I stared at the bright screen. Reading through all the comments about BLACKPINK.
Some are good, pointing how we are so beautiful, so energetic and have potential. They radiate a nice vibes, some may sound childish but hey are pointed to us as a token of blessings. A realisation hits me as I read the comment, They are happy.
Our hardwork paid off.
As I glance to the screen I saw other things. Irrelevant things. Biased things.
But some caused unusual amount of flickers. Flickers to my heart. A feeling I can't quite comprehend. I can't find the meaning. Is it jealousy? Is it loath or is it, want for attention?
Most of the comments are about Lisa and Jennie. Some about Jisoo.
As each seconds pass disappointment takes over me. I fail to find my name. I fail to find appreciation about me.
I failed to make them notice me.