It was Friday and Justin tried talking to me a lot in school today, but I avoided him.
Then right after school I went shopping with Isabella and I bought a tight pencil skirt with a grey strapless top with designs. Then we went over to her house to get ready, the party was at 8:00pm so we had two hours to get ready, she did my make-up it looked nothing like me then she straightened my hair it looked so long, silky and beautiful at the end I put my outfit on.
"To slutty?" I giggled.
"No, you look gorgeous!" She exclaimed.
"Thanks, you don't look to bad yourself" I said looking at her short tight black dress.
"Well let's go!" She said, Isabella's mom is a doctor she works night shift so she won't get back till late, and well her dad is a marine he visits whenever he can. She's very lucky because she has both of her parents even though they are never home.
"Josh is picking us up" Josh was Isabella's ex boyfriend, they've been together for two years until he got caught cheating on her, he tried apologizing and doing all he can to gain her trust and love back, but she didn't care at all now who knows if they will get back together.
Speaking of Josh there was a loud honk out in front.
"I think that's him" I said.
"Come on, get your coat" She reminded me.
When we got to the party, the house was so big.
There was people dancing also you can see girls grinding on guys, I felt sick to my stomach because I haven't actually been to a real party before and I just felt like I didn't belong here right now.
"Its okay, look ill bring you something to drink, okay?" Isabella said.
"You know I don't drink"
"I know, I'll see if there's coke or something" She assured me and disappeared somewhere in the crowd, leaving me all alone.
A lot of guys were looking at me in a very creepy way.
I just had to get out of there, I hurried upstairs and went into as room I guess I was having like an anxiety attack; I had to relax and just breathe.
I went by the window and the view was really beautiful, while I was watching the outdoors I heard the door open behind me.
It was a big tall muscular white male, he looked scary and creepy.
All I knew was that I had to get out of there.
"Well, hey there beautiful" He said.
Oh great he's drunk.
"Hey look I'm thirsty, so I'm going to go downstairs to get something to drink,"
When I was heading towards the door, He pulled me from my arm and shoved me on the bed.
I tried kicking and screaming but I guess no one heard me since the music was so loud and his weight was on me and I couldn't get him off, he pulled my skirt down and I screamed at him telling him to let me go, that he slapped me hard across the face I felt worthless at that point.
Until someone pulled him from behind, and kicked him out of the room.
It was Justin.
I got up from the bed, and hugged him so tight that we couldn't let go of each other.
"Its okay, I'm here now. That bastard isn't going to touch you anymore" He assured me.
"It's all my fault I should have never came here in the first place" At that point I just started to cry and let all of my emotions take over.
"Gabriella, Listen to me this isn't your fault you didn't cause this, that asshole did so if there's anyone to blame its him"
I smiled, and let go of him.
"What made you come up here?" I wondered.
"To get another T-shirt, this one guy spilled his drink all over me" He explained.
"You live here?" I said surprisingly.
"Is that bad?" He chuckled.
"No, I'm just surprised" I smiled.
"Oh well, my parents let me throw a huge party every year when they leave to Florida" He said.
"Oh, Well look don't take this the wrong way but I got to go, I bet Ashley is looking for you"
"Gabriella, me and Ashley are not together and if you know about that kiss, I was nothing."
"It wasn't just a kiss, Justin."
"Okay, your right and I apologize I didn't know what I was doing, I guess I got caught up in the moment and I didn't know what I was doing."
"Did you get caught up in the moment when we kissed that night?" I asked.
"No, that was different I knew what I was getting myself into I actually wanted that kiss from you Gabriella, your just so special and there's something about you that makes me feel so attached to you, your different than other girls" He said getting closer to me, gazing into my eyes while grabbing me from the waist.
"Yeah right! I bet you just felt sorry for me" I yelled and pushed myself away from him, as I was heading towards the door he grabbed me from the arm and pushed me towards him and leaned to kiss me, that kiss was soft, slow and gentle. No words can describe that kiss.
"I didn't and I don't feel sorry for you, me and Ashley don't have anything going on I really want to get to know you more I want you to see that I'm not like that Gabriella, please don't shut me out" He plead.
Ever since the party me and Justin have been closer as ever, He walks me to my classes an also gives me a ride home.
Once Ashley found out about me and him, she's been meaning to come between us she tells Justin that she needs help with her tutoring session with history after school at her house, he asked me if it would bother me if he went I obviously said it didnt but it does.
I guess part of me need's to trust him but the one i dont trust is Ashley.
Prom was in a month, and I needed to start looking for dresses with Isabella, Justin hasn't asked me yet and Isabella well I guess she's going to end up going with Josh, since the party they started to get closer and Josh has been gaining some of Isabella's trust back he's been doing everything he could to gain it back and now both of them have the chance to be together.
As for me and Justin, well we dont know where life is going to take us later on.
He has been telling me that he doesn't want to loose me and he is really serious about this relationship with me, Im serious about this too and I really want this to work.
During dinner, my mother didnt say a word and I wondered if she was stilll distraught about what had happen with the vase. The whole time she was just looking at her plate.
"Mom, Are you okay?" I asked finally.
"Yeah honey, why wouldnt I be?" Oh I knew she wasnt okay, just by the look of her face she was thinking about something or concerned and im pretty sure it had something to do with the vase.
"Look, mom I know the vase can never be replaced now and I know that your probably blaming me for it and I apologize" I said while having a taste of my salad.
"Oh no, I dont blame you at all whatsoever and im not even upset by that, well I mean I am maybe just a little but it was just a silly ol' vase" Well, if it she wasnt thinking about the vase then what was it?
"Then, what is it your thinking about to much, your not even touching the salad on your plate" I said.
"Well it's just that, i've been hearing some rumors that you've been really close with Justin Ortiz, Ashley told her mom to tell me that you told Ashley that she's not worth anything and these horrible names you called her at school, and that she needs to stay away from Justin or else" My mom sounded very dissapointed at me and scared at the same time.
"Mom, I would never! She's lying through her teeth! Me and Justin like each other a lot, I never snatched him away from Ashely," I got up from my chair.
"believe who you want". I said, and walked away.
I couldnt believe that Ashley would make something up like that, well actually I would.
Now I know she's willing to do anything to come between me and Justin.
I was in my room, doing nothing. Just sitting on the edge of my bed thinking of what to do with the whole situation, now im having second thoughts about going to prom with him.
I want to go i really do, I need to let him know what's going on and what Ashley's been saying.
"Really? She did that?" Justin looked suprised.
"Dont look suprised, you knew she would do something like this," I snapped.
"Okay, maybe I did but I didnt think she would still be going at it, I never thought she really cared since she's always on to the next guy and next and next an-,"
"I get it! Look maybe she really does care about you, and maybe you two should work on things, this was a mistake Justin," I looked deeply into his eyes, waiting for him to answer.
In the back I heard a lot of little kids playing in the park, making snowman's, or some having a snowball fight.
"No, Gabriella dont do this, I care about you a lot! You have no idea how much I-" He couldnt finish, because I interrupted him.
"I dont want people to think that i'm a boyfriend thief 'cause im not, people are talking about me, I just want to run away right now and escape all of my problems" I said.
"Lets run away then" He said.
When he said that, I didnt know what to say, or i didnt know if he meant it.
I chuckled.
"And where exactly are we going to run away?"
"My parents own a cabin, like 20 miles away, its in the middle of the woods and there's a lake also," He said smiling, while grabbing me from the waist pulling me towards him.
"and we can have the alone time we always wanted right?"
I giggled, "Justin its february, its's cold and Idont think I would like to get in the lake,"
"We dont have to, come on, I know you want to as much as I do," He kissed me softly.
"Alright, when are we leaving?" I asked.
"Right now," He said.
"But what clothes? I need to get clothes, Im not going to be wearing this the whole week," I said.
"My sister has clothes she left there, She's about your size.. Trust me," He replied.
I was getting nervous, I didnt know what was going to happen since we were going to be alone.
I mean, I always wanted some alone time with him, and now was my chance to settle things down with him.
I kept on worrying about my mom, so I sent her a text saying I was going to stay with my aunt Lisa for a week or two, and that I will keep her contacted.
I didnt get a text back.
When we got to the cabin, we went inside.
It was a two floor cabin with beautiful furniture inside.
I wasnt suprised that Justin's parents own a cabin like this since they have a lot of money.
Justin carried me inside, and we were both laughing, having a good time.
I wanted this week to be amazing.
Me and Justin were out trying to find wood for the fireplace.
Once we were inside and he lit up the fire, and took out blankets and pillows to sit on, we were talking about what we thought about eachother the first time we met.
We were gazing into eachothers eyes, when suddenly he leaned his head down to kiss me soflty. This was a more passionate kiss, like if he wanted something more.
"Do you want to?" He said.
"Yes" I replied.
"You sure? I dont want to make you do anything you dont want to do,"
I kissed him.
"I want to" I smiled.
He took off his shirt, I looked down to see his amazing abs.
Oh god, He had an amazing body.
He unbutton my shirt very slowly, Once it was off i put my arms around his neck.
I feel his fingers tracing in the back of my bra, trying to unclip it.
He grabbed my butt carrying me to put my legs around his waist.
We were against the wall, He was holding my hands against it.
I couldnt resist his neck kisses.
He carried me all the way upstairs, when we went in a bedroom and we got in the bed.
We made love.
"I love you," He said.
Wow.
He loves me.
"I love you too," I said back.
Our love was incredible, Its undescribable.
***Next morning.
I woke up in his arms, Last night was just amazing.