Right now, I've got no one beside me
The thoughts and my memories
Are my only company
The silence became my melody
While I, myself, became my enemy.
I know I've got a voice
But I can't seem to speak.
No more protests
And I do feel weak.
Is it wrong for me to feel so?
Is it wrong for me to be down?
Is it wrong for me to have problems
That seem to make me drown?
I hate the way I keep quiet
The way I let them do whatever
Will I wake up ever again?
Or sleep like this forever...?
Nothing seems so promising
Today's here, tomorrow can be missing.
Do I have to worry?
Is it the past, that I need to burry?
I don't know what to do anymore
I just don't know.
I have never felt so lost before
Still I can't let go.
Everything is killing me
Inch by inch at a time.
Every tick of the clock is heavy
I think I'm losing this game.
Then I know,
I can't have it all.
There are some things I should let go
If I don't want us to fall
My life is my story to write
I am not planning on giving up that right.
If you really want to take that from me
Make sure you are ready and worthy of the fight!
- Nandhika Vardhini