11/20/19
my fucking existence is dumb and so fucking exhausting why am I so fucking stupid I literally love like more than anything and I've never felt love like this before but I decided to fuck it up because I'm a fucking idiot and now whatever luke and I had is so so so so so fucking past done and I can't even deal with it properly because know one knows about us and I can't even talk to my best friend about it because it was LUKE and I want to fucking die I love him to death but he's never going to fucking love me back I fucking hate existing