𝘁𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗮
" what the fuck bruh " I sighed wiping the tears off my face
" hello " I put the phone to my ear
" why you ain't answer my FaceTime call " sincere asked
" cause I didn't see it " I lied
" I'm bout to call you on FaceTime so answer" he hung up in my face
" yes sincere " I answered the FaceTime
" put yo face in the camera dumbass " I slowly put my face in the camera hoping he wouldn't notice I was crying
" you was crying "
" no "
" stop lying yo eyes red and I know you ain't smoke yet "
" I'm fine sincere I'm just tired and aggravated"
" ight imma see you later I love you "
" I love you be safe " I hung up laying back in my bed
I hate days like these days I just feel helpless no matter how hard I try I can't escape my own thoughts. It's like my mind won't let me be happy and I hate it
I feel hopeless like I'm not living with a purpose every day I wake up it's like a punishment . I just want peace for once I just want true happiness but my own mind is preventing that
I just want my mom to love . I just wish my dad wasn't in prison I just wish my brother was back . I just wish my best friend wasn't dead . I just wish I had peace. But you can't get what you want in life cause life isn't fair .
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" why yo eyes red " my sister asked and I rolled my eyes
" I know you saw me smoking in the car " I said while opening the door of the restaurant
" I forgot dang " she walk inside and I walked inside behind her
" he right there " I pointed to my brother in the booth in the back
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𝗕𝗲𝗿𝗹𝗶𝗻
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" wassup " I sat in the booth and he gave me a blank face expression
" get up and give me a hug dummy " I got back up and hugged him and so did my sister
" I missed y'all "
" I missed you to " my sister said
" you ain't miss me " he asked looking at me
" you going to see daddy or not " I asked
" ion know " I rolled my eyes
" you being selfish at this point no cap "
" how am I being selfish " he asked
" he ain't did shit to you that was all mama "
" but he stayed with her and continued to have kids with her knowing what type of person she was the fuck "
" would you rather he dipped out on us and left us with ha you think yo life was shit then imagine it with just ha "
" and if he didn't stay I wouldn't fuckin be here so what the fuck you saying "
" stop tryna twist my words you know what I meant bruh "
" can y'all stop " que said
" we all together now so stop please "
" I'm not tryna argue that's her " I rolled my eyes cause it always me
" whatever I'm out " I got up grabbing my keys
I walked outside to my car getting inside and sighing
" happy thoughts happy thoughts " I said sighing as I backed out
I picked my phone up and texted gervonta
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𝘪𝘔𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘴
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 ??
𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢..🥵 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩
𝘊𝘢𝘯 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 ?
𝘎𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢..🥵 𝘐 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦
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I put my phone down and drove to his house
" why you banging on the door " he asked after he opened it
" cause you where taking to long " I walked around him to get inside
" you high " he asked
" yes sir "
" feen I swear "
" if I'm a feen you a feen to dummy " I said walking into the kitchen
" I'm hungry as fuck bruh " he yelled
" stop yelling my ears hurt "
" I'm bout to go to pizza and wings "
" bett come on " I walked into the living room
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𝐓𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐚 𝟓𝐦 𝐚𝐠𝐨
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" food bout to smack "
" you stay yelling for what gervonta "
" chill on the government please "
" yo name long as shit bout to start calling you von "
" yo name long to the fuck "
" my name is eight letters yo shit is dang never mind " he busted out laughing
" exactly dummy they both got eight letter "
" yo ass really thought you had sum " I flicked him of and ate one of my wings
He grabbed a wing out my plate before taking a bite
" why would you do that "
" cause I wanted to try it " he shrugged
I took one of his wings and put it on my plate and he mugged me
" you can't even be mad you touched my shit first " I shrugged
" you spending the night " he asked me
" no I'm probably just gone go home or sum "
" plus I ain't bring nun to wear " he nodded and ate another wing
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