dear dairy,
today was one of the worst days i've had in a while. wooyoung didn't come to school. i think he has a fever. i had the worst headache in the world. yunho and mingi kissed in front of the entire class and everyone was pretty chill about it. yeosang and seonghwa made out during break. while mingi, yunho and i were walking home i started crying. im so jealous of them. all of them. its not even just because of wooyoung, no one ever liked me before. i never dated or was close to dating, neither a boy or a girl. i was there sobbing on the sidewalk while mingi tried to calm me down. and then i admitted to yunho that i like wooyoung. he tried to convince me that i actually have a shot with him and if i don't tell him he will. im terrified now. i highly doubt yunho will actually tell him... but im too scared to confess. i dont want to ruin the small friendship we have. i should be happy for my friends, i feel embarrassed for crying.
love,
san