few minutes to get ourselves together afterward, both of us a puddle of breaths.
The last time I came was the last time we fucked, which was way too fucking long ago.
The rest of the shower was quiet, while I lathered the washcloth in soap and connected it with his body, he did the same for me.
I felt myself starting to get hard again as I watched him, he had me over here turned on by nothing but his eyes
"Clare, your uh—friend." He chuckled.
"Yeah I know," I chuckled
"Hello?" I heard timidly from the other line.
"Thank you for coming out D," I said upfront, watching as his lips formed a smile.
"I didn't want to upset you, I knew how much you wanted me to be there." He responded.
"It meant a lot," I nodded.
"What did you think?" I asked with raised eyebrows, "about the game." I added.
"I don't really like basketball but you looked really cool." He smiled.
"I'm sure you're gonna have many fans now." He joked.
"You're my biggest though right?" I smirked.
He laughed, and shook his head shyly.
I knew talking to him would help me think about something other than Rodrigo. I needed someone to help me and he was that someone, His smile was contagious
"You gon' answer?" I teased.
"I can't say yes, I didn't bring a poster or anything." He said honestly.
"You can still give me a gift, anything you want." I spoke.
"I don't have money Javi."
"Who said you had to buy it?" I chuckled.
"It don't gotta be materialistic." I smiled.
"Then what do you want, should I draw something?" He laughed.
I paused for a moment, contemplating if the next couple words should actually leave myself.
"Javi?" He questioned.
"Jesus, did this thing freeze." He said lowly to himself.
"....you."
"W-what?" He asked, his eyes wide.
"I want you...."
•RUIN 🥀US•