Thursday
~Jayden pov
I miss annie like crazy but I can't tell her that. I'll look weak🥺. She wants me to be desperate over her that's why she's putting me through this. I want her and she knows that😩. I've been trying to figure out what I want and last night I figured it out. I don't want dev. I like her body that's it. Her body is what has me attached to her🙄. Annie has personality, looks, BODY🤤, and she knows how to treat people equally. She's a good person. Dev isn't good she's toxic. Harvey isn't shit either. He cheated on his last girlfriend and he was even with another girl when we had a fling/talking stage thing going on. That's why he's just a friend now. I don't want him. I just want Julie bro🥺😩. I'm in basketball practice I've been missing all my shots for the past 2 days and my coach is getting mad at me. I can't get annie off my mind. I have a game Friday night and she's yelling at me because I'm missing all the shots.
"JB WHATS GOING ON WITH YOU THIS WEEK?" She yelled at me while i ran to get the ball. I got it and started walking with it back to where she placed me on the court but she grabbed me and stopped me. I'm not looking her in the eyes.
"what's wrong with you?" She asked with an attitude. I sniffled. I wiped my sweat off my forehead.
"what's wrong with you?!" She shouted at me
"nothing" I mumbled
"somethings obviously wrong if you're missing shots!" She shouted
"nothing" I mumbled
"is it a girl again?!" She shouted. I stayed quietly. Im fidgeting so much.
"who is it? Annie? Devenity? That cheer leader?" She asked me with an attitude
"what the fuck does it matter for?" I asked with an attitude
"don't give me attitude! drop and give me 40!" She shouted. I rolled my eyes and smacked my lips.
"no bro" I said
"do it! Do you want to be kicked off the team?!" She shouted
"oh my god you trifling🙄" I said while rolling my eyes. I got down and started doing the push ups.
~annie pov
I'm at the studio and we just released my song none of your concern and everyone is reposting it and showing love and promoting it. Now me Brian and Draco are working on a new song together.
"if the world was ending you'd come over right" Brian sang. He got good vocals😍. I don't like him like that though😂.
"the next part annie can take" Draco said while writing down the lyrics. I got a text from Jayden. She said when are you coming back to Vegas? I replied Sunday night, why? She replied I just wanted to know I said you have a reason though right? And she said well yeah but it's not important I said okay if you say so and she hasn't answered back yet. I got on Instagram and she posted this.
@jaydenbartels
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@jaydenbartels my week has been ass so cheer me up in the comments😔
102,902 comments
@annieleblanc why? Who hurt you?
@jaydenbartels u😩
@annieleblanc what'd i do? You hurt me first
@jaydenbartels and I said I'm sorry a thousand times buh u won't listen to me🥺
@dracomart u still the hypest out of all my friends lil nigga🥴😂
@jaydenbartels how is that cheering me up? That's hyping me up🙄😂
@briankeith Jayden u cute😏
@jaydenbartels bye😂
@devenityperkins ur super cuteee🥺😍
@jaydenbartels u tell me all the time and i appreciate it🥺🖤
@nyahdagoat let's go shoot buckets and eat after i know u want food
@jaydenbartels Nyah I love u🥺❤️
@jaydenstan i love u Jayden I hope everything is fine🥺🥺🤍
@jaydenbartels thanks love😩❤️❤️❤️
@jaynniestan Jayden and annie would be super cute together I hope they get together one day😔
@jaydenbartels I'm sayin buh she mad at me🥺😔
Now she's telling fans about how I'm mad at her🙄. Gosh. She really hurt me. I'm not ready to talk about it to her again. I checked the time. It's 4:20 pm. We leave the studio at 5.
7:38 pm
~annie pov
So I hung out with my friends earlier and avani tonight avani dropped me off and she walked me all the way to the door and she told me bye. She was blushing and talking soft to me. I think she likes me. She's cute I don't know if I like her yet. I don't know if she likes me. I think she does. Avani texted me after that and the whole time we were hanging out we were posting each other and avani was mostly posting me and the fans think we're dating now😂. Avani was like I wish but we been playing like that a lot. So I don't know if she was serious this time. Now my dumb ass fell for Jayden's trap again🙄. She came to La because her mom needed to get something from her dad and her dad lives in La so Jayden hit me up begging me to hang out and I was like fine so she can leave me alone. We're in the Uber right now to go to the park and walk around it's dark it's almost 8. I'm on my phone texting avani and she's sending me tiktoks and making me laugh😂. Jayden's just being quiet. Until i started laughing again for the 10th time.
"who's making you laugh so hard like that?" She asked me softly. I looked at her while giggling. I turned off my phone.
"avani" I said with a smile
"who" she asked while raising one eyebrow
"my friend" I said while shaking it off
"the one on your story?" She asked me
"yeah" I said with a smile
"...has she fucked you?" She asked me softly
"Jayden what? No she's my friend I'm not you calling people who are my side hoes my friends" I said
"I don't have hoes" she said softly
"yes you do" I said to her. She was just looking me deep in the eyes. I felt a spark just staring back into her eyes and I started blushing really quick. So I looked away and laid back against my seat. I sighed.
"I dropped dev for good i don't like her i don't love her i liked her body that's why i kept going back to her...I'm a horny lil kid" I said softly
"I know" I said
"you know what?" She asked me
"that you're horny" I said
"yeah well now you know again" she said
"what about Harvey?" I asked
"he's dropped for good. He ain't shit. These boys ain't shit." She said softly
The park
30 minutes later...
~Jayden pov
We've been here for 30 minutes already and we're just walking around the park and I really really want to kiss her. It's tempting😩. Her face is just so cute🥺.
"so you and avani aren't a thing?" I asked her
"no" she said
"Annie I really want to tell you this but you have to listen to me" I said while stopping her from walking
"okay what's up?" She asked. It started raining. Fuck.
"fuck" I said
"we should probably call the Uber now" Annie said. I pulled out my phone and called them after that I started talking to annie again.
"Julie listen okay you really don't believe me and I want you to okay? I'm being serious. I want you. I want you for your mind and personality not just your body. I won't use you ever. I just want you because you make me happy seriously🥺. I miss you. I can't focus at school without thinking about you every 5 seconds I've been getting in trouble with my coach and teachers because you are on my mind all the time. I want you. Julianna please forgive me😩" I said feeling bad
"Jayden you want Devenity not me" she said
"I DONT WANT HER I WANT YOU😩" i yelled.
"I can't be with you...at least not now" she said
"why?🥺" I asked softly while tears ran down my face
"because I'm working on music and myself" she said
"but I want you😭" I said while crying
"I know what you want but you can't have what you want all the time" she said then started walking off. I followed after her. We're in the parking lot now and it's raining harder.
"Annie please😭" I said while crying
"Jayden no not now please just no😩" she whined
"I love you😭" I said while crying
"and I love you too but not now just give me time😩" she whined then walked away. I sat on the curb and cried until my Uber showed up. Once I showed up to my dad's house my mom got mad at me for coming in soaking wet. I recorded myself in the Uber with tears down my face and my hair soaking wet and my fans were worried for me. I took a shower and then got in some comfy clothes then we left to get on our flight back home because me and Jordan have school tomorrow.
~annie pov
If Jayden's being serious then I'll be with her but if she's not then I don't want her. I feel bad for walking away and leaving her there to soak. Poor kid😩. If she hates me after that I won't blame her. I'm a dick head for that. Right now I'm with Brian and Draco talking about what happened with Jayden to them and they told me I should give her another chance and if she fucks up it's over and I think they're right. I'll give her another chance.