we're a couple of weeks into school now and the boys soccer season has started. Josh is officially my boyfriend and he's taking me to a party tonight.
im closer than ever w the boys
i put on an outfit that mattia helped pick out when i was w him and luca a couple of weeks ago.
(this black romper w some hoops and af1s)
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austin💞
hey love, i'm outside
bianca😈
okay coming!!
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i walk out frontand get into his car
austin
wow baby you look stunning
bianca
thank you!
he puts his hand on my thigh and we drive to the party
when we get to the girls house, my nose instantly starts stinging from the smell of alcohol
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mattiaa🥰
hey b, wyd tonight
the loml fr<3
i'm at a party w austin:((
mattiaa🥰
okay well i'm in tonight
so you should come hang out later
the loml fr<3
i'll try!!
mattiaa🥰
b, please be safe
the loml fr<3
i will, i promise :)
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mattias pov
god, i hope she stays safe. i hate austin, i wish i could tell her how i feel already but he's in the way.
biancas pov
we go in and start dancing.
austin keeps leaving to go and get me more drinks, he's only drank one. he said it's because he's driving home.
austin and i start dancing and it's getting heated, but i'm drunk so i don't really want to do anything
bianca
austin, i'm not feeling so good
austin
okay, let's go upstairs and you can lay down
he grabs my hand and leads me up to an empty room.
he forgets to lock the door.
i lay on the bed and start getting comfortable when i feel wet kisses on my neck and chest. i'm too drunk to understand what's going on so i just lay there.
he tugs at my romper and ripped it a little.
bianca
austinnn mattia picked this out and you ruined it
i see austin's face change into one of anger
austin
DONT FUCKING SAY HIS NAME. ITS ALWAYS MATTIA, MATTIA THIS AND MATTIA THAT. SHUT UP FOR ONCE
i look at him with tears in my eyes. he was scaring me.
he pulls off my romper
bianca
austin no
he keeps kissing me and i try to push him off but he's too heavy and i'm too drunk
bianca
austin please no
he puts his finger to my lips and shushes me
he unclasps my bra and i'm shaking and crying.
bianca
austin get off me!
the door handle jiggles and a couple making out stumbles in the room.
they stop and stare at us
i grab my romper and throw it back on and run down the stairs, josh following.
i'm trying to get through the crowd when i feel myself being stopped
it's one of austin's friends
nick
nick
yo you okay?
i try to say something but all that comes out is a sob
i feel austin come up from behind and he grabs my wrist so tightly it hurts.
austin
sorry dude, some girl said something to her and she's just drunk. i got it.
i break free from his grasp and run out the back door and through all the neighbors yards when i finally approach mattias.
i go to the back basement window and try to open it but it's locked so i start banging on it.
mattias pov
i'm in the bathroom washing my face when i start hearing banging and sobs coming from my room
i hear muffled cries
mattia! mattia please
it was bianca.
i'm run out to my room and see her through the window
i unlock it and pull her through and hug her. she reaks of alcohol and she's a wreck. i move back and look at her face. it's tear stained and has mascara running down it.
i pull her head to my chest and start stroking her hair
mattia
shhh shh tell me what happened
bianca
h-he wouldn't get o-off me and i-
he was shouting at me and if they hadn't
w-walked in i-i
she breaks down into sobs again.
i'm filled with anger. what the hell did he do to her
i look at her with tears forming in my eyes. this is my angel. how could someone hurt her. it breaks me to see her like this.
i grab her face with my hands and wipe the tears away with my thumb
bianca
mattia, i-
i pause her my smashing my lips into hers. i want her to know. she pulls back from the kiss and looks at me.
mattia
i'm so sorry i shouldn't have d-
i'm interrupted by her kissing me back. she puts her arms around my neck and my arms snake around her waist as she jumps on me, wrapping her legs around my hips.
i walk her to the bed and lay her down, pulling back out of the kiss and looking at her. i tuck a piece of hair behind her ear.
i peck her lips
mattia
as much as i wish we could continue, youre hurt, drunk, and tired, so you should sleep.
she looks at me and nods.
i walk over to my clothes and grab a pair of sweats and her favorite sweatshirt of mine.
mattia
here, you should change.
she grabs the clothes and walks into the bathroom. when she comes out she nearly falls and i catch her, so i carry her to my bed and lay her down.
she gets under the covers and i do too. she snuggles her face into my chest and she drifts to sleep as i play with her hair.
i'm so fucking upset. i'm going to kill him.
a/n
lmfaoo i wrote this chapter in my notebook during health class and i was really scared someone was gonna read it😭
gUYS it's only 6:30 and i'm going to bed i'm tired asf! alsooo, should she say it was a mistake in the morning or should she be into mattia cause idk😭.
but she's finally gonna leave austin🥱🥱
kay bye love you!