YoonheePOV
The sun woke me up, as always but I wasnt annoyed by its rays, but I felt happy today because of last night
I smiled when I heard the soft breathing and the warmth behind me and the string arms around my waist. It was nice than last time because now, the both of us were naked
I blushed remembering last night, how his hand touched my body, the way his member was inserted into my-
My thoughts were interrupted by taehyung waking up, he rubbed his eyes while he groaned. I turn to him
Yoonhee:"Goodmorning taetae"
After those words escaped my lips he looked at me and then at my naked body and then he looked at his and his eyes widened and he removed himself from me and started to look for his clothes and he put them on. I did so too
Yoonhee:"What is wrong?"
"What the hell did I do?"
I giggled:"You did a lot of things
"Dammit, I cant belive I lost my virginity to you"
I was shocked:"And....that's a bad thing?"
He glared at me:"OF COURSE IT IS"
I went to him:"You continued it, why were you so upset?"
I put my hand on his shoulder but he hit it away, I was hurt. Why was he being so cold?
Taehyung:"You are disgusting"
That hurt:"But I didnt even do much! You were the one who kept going! Why are you so upset about this!?"
"I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO YOU!"
"AND WHY IS THAT A BAD THING!?"
"BECAUSE I HATE YOU!"
I froze, and once again, teary eyes, a sore chest and a broken heart
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Flashback:6 years ago
I happily skipped back home after an amazing date with taetae. He took me out to a fancy restaurant and we went to an arcade afterwards. I was happy just thinking about him
When I got home I was heading to my room when my mother called me to the leaving room. I saw my parents sitting down and my brother there as well, the air was a bit disturbing. I sat next to jungkook
Yoonhee:"Hey..what's going on?"
Jungkook played with his fingers while my father spoke:"We have to tell you something regarding jungkook"
I roll my eyes and my mother spoke:"We have decided that Seoul isnt giving him a good chance oh his future
Yeah cause fuck my future right?
Mr Jeon:"So we decided to move to Busan"
I froze:"WHAT!?"
Mrs Jeon:"We are leaving at the end of the term"
I couldn't belive this, I cant leave taehyung!
Yoonher:"NO I AM NOT GOING"
Mr Jeon:"Yoonhee dont be-"
"NO I WONT LEAVE! I LIKE IT HERE AND I CANT LEAVE TAEHYUNG ALONE"
"You've been with him for almost a year now, he will be fine"
My heart started to beat really fast in fear:"YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM!"
"YOONHEE THIS IS OUR DECISION AND THATS FINAL!"
"THIS ISNT FAIR! YOU ALWAYS DO THINGS FOR JUNGKOOK! YOU DO NOT CARE FOR MY HAPPINESS!"
"OF COURSE WE DO! But your so called happiness!? Its an infatuation, we are leaving to Busan and you will be comming and that's final"
I was crying at this point so I ran to my room, locked the door and cried my heart out. No...I cant leave...I cant leave him alone...he...he needs me...I need him... this cant be happening...
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It was the last day of the term, I didnt want to pack anything but my parent's did it for me, I was going and I had to tell taehyung.
Taehyung ran up to me and gave me a bug hug:"Hey yoonie!"
"H-hey tae"
He broke the hug and held my cheek:"You see stressed, it's the end of the term! We should be celebrating!"
I nod but he knew something was wrong:"Come on, what's wrong you can tell me"
We sat down on the grass infront of the school and I looked at him, I saw a bruise on his neck
Yoonhee:"Tae when did you get this"
He covers it with his hand:"Ah, I had upped you didnt see it but I guess nothing gets past you"
"Taehyung..."
"My dad, I came late yesterday"
I sighed sadly and I took my water bottle out and out it on the bruise
"But enough about me, what's up?"
He looked at me flashing his beautiful smile and making me blush
"Ah...let me treat this first, ok?"
He nods and I take my first aid kit out, I carried one with me just in case he came to school hurt. I treated his wound and I out my kit away
Taehyung:"Thank you"
"No problem"
There was silence until he moved closer to me:"Now what's wrong my beautiful knight?"
He held my hand looking into my eyes. I couldnt hide my emotions from him, it was to hard and impossible
Yoonhee:"I...I..."
I looked down, this was too hard, I couldnt do this to him
He lifted my chin with his big hands to make me look at him, I had teary eyes
Taehyung:"Talk to me, what's wrong?"
"I...oh taehyung" I buried my head in his chest and he embraced me and comforted me
"Let it out"
"Taehyung... I love you so much, that this is to hard to say...I wish things werent gonna be like this"
"What do you mean? What's going on"
I sniffed:"I...I'm...I'm moving tae...I'm moving to busan"
I felt his hand stop running my back and I could hear his heart beat accelerate. I looked up at him and he had a shocked and scared
Yoonhee:"Tae-"
"Your leaving me?"
"What no! I would never leave you!"
He removed himself from me and moved away
"You..you are!"
"Tae I-"
"YOUR GOING TO LEAVE ME ALONE AGAIN!"
He was crying and so was I:"Tae no, I'm just gonna be moving!"
"YOUR LEAVING!"
I held his shaking hands:"YAH LISTEN TO ME! IM NOT LEAVING YOU! I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU!"
He sniffs:"Y-you wont?"
I shake my head:"I wont, maybe I wont be here I person but I'm gonna keep in contact with you, I will never ever leave you alone"
He hugged me and I hugged him back
Taehyung:"Promise?"
Yoonhee:"Promise"
He broke the hug and kissed me, little did I know that it was my last kiss for a very long time
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Present time
Taehyung:"I HATE YOU"
Yoonhee:"W-what do you mean?"
Taehyung:"I hate you, I hate you so much, you...you left me alone..."
Yoonhee:"B-but I-"
"NO!"
"Taehyung let me explain-"
"You promised, PROMISED me that you would NEVER go! But you left me ALONE!"
"It wasnt my fault I had to leave Seoul!"
"YOU DIDNT EVEN CONTACT ME!"
"THATS BECAUSE MY PHONE WAS STOLLEN!"
"THEN WHY DIDNT YOU TRY AND GET MY NUMBER AGAIN!?"
"HOW THE FUCK WAS I GONNA DO THAT!?"
"YOU LEFT ME ALONE, YOU EFT ME ALONE TO BE ABUSED BY THAT MAN, TO BE MOCKED BY OUR PEERS! I WAS BROKEN HEARTED AFTER YOU LEFT!"
"IF I HAD A CHOICE I WOULD HAVE STAYED!"
"LIAR! YOU NEVER LOVED ME!"
"I LOVED YOU SO MUCH TAEHYUNG! I STILL DO! I LOVE YOU!"
He pushed me and I fell:"LIAR! YOUR LYING!"
I had hurt my arm but he didnt notice
Taehyung:"You were the only person that cared about me, that made me feel loved that made me feel like I was at home...but it was all lies!"
I held my arm while he continued:"I was so devastated when you left, I tried to be ok but I just ended up more broken and heartless, you broke me when you left and now....I am this man, this cold, mean and ruthless man because of you. Because of you, I couldnt keep the bruises away, because of you my grandmother found out everything"
I was shocked:"If it wasnt for you, she wouldn't have gotten that beat attack and died!"
I felt my heart drop:"She was all I had left after you left me...and now"
He took a stapler that was in the room and he rolled up his sleeve
I was scared:"W-what are y-you doing?"
He looked at me with an emotionless face and then stapled himself. I screamed when he did. The stapler was in his arm and blood was comming out but be didnt flinch but his eyes started to water
"W-why d-did you d-do that?"
Taehyung threw the stapler away and took the staple out his arm and the blood was coming out and his tears were flowing
Taehyung:A-and now...I can no longer feel, I hate women because of you and my grandmother hates me becaus of you"
I was crying with him. He took his keys and went to the door
Yoonhee:"W-where are you going?"
"Home"
He left slamming the door and I broke down in tears, I felt so bad and guilty
This is my fault