Sid-Waise to jo tune bola I completely agree ki pyar hote hote hota hai and suddenly kuch nai hota so if I go back in time I can say that I was always in awe with you since I saw you first.
I remembered you wore a white suit, golu molu chubby si , over excited about everything but one thing I noticed the most is your innocence, you said you like Paras and instantly i felt that you should not fall for him.
I knew him from before and my encounters about him was never positive, I have dated Akansha before paras and even when they were dating, me and Akansha were in talking terms, I have heard not so pleasant things about him, now even you know how he is I don't need to explain it more to you.
so there at that very moment I felt a sense of responsibility towards you, then day three you were targeted by the whole house for not being able to do your duty properly , felt bad then came first weekend Ka vaar
when everyone took yours and Paras's name for best connection , even I took you peoples name but i felt a dent in my heart , I never wanted to see both of you together , but I knew I have no right to ask you to stay away from him,
then me and dey were sent to akada and when everyone was going against dey you got angry and threw your whistle and went inside , i felt horrible ki tere liye sidharth dey bhi mere se upar hai, I asked everyone what happened to you forgetting salman sir is there
but then sab ne bola tu gussa ho gayi and then you came back and said you are with me supporting me but got angry as everyone together charged on one person, I felt so good that amidst of all heartless people in the world I found someone who posses a heart of gold. I was proud of my choice and decided to befriend you anyhow.
Sana-Waise toh mujhe batana nai chahiye but jab maine tujhe pehli baar stage pe dekha tha na mera dil ruk gya tha for a second, mujhe pehle kabhi aisa feel nai hua kisi ko dekh ke, tu janta hai na main kaisi si hu, extrovert si, jhalli si toh mere liye yeh badi new wali feeling thi,
tu itna bada star, movie bhi ki hai tune bollywood ki aur main ek regional artist, itni koi famous nai thi, mere dil keh raha tha main tere ko choose karu but mere se tera naam hi nai liya gya.Fir maine socha paras ka naam le eti hu ,woh mere hi level ka hai, chote mote shows kiye hai aur maine dekha bhi hua hai pehle use, toh thik hai.
Sid-tu pagal hai, itni sari girls aayi sab ne mujhe hi choose kia and all the time i was like kisi aur ko choose kar leti yaar please but just tere time i was praying ki tu mujhe apna partner le but tune us idiot ko chose kia. gadhi kahin ki.
sana- sorry na baby.
sid- hain fir aage sunegi ya ho gya?
sana- bol na, aisa kyun karta hai tu, bol jaldi.
sid- Fir aaya second nomination and paras ne tujhe nominate kar ke mahira ko safe kia, i was very happy about it, mujhe laga ab tere sar se paras ka bhoot utrega but tu toh gadhi hai na, tune bola koi chakkar nai its okay maine bola kya yaar yeh hai kya cheez?
but then teri aur paras ki ladaai ho gayi and jab black ring dene ka time aaya tune use black ring dia,then queen task and you destroyed mahira's matka, things were going good, you me arti and asim became very good friends,
tu mere sabse close thi us waqt and I was happy about it, we started sharing the bed also and it was for the first time after entering the house I slept peacefully and comfortably .
in the mean time I had so many fights with so many people in the house but you were always there for me,calming me down, people outside the house were always afraid of my anger and it was no different even inside the house
everyone was afraid of me when I was angry but it was only you and asim( my thought- I still don't like him at all) who dared come close to me and calmed me when I was angry, whenever you used to hold my hand or hugged me when I was angry my anger used to vanish almost instantly ,it was a new feeling for me.
no one had this effect on me , actually no one tried coming close when I was angry because of the obvious reason, I know I say lot of things unintentionally to the people I love when I am angry but there had been no one except my mom jis ne mujhe samjha, jis ne yeh samjha that whatever I say is out of fear and anger , I dont mean a single word I say ,but i was you who got this, who understood me in few days like no one did even after spending years with me,
I had started developing a different feeling towards you, the feeling that started from being
protective towards you turned into friendship was turning into something more and I was unable to give name to it. I always wanted to be around you, I always wanted to hear your blabbering and I always wanted you to be with me, give me attention.
tere sath main khud ko khul ke express kar pata tha, tu mujhe game se bahar nikalti thi, mere dimag normal tarike se kaam karta tha tere sath and tere sath main comfortable hoke kuch bhi bol sakta tha ,
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All credit to the maker.
baat kar sakta tha, mujhe pata tha ki tu mere kisi bhi baat ka galat matlab nai nikalegi, mere kisi bhi baat ka mudda nai banayegi bakiyon ki tarah ,aur mere kisi bhi baat ko baad main ladai main mere hi khilaf nai use karegi, I was myself when I was with you.
things were so good and came first finale and wild card contestants, you were upset with her entry, I was shocked about rashmi and deboleena's exit, I was thinking how could they call in arhaan and eliminate rashmi, I knew something was fishy I was busy thinking about that and all other things and that time you felt I was ignoring you and things got messed up and you ended up going back to paras, I was like so angry , you started hanging around with paras and group and cherry on the cake was arhaan, I mean tu arhaan ke sath baithi thi, tu pagal ho gayi thi kya?
sana- main kya karti? tujhe toh bataya na maine sab kab kya kaise hua, I was stuck with them.
sid- bakwas mat kar, tu mujhse baat karti sab ek din main thik ho jata but itna ego hai kisi main ki kya bole.
sana- aacha ?? look who's talking about ego. tera ego mount everest se bhi bada hai.
waise everest hi sabse bada hai na ya us se bhi bada kuch hai tere ego ke alawa.??
this made sid laugh and he said nai mere ego hai us se bada and both of then laughed at this.
I was sad, and alone without you and as you said my mt. everest se bada ego did not let me come and talk to you myself so I and suffering alone and smiling from outside.
that night when you came to talk to me I was sleeping under medication , I was unwell and doctor had given me medicine which made a dizzy, I knew you came for patch up and I wanted to do that too but again things messed up and I slept off , next day I did fall sick and was lying alone in the bed room and everyone was having fun in themselves , I realised that day how much I was missing you, agar tu hoti toh tu kabhi mujhe akele nai chodhti, tu mujhe pamper karti , mere se baat karti mujhe aacha feel karwati so that I forget about my illness , but you were not there.
sana- main mar rahi thi tujhe aise akela dekh ke, mujhse bardast nai ho raha tha ki tu bimar hai aur koi tere pass nai hai, mujhe pata hai tu dawaiya nai lete jab tak bahut jaruri na ho, tu self heel pe belive karta hai but us din tu dawa pe dawa kha raha tha aur main pagal ho rahi thi, mujhe tha ki bas tere pass aayun aur tujhe bolun ki mat kha itni dawai , bata mujhe jaha dard ho raha main daba dungi, but main dar gayi thi ki kahin tu aur dur na chala jaye mujhse.
sid- tu pagal hai, tu aati mere pass to mera sara dard apne aap chala jata.
sana- aww my baby, i love you so much.
sid- I know that, tell me something I dont know.
chal aage sun, fir tu aayi raat ko bed pe flowers rakha and I was like ab nai jaane dena hai mujhe tujhe and I pulled you to me , this was forever , I was still unaware of my feelings for you, but I knew I wanted you to be with me all the time.
fir meri aur tere friends alag ho gaye, tu jis ke sath thi woh log mujhe nai pasand the aue main jis ke sath tha woh log tujhe nai pasand the but I was okay with the fact that i am getting to spend time with you fir mujhe kisi aur ki jarurat na thi, sab sahi chal raha tha aur fir meri aur asim ki laadai ho gayi in that task, Paras stood up for me and I was like what just happend??
mahira who said such nasty things to me was fighting on my behalf and I was worried ki what do they want from me, they cant be serious , unka koi na koi matlab hoga yeh sab karna ka aachanak se unhein mujh pe itna pyar kyun aa raha??
but then I saw you , you were very happy about the fact that me and paras became friends, paras ka mujhe pata tha that it is his game but I trusted myself that sooner or later I will find out the real reason behind his sudden change of heart, and then decided to play along.
Things were going well paras, mahira ,you and me all became one team and slowly steadily I got to know mahira and paras, I wanted to see what was going on in his mind but then I got typhiod ,
I carried on for more than a week like that in the house , you were with me ,things were ok, you were taking care of me like anything, sitting with me while I have food, massaging me all night whenever I get any pain, keep me busy in your nonsense talk and never let me be alone, I was happy to be with you, you kept be distracted frm my pains , since we started spending almost all the time together without actually needing any other person , people were already starting teasing us as couple , mujhe bhi tujhe dekh ke aisa feel ho gya tha that you like me more than a friend and so was I ,but I was still not sure if its love or not.
Tu meri bas ek friend nai thi but kya thi yeh mujhe nai pata thi but I wanted to be very sure of my feeling before I can actually say something , but I loved the cozyness we used to share, I loved the way you used to have all the rights on me, I loved the way you would just come out of no where and give me the most genuine and cozy bear hugs
(i dont know if anyone ever noticed or not but it was only sana and asim ,sid hugged sith all his love, sid ne bakio ko kabhi aise hig nai kia jaise inko kia tha, bakio ko woh hamesha side hug karta hai and these two used to get full on bear hug from him along with a chotu sa kiss )
I loved the small small unannounced kisses you used to shower on me and all the love I was receiving, I used to love every time when you used to come and sit on my lap randomly I dint wanted to lose all these and thats why I wanted to be sure of my feelings for you first.
but before I can think or feel something, things started getting messy in the game, people have ganged up against me.
asim, rashmi, vishal,arhaan everyone kind of had only one target and that was "me". Every time someone tried to pull me down and get a reaction out of me you and paras used to stand up for me, I knew you are doing it out of love and friendship but I was still not so sure about paras, but slowly me and Paras kind of became good friends and he helped me a lot those days, in the train task n all,mahira was also being sweet to you and I was happy in everything that made you happy,fir paras ki surgery aa gayi and tera woh very (un)famous confession to paras and again I felt a ping of discomfort hearing your words for paras and I decided to let it go and not think too much about it, fir in few days came the most difficult day of my bb journey.
to be continued............
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ya ya i know everyone knows what he is talking about .koi na hum bhi dekhte hai kya hai hamare Shuklaji ke mind main. lets wait and watch till then don't forget to vote ,comment and share. love you all
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