Y/n POV
Why can't I feel fireworks
Do I not have feelings for the boy
I do like him
....right
Now that I think about it
He has an amazing personality
But
I pull away to see Lloyd blushing like crazy. I slowly back away
"What's wrong y/n" Lloyd said walking towards me
"I need some time to think" I said pushing him out of the way as I walk away.
"Hey y/n what's wrong"
"Fuck off kai" I said as I walked past him
Why didn't I feel fireworks
Will Lloyd find someone better
Maybe I should go to Michaels
I ran to Michaels place because it was only a couple blocks away. Knocking on the door I realized my face had tears coming down them
The door opened to reveal a tired looking Michael
"hey y/n" he said as I ran into him and collapsing into his embrace
He smelt like weed and vanilla
"Y/n?" He said pulling away and resting his finger under my chin slowly lifting my face up, I blushed
"What's wrong" he said in a clam voice
"I kissed Lloyd Garmadon" I said my eyes looking down, knowing everyone in the world basically hates Lloyd.
"And what happened" Michael said not caring that it was Lloyd
"I couldn't feel anything I didn't feel fireworks or anything I just said I needed so time and I walked out I even said fuck you to kai" I said tears falling faster from my cheeks
"Was the kiss forced" he asked
"I don't know what you mean" I said In confusion
"Like did you pull him into a kiss"
"Y-yes"
"Maybe that's why, you just weren't ready for Lloyd"
"But I am and I want him" I said never knowing this feeling in my stomach
Butterflies started to dance in my stomach as I thought more about Lloyd
Does this mean I really love him
All the times he said he wanted to tell me something
He was always interrupted
Why was I so blind