Edited.
CHRIS
I scroll through the computer while sighing, I've been searching for a solution to my problems but I can't find any, then I spotted a video, I shouldn't be looking at this but who cares?
It was a video of a girl cutting, she said is helps you feel better. A video rated 18+
I think I'm running into depression, I can't sleep, I lost all apatite, I only study and study and study.
I got up from my desk chair and head to the bathroom, I grabbed a razor and walk back to my desk.
I rolled my sleeve up as I sigh, my hand shook. "Do it! No don't do it! Do it come on! No don't do that!"
I drop the razor while sighing, I can't hurt myself, it won't solve anything, other than make me a psychopath. I don't wanna die maybe yes just a little bit, but still I don't want to commit suicide! I'm I crazy! What was I thinking!
I sigh, while resting my head on my palm as I kept watch the videos of people getting hurt.
The sound that came on the door scare me, my hand slip and hit the razor.
"Ow!" I hiss, blood started dripping from the center of my lower arm, I hissed as I wrap my hand on the cut but my blood just lick through my fingers and kept dripping.
The knocking on the door persisted, I'm lost! I hurried to the bathroom where my blood freely drop on the floor.
"Mr Christopher? Is everything okay?" I heard Henry call from behind the door.
Thank goodness is Henry, I sigh in relief, "Henry please come in shut the door behind you." I called out.
I heard him hurriedly enter and shut the door then he bursted into the bathroom and gasp at what he saw.
He ran to my room and came back with my first aid knit.
"I'm going to disaffect your injury, it will hurt a little but I promise later it will be fine." He smiled.
"I don't know, you're not going to pour the penicillin on my cut would you?" I pleaded with my eyes.
"I have to, I need to stop your blood from oozing out, it's not healthy and to disaffect it. Don't worry we'll count to ten together. Okay?"
I nodded.
"One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Ahhh!" I screamed as the liquid came in contact with my inner flesh. "You lied! Ow! Ow!"
"Is less painful when you're not prepared. Sorry." He smiled.
He wrapped a bandage around my cut and we were back in my room, he got someone to clean the mess.
He didn't stop staring at the computer screen, his gaze left the computer and settled on me.
"I swear Henry I didn't cut!" I blurted out.
"Why are you watching these?" He pointed at the computer.
I sigh, "I wanted to, but I realized how important I was to myself, and forgot about it but I slipped and it cut me. I swear!"
"I believe you," he sat beside me on the bed. "But why will you think of cutting?"
I sigh, "I don't know, I can feel a heavy weight on my chest, that prevent me from breathing, is suffocating me, I need them! I need someone! Henry, I need help!" I sigh.
Henry pulled me close and hugged me, I hugged him tightly.
"Please Henry don't tell it to anyone."
"I can't promise you anything, I'm always here if you need to talk." He said.
Henry is the only one comforting me, he is the type of friend that don't judge you, I can trust him with my life.
"Please Henry don't go, hold me tight like this till I fall asleep." He nodded.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"How did Fred know about the party?" Nathan laughed.
"Thanks to the little snitch of cause," Zack said.
"How? He was nowhere near Fred when we were caught." I said.
"Remember when we came out of the room after our discussing about the party?"
"Yeah, he was there tying his lace."
"Exactly! He heard everything!" Zack said.
"Holy crap! You're right, I knew Fred wasn't a god to know all we do, dammit!" I shoot up.
"Okay calm down little Bros, before you kill Fred's pet Mr perfect, remember the consequences if you get caught," Nathan said.
"Wo! You're not coming with us?" Zack asked.
"Nah, I got someone to pick up with my new car." He wave the keys on our faces.
"Stop it! When I turn eighteen too, I'll have a more beautiful car than yours." I said.
"Aww, my baby wants to grow up." He ruffle my hair.
"Stop it!" I swat his hands away.
"See y'all later! Gotta go!" He said before leaving.
"Come on Zacky this is our chance Fred is absent." I clenched my fist as we stomp to his room.
I barge in uninvited, he was seating on his desk chair with books and papers everywhere, I feel sick!
He is really weird just last month he was not this obsessed with books and being perfect, now he is as silent and pale as a corps and scary at times.
"Hey little snitch! Get up!" I instructed, instead of him just ignoring us like he always does before, he turn around without saying a word his dull blue eyes fixing us and staring deep in our souls, before his eyes were just despicable and horrible but now they're scary, they show no emotion just like father's.
"Why did you tell Fred about the party?" Zack asked.
"What party?" He asked.
"Stop lying! We know you told Fred just like you did last time." I said.
"I don't know what you're talking about." He sigh.
"Well you need a flashback. Where is your crop?"
"I got rid of it, I don't need one." He simply said.
This boy is trying to play smartass with us! Just wait till I'm done with him. I grabbed his arm dragging him out of his room to the stairs.
"The switch will do a good job." I said.
"Jack, relent! I'm going to fall." he said.
I totally ignored him as I kept jogging the stairs, he was right if I should come to a brutal stop, he might fall, but that is not happening.
"Jack!" I heard his voice, it was enough to pause my move, I forgot Christopher was right by my left. I totally forgot!
He missed a step and rolled on the stairs case till he lands on the very
bottom of the stairs, he lets out an ear piercing scream when his head collided with the floor.
My heart skipped a beat, I stood there paralyzed in fear, as Fred push pass us running to him.
He laid on the floor grunting and holding his huge cut, blood stream down the left side of his face.
"Don't close your eyes, Christoph, look at me, I'm right here." Fred try to keep him awake, "GET HENRY! CALL THE AMBULANCE! DO SOMETHING AND STOP STARING!" He yelled.
I race to the hall calling for Henry, while Zack called the ambulance.
Soon enough the paramedics raced in and took Christopher Fred left with them.
Anything can happen now, Christopher might have some cerebral problems. Damn!
"What did we do?......"
To be continue...
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