You and Marshall are in another one of your famouse fights. It starts with the simplest thing, he saw pictures of you talking to an old guy friend that ended up online. Stupid Ass Paparazzi.
"Why the fuck would you cheat on me Y/N?!?!"
"Why would you think I would cheat on you Marshall? We've been together for almost three fucking years!!" You felt the tears build up in your eyes, but you were determined not to let them go. You had to show your strength with Marshall when you two faught. If let him see you cry while both of you screamed he won. And you did not like losing.
"I dont know Y/N, look at the pictures!! Did you fuck him to?!?"
"No I actually didnt, you can ask him though."
"God I fucking hate you sometimes Y/N! Why wont you just admit it already?!?"
"What did you just say?" You felt your anger rising and the sadness falling and the tears turned into fury as they slowly slipped out of your eyes.
"I said I 'Fucking hate you sometimes!' Y/N!!"
Marshalls POV
"I said I 'Fucking hate you sometimes!' Y/N!!" As I said those words I realised I had fucked up. I didnt really mean it. Honestly I didnt, but I didnt know what to believe anymore. But then when I saw Y/N start to cry, I knew I pushed it to far. I have never told her that I hated her. And she never crys when we fight either.
"Y/N I'm sorry, I didnt-"
"No. Its fine, I get it, you hate the woman that gave up her job, her normal life, and overlooked everything you've put me through and what you've been through and put it to the side." Her voice was hurt and light, like she was gonna burst into tears.
"Y/N really I didnt mean that please listen to-" I was cut off.
"I need to get outta here, I cant handle it anymore. You always pick fights with me, and you have cheated on me three times, two with the same woman, but I overlook it and I go with it, and forgive you because I love you. I love you Marshall, but I cant do it anymore."
Y/N POV
"So your leaving me now??" His voice was getting angry and rising in loudness as he spoke to me.
"I dont know, but I know I wont be staying here tonight. So believe what ever you want Marshall, I dont care anymore, I try to tell you the truth and you dont even trust me. But I trusted you before and I was bullshit faced lied to." I was in tears and almost hyperventilating at this point. I never thought it would come to this with us.
"Please, please Y/N. Dont leave me tonight I overstepped and I'm truely sorry! Please believe me!" Then I saw what Marshall never does when we fight or in general. He started to cry, which made me know he was sincere about it, but I still needed my time to think.
"I just need to think Marshall." As I pushed passed him. He just stared at me with red watery eyes.
Marshalls POV
I dont know what I got myself into. I always do this shit, I always take things to the next level,and I might lose her over the stupid shit that came outta my mouth. I sat down and put my head in my hands and lost it. I sat there for what felt like ten minutes crying because I might be losing the best girl that ever came my way. I DO trust her. I let her in to my life, my house, she gets along with my girls. She is my best friend. I couldnt be happier with her, I cant help it if I get jealouse so easily. I dont beleive she would cheat on me. She loves me to much to do that. I decide that I'll go talk to Y/N and discuss everything over with her.
Y/N POV
I sat on the floor with my knees pulled into my chest crying silenty to myself when I heard something.
*knock, knock*
"I'm almost ready, what do you need?"
"I need to talk to you...actually."
"About what?"
"About what transpired tonight, and also wanted to know if there was any chance of you staying here tonight."
"I dont know, but ya sure, we can talk about it." He went to touch me and I jumped a little, I guess I was startled.
"Do I scare you that much?"
"No, you just startled me a bit."
Marshalls POV
Yes. I thought she's willing to talk to me...I guess I'm doing okay.
"I'm still upset Marshall." She looked at me with those big Y/C/E that were red and puffy. But its like she can read my mind sometimes. She gets me and thats what I love about her...sometimes I dont even have to talk, cause she understands me so well.
"Okay, so baby I'm really, really sorry about what I said. I didnt mean it. You know how easily jealous I get sometimes, okay I dont want you to leave me, even if its for a night. I want you here with me, please." I felt my tears ready to spill. Fuck.
Y/N POV
As I looked at Marshall, those beautiful, crystal blue eyes, were now red, swollen and puffy. It looked like he had been crying for an hour or so. He was the man I loved and still do love. Even though we have our differences, I still want to be with him. I dont wanna leave tonight, I think I just said that in the heat of the moment. But he still needs to know that my feelings were hurt. So I guess its now or never.
Marshalls POV
"Marshall, you really hurt me. You tell me you love me, and I believe you, we share everything together. You are so good and gentle with me, you know that you were my first? Coming from my past that you know about.But you have never said that you hated me. And to be honest I never thought that you would ever say that to me. It made me think that I wasnt good enough for you or something. And what you dont get Marshall, is that I love you. I love you more than anything. More than myself. I put everything I have, and had into this relationship with you. I guess what I want to know, its killing me to even think this, but, Marshall do still even love me??"
Those words killed me inside. To see her so sad. Did it really come across as if I didnt love her?
By now I was in tears.
Y/N POV
"Y/N, do you really think that I dont love you? Y/N I love you more than life itself. If it doesnt show, than I'm sorry. But please baby, please. Dont go, we have always worked through the problems, big or small. What I said was out of anger and the heat of the moment, and it was wrong. I truely don't know what I would do without you. You make me a better person, you have looked passed all of my problems that I have had, past and present. I've let you in to my world, my home and opened up to you more than anyone you or I or we know. You have earned my trust. Which you know is hard to get. I respect you, and I wont keep you from going but I will beg and plead for you to stay."
Hearing those words I fell in love all over again. I started crying and I then realized, that if we weren't meant to be, then I would have already left and not have stuck around. Which I'm glad I did, because I have heard what I never thought I would ever hear. But this time in a good way.
"Oh my god Y/N, did I say something wrong? Are you okay?"
I felt him wrap me in his arms and I hugged and held on to him as much as I could. He rubbed my back and kissed my head, we stayed like this for a little while.When my tears were calmed down I looked up at him. I finally broke the silence and said;
"How come even when your not rapping you use words perfectly and always say the right thing?"
He chuckled and just said;
"Thats what I do. But I only do that with the things I love the most."
Marshalls POV
Before I could read her expression, her soft plump lips were on mine. And honestly, that kiss, was the kiss that I will always remember, besides our first kiss. Because that kiss was filled with all the love both of us could manage to put into it.
Authors Note: Okay so if anyone has any questions just leave them in comments or message me. Thnx ♡◇♡