Wee woo author 2- Im exited to write this chapter bc this has gone sad and i like ze sad
Also hints are in the picture above on whats gonna happen in the future :)
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I felt empty.
Did i love him?
I dont know..
I normally dont feel this way
Im just..
E m p t y .
I let go of Mega. He seemd sad, but happy at the same time. I really want to believe hes the one. I say the words again.
"I love you too, Mega."
But i feel like its not true..
"I-im tired..I'm gonna get s-some sleep." I say walking upstairs to the room.
I dont wanna belive that i don't love him.
I probably do but why am i empty?
Im so confused.
--2 am--
Ive stayed up all night..I cant eat, i cant sleep..whats wrong with me?
I go downstairs to the kitchen and make sure nobody is around.
Im going to regret this...but it feels right..
I get the sharpest knife.
I run to the bathroom.
I hear someone wake up as i lock it.
I drag the knife across my arm.
What am i doing
I cant stop myslef
Its like im trapped
I accedintally drop the knife.
"What was that?" I hear Dave ask.
The others are awake.
Theres 7 marks on me.
The bandages are still in the kitchen from when Vince fell..
Shit.
I roll down my sleeve.
I quickly put the knife back.
I pretend like im figuring out what happend.
"Jacob, what happend?" Dave asks.
"I dunno. I came out to look."
He nods.
I walk back to the room and glance out the window.
I see the broken branch i fell from.
I'll try again tomorrow.
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tysm for 1k reads -wee woo author 2
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