but do we dare split apart...

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sequel to see you on the other side of the screen **tw** - adultery - grieving - mental health decline - suic... More

one ⭐ a new era
two ⭐ his hoosier and a loser
three ⭐ table fucking
four ⭐ enough love to go around
five ⭐ date night
six ⭐ the fears from lust
seven ⭐ "my boyfriend"
eight ⭐ racehorse awsten
nine ⭐ awsten confesses
ten ⭐ pussy power
eleven ⭐ la esperma de Geoff
twelve ⭐ overreacting
thirteen ⭐ almost like they're exes
fourteen ⭐ patty will drown... dramatically
fifteen ⭐ meeting judi
sixteen ⭐ her graduation
seventeen ⭐ hot chick!
eighteen ⭐ calling jawn and otto out
nineteen ⭐ lewis
twenty ⭐ airplane anxiety
twenty-one ⭐ TBPID!:track:16:err
twenty-two ⭐ pawsten or gawsten?
twenty-three ⭐ fucking jawn, my god
twenty-four ⭐ her discovery
twenty-five ⭐ the theory that stuns
twenty-six ⭐ words hurt more than anything
twenty-seven ⭐ bloody bottles and razor sharp tongues
twenty-eight ⭐ lil starfucks
twenty-nine ⭐ falling asleep
thirty ⭐ forever and always
thirty-one ⭐ "i love you" to the second power
thirty-two ⭐ Oh, It's Her.
thirty-three ⭐ purple is the color of love
thirty-four ⭐ Patty's video
thirty-five ⭐ baby boy content
thirty-six ⭐ whatta babe
thirty-seven ⭐ rollercoaster of conflicts
thirty-eight ⭐ two sluts with one man
thirty-nine ⭐ cherry baby
forty ⭐ august 2021
forty-one ⭐ depression at its finest
forty-two ⭐ a conflict for a month
forty-three ⭐ spoiled yet grateful
forty-four ⭐ faguette
forty-five ⭐ gawsten inc.
forty-six ⭐ family of unnatural hair
forty-seven ⭐ awsten: a trainwreck
forty-eight ⭐ a friend, a father and a lover
forty-nine ⭐ a night of fun turns into regret
fifty ⭐ patty's songs
fifty-one ⭐ getting back to gawsten, i promise
fifty-two ⭐ dear future us
fifty-three ⭐ jatty inc.
fifty-four ⭐ boys day out [with the kid]
fifty-five ⭐ never forgetting his past
fifty-six ⭐ halloweiner
fifty-seven ⭐ one million streams
fifty-eight ⭐ beating fate
fifty-nine ⭐ the biggest family
sixty ⭐ secrets
sixty-one ⭐ life's greatest moments
sixty-two ⭐ navidad para mis niños
sixty-three ⭐ candles
sixty-five ⭐ love of all kinds
sixty-six ⭐️ pantrépsou me?
sixty-seven ⭐️ at last
sixty-eight ⭐️ a new chapter
sixty-nine ⭐️ name change
seventy ⭐️ revisiting the brown bread
seventy-one ⭐️ dreams
seventy-two ⭐️ misses walters
seventy-three ⭐️ until again, the owl coordinate
seventy-four ⭐️ i only have eyes for you

sixty-four ⭐ babies

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theowlcoordinate WE ALL WORKED SO HARD ON THIS. IT'S OUR BABY. LISTEN NOW ON SPOTIFY, APPLE MUSIC, SOUNDCLOUT, YOUTUBE AND BASICALLY EVERYWHERE ELSE.

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awsphatass happy album release day!
gawsten i love hearing my daddies on this album like holy shit
dream_boy.mp3 this album made me gay

⭐⭐⭐

gawsten inc. reincarnated

awstenknight: judiiiiiii
awstenknight: pattyyyyyy
awstenknight: can i get yalls permission to post cute pics of yall n talk about how much i ship you two 🤗

gawsten: go ahead
gawsten: we need to tell them soon anyway

pattyxwalters: idc either

gawsten: wait but which ones are they

awstenknight: basically all the ones that have been taken lately

pattyxwalters: uhhh show us which ones

awstenknight: [pictures]

gawsten: no no NO aws those are too romantic do these

underscoregeoff: imagine hiding a relationship from your fans when you two work together

awstenknight: like dan and phil didn't pull it off for literal years

underscoregeoff: You're not helping in my arguement

gawsten: [pictures]
gawsten: these are better

pattyxwalters: should we really be posting that kinda stuff anyway

gawsten: so what? the babies are due soon and it'll be harder to hide it when they're here.

pattyxwalters: we'll continue to play the card we've been playing

jawnrocha: good morning my fellow californians

awstenknight: im from texas

pattyxwalters: im from the midwest

gawsten: ^^^

underscoregeoff: im californian

awstenknight: syd too

jawnrocha: i was just tryna be nice then yall came in with this shit smh

awstenknight: stop being a little bitch

gawsten: tea

pattyxwalters: i love you
pattyxwalters: she's such a cutie i stg when i typed that she blew a kiss n winked at me

awstenknight: that's straight
awstenknight: bruh 😭

underscoregeoff: hahah

awstenknight: geoff done pranked me 😭

underscoregeoff: that's what you get for being a little hoe

jawnrocha: what happened

awstenknight: he cleaned up our toothpaste and squirt the rest out then filled it with lotion AND PUT IT IN THE TOOTHPASTE BOTTLE AND PRETENDED TO HAVE GOTTEN A NEW ONE AND I FUCKING USED IT

pattyxwalters: that's pure evil

gawsten: HFHEJF RINDJXJCBFJF
gawsten: LMFAOODOFOD RUE
gawsten: DUMBASS🚓🚓

awstenknight: :(

jawnrocha: @julia_robins1977 judi is being mean again

gawsten: she logged off instagram for a while 😌

jawnrocha: hmm well it seems she has not logged off of messenger

gawsten: NO

awstenknight: BRUH I CAN'T BELIEVE IM MARRYING THIS THOT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

pattyxwalters: that's what geoff says about you lmao

gawsten: BRUH OMG

underscoregeoff: F

jawnrocha: F

gawsten: FFFF

jawnrocha: F

gawsten: F

underscoregeoff: F
underscoregeoff: I can confirm that awsten is a cheap slut
underscoregeoff: i still wish i took his virginity though 😔

gawsten: IMAGINE BEING A 21 YEAR OLD VIRGIN LMAO CAN'T RELATE

pattyxwalters: I took judi's

awstenknight: YOU WEREN'T EVEN THAT MUCH YOUNGER THAN ME

gawsten: STILL WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER

underscoregeoff: I lost mine as a teenager

jawnrocha: i lost my unofficial virginity when i was fifteen and then i lost my real one a few months ago to otto
jawnrocha: i can't believe i fricked a girl 😳

pattyxwalters: girls are kinda hot in bed tbh
pattyxwalters: guys are amazing too but they don't get wet and boys make a mess

underscoregeoff: boys do make a mess

pattyxwalters: im honestly surprised i don't miss dicks but then again it hasn't been too long since

gawsten: ...

underscoregeoff: when was the last time?

pattyxwalters: idk

jawnrocha: ben?

pattyxwalters: yeah

gawsten: and what am i

awstenknight: judi is getting uncomfortable you dickheads

pattyxwalters: im in trouble 😳

awstenknight: yikes

underscoregeoff: oop

jawnrocha: peepee

awstenknight: i love pp

underscoregeoff: 👀

awstenknight: 😏

jawnrocha: no

⭐⭐⭐

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awstenknight WE'RE COMING FOR YOU, ITALY.

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room708 as an italian i can say i am Very Scared™

underscoregeoff unfortunately i can't see the ocean because the view is in the way 😘
awstenknight geoff's comment is stoopid 😳

⭐⭐⭐

Rome, Valentine's Day 2022

The hotel

GEOFF: Aws?

Awsten comes out of the bathroom, only using one towel in total, which is being used to dry his hair.

GEOFF: Ooh...

AWSTEN: What did you want?

GEOFF: I just wanted to know when you wanted to get breakfast, but I'm kinda planning on something else now. [smiles, pulls Awsten close to him]

AWSTEN: Nasty! [pulls away]

Geoff chuckles.

GEOFF: What do wanna get?

AWSTEN: [walks to their suitcase] I don't know, probably something close by. [bends over]

GEOFF: You gotta stop teasing me like that.

AWSTEN: Pay attention to the conversation! Now, did you hear what I said?

GEOFF: Yeah. There's a little market down the corner if you wanna pick up something small and get a big lunch.

AWSTEN: That sounds good.

GEOFF: Okie dokie.

AWSTEN: [stands up] I'm glad we're taking another vacation together. We really need some good alone time right now, especially since we're still recovering from what happened. [puts on a shirt]

GEOFF: Yeah, I think so too. [kisses Awsten] Hurry up, I'm hungry. [slaps the booty 😳]

AWSTEN: Stop it!

GEOFF: I love you too!

Awsten throws his towel at Geoff, and the couple laugh.

-- later --

The Pantheon, 12:37

AWSTEN: Geoff, look! [points to one of the tombs] It's... It's Umberto the First!

GEOFF: Yeah.

AWSTEN: Isn't that neat?

GEOFF: It is.

AWSTEN: You don't think it is, do you?

GEOFF: I do, I'm just admiring how excited you are about these things.

AWSTEN: Geoff...

GEOFF: You're so cute, Aws.

Awsten blushes.

AWSTEN: You're sweet.

GEOFF: Am I sweeter than a sugar cookie?

AWSTEN: Yeah. [looks up at the oculus, then back to his fiancé] Do you wanna start planning the wedding when we get home?

GEOFF: Yeah, sure, but why do you ask?

AWSTEN: I want to get little souvenirs and use them in the centerpieces.

GEOFF: We don't know how many people are coming yet.

AWSTEN: Then we get one for our table!

GEOFF: [chuckles, takes his hand] We can do that.

AWSTEN: I love you.

GEOFF: I love you too, baby.

Awsten leans in to kiss his fiancé, not caring about all the Catholicism surrounding them. Geoff pulls away after a few moments.

GEOFF: Do you wanna check out the other tombs then head out to get a bite?

AWSTEN: Sure! I wanan go to that Armando place on the corner.

GEOFF: Sounds good to me.

AWSTEN: Aw, frick yeah!

They wrap up their time at the Pantheon and make their way to the cute restaurant for lunch.

awstenknight

Geoff posing with his food.

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awstenknight lunch with this hottie is the best thing ever 💞

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justusbaby.mp3 how long are you staying there?
awstenknight @justusbaby.mp3 until the 18th!
justusbaby.mp3 @awstenknight cool! i live a little outside of rome by a traditional winery that you guys should totally visit. you can make your own wine and take it home with you!

⭐⭐⭐

chapter break!

im so excited for the second half of this chapter oh boy oh boy!!

or i guess oh boy oh girl!

~ryan

⭐⭐⭐

gawsten inc. reincarnated

awstenknight: we're on our last flight home :(

underscoregeoff: it was so much fun

pattyxwalters: i bet it was

awstenknight: the whole trip was also incredibly romantic

gawsten: im so tired
gawsten: the babies are so active and i haven't been able to actually sleep in so long
gawsten: i need some good fuckin rest

pattyxwalters: do you want anything to eat while im still out?

gawsten: yeah

pattyxwalters: what do you want

gawsten: whatever

pattyxwalters: you sure?

gawsten: yeah

pattyxwalters: okay

underscoregeoff: cute

awstenknight: where's syd?

gawsten: sleeping

underscoregeoff: isn't it five there?

gawsten: yeah but we had a busy day today
gawsten: i also taught her some basics about driving and let her get behind the wheel for a bit

pattyxwalters: what

awstenknight: BRUH YOU REALLY LET HER GET BEHIND THE WHEEL WHEN YOU'RE PREGNANT

gawsten: 😔
gawsten: im gonna try to take a nap

underscoregeoff: i hope you get some good rest

gawsten: thank you

pattyxwalters: im so excited for the babies

awstenknight: me too! im so ready to be an uncle!!!!!!

pattyxwalters: im excited to be a dad but im not ready

underscoregeoff: nobody ever is, but i can tell you one thing: having your own child is one of the best things in this world.

pattyxwalters: by the end of this week I'll have two children in my arms
pattyxwalters: holy shit
pattyxwalters: im actually gonna be a dad
pattyxwalters: omg

underscoregeoff: do you want to have any more?

pattyxwalters: maybe one more but when the twins are older
pattyxwalters: i don't think judi wants any more though smh

awstenknight: You're also not the pregnant one

pattyxwalters: that's fair

underscoregeoff: fuck im listening to one month notice and this shit is the bomb
underscoregeoff: especially territory but that song holds a special place in my heart

awstenknight: <3
awstenknight: geoff gave me kissy

pattyxwalters: cute
pattyxwalters: i gotta go ttyl

awstenknight: bye

⭐⭐⭐

patty and awsten

are you guys home yet?

we just got to the house

okay well judi is in labor right now

I'm not going to take her in until later but you guys can still come over

I'll go ahead and tell geoff and if he wants to stay a while then I'll leave

either way someone will be there in about thirty minutes

okay

thanks

you're welcome

⭐⭐⭐

Judi and Patty's apartment, 8:30 PM

Awsten knocks on the door.

PATTY: Coming! [opens the door] Hey Aws.

AWSTEN: Hi. [walks inside]

PATTY: Is Geoff at y'all's house?

AWSTEN: No, he's out getting Judi a push present.

PATTY: Oh shit, I forgot to get her one.

AWSTEN: I can tell Geoff to get one from you if you pay us back.

PATTY: Please?

AWSTEN: [pulls out his phone] What do you wanna get her?

PATTY: A necklace and earrings set.

AWSTEN: Silver, gold, rose gold?

PATTY: Silver.

AWSTEN: Okay. Geoff said he'll send you pics of some and you can pick out which one you'll want.

PATTY: Okay, thank you.

AWSTEN: Of course.

They sit down on the couch.

AWSTEN: Is she sleeping?

PATTY: She's trying to; she keeps waking up during contractions.

AWSTEN: Are you excited?

PATTY: Being excited is an understatement.

AWSTEN: Aww.

PATTY: I'm so happy.

AWSTEN: Yeah?

PATTY: Yeah.

Awsten's phone goes off.

geoff🌈💞
don't hang out with patty too much. i know jude will probably be sleeping and i still don't really trust you two alone.

aws💞✨
geoff that's been over for so long now you don't have to worry

geoff🌈💞
hearing you say that makes me worried
just behave

aws💞✨
i will, i promise

Awsten sets his phone against his chest, sighing as he closes his eyes.

PATTY: What?

AWSTEN: Geoff's worried that we'll do something we shouldn't.

Patty chuckles and looks away from Awsten. He still thinks he's really pretty.

AWSTEN: [opens his eyes] But I told him he doesn't have to worry anymore...

Awsten slips his hand into Patty's.

AWSTEN: ...Right?

PATTY: Right.

Patty holds Awsten's face in his hand, pulling him closer. This really came at the most unfortunate time, but they can't help it. When their noses touch, they know they have to do it.

So they kiss.

⭐⭐⭐

"Tell them I'm sorry," he says, his static voice echoing softly against my cheek. I sigh, knowing that Sydney will be disappointed about not getting to see her father any sooner. "The traffic is bad,"

Tears begin to pool in my eyes. "You just want a break from me, don't you?" I whisper, my voice breaking as I begin to cry.

"No, Aws, I don't. It's just-"

I hang up before he can finish his sentence. It's been three and a half hours since Geoff should've been here. Judi is going to the hospital soon, Patty wants to give her her push present and Syd just wants to see her fucking dad. There's a reason why he's doing this though, and I fucking hate it.

There's no way I'd fuck Patty if Judi is here, and the fact that he thinks I'd do that is wholly insane.

"I told her we're going to the store," Patty says, closing the door behind himself. "Ready?" he asks, beaming at me. I bite my lip; "Yeah,". Of course we needed one more fuck.

⭐⭐⭐

At the hospital, 01:13 AM

JUDI: Where's Geoff?

AWSTEN: He's coming.

PATTY: Are you sure?

AWSTEN: [sighs] I'm sure.

JUDI: Tell him he's a bitch. [starts groaning from a contraction]

PATTY: [holds her hand] It's okay, I'm here.

Some time passes.

AWSTEN: I'm gonna go wait on Geoff outside.

PATTY: Okay.

Awsten takes the elevator downstairs, then makes his way outside to get a view of the parking lot. Cars zoom across the street, leaving a peaceful trail of white noise. It grows louder as the traffic picks up, almost to the point that it can block out any silent sound around. Almost. It cannot block out his muffled sobs that fill the small space. He was so close to being completely free of those bad thoughts, but he fucked it all up in a single hour.

He'll have to tell Geoff about it. He'll have to tell him that he was right, that they can't be trusted alone together. All that hard work to get where he was for nothing. Maybe he should've broken up with Geoff the first time he had sex with Patty and started dating him. He didn't even really have feelings for Geoff then, anyway. He could've saved himself from so much pain if he had just took his chance while he had it.

But Judi would probably be dead. They'd probably break up the band and lose their main source of income. Sydney would grow up in foster care and would never be adopted out. If he had dated Patty, even worse pain would've come from it.

Though he wouldn't want to kill himself for grieving over his faults, and him and Geoff wouldn't have major trust issues.

Awsten continues to sob as he thinks of all the pros and cons about breaking up with Geoff. After about fifteen minutes, someone approaches him.

GEOFF: Aws?

Awsten looks up. He mumbles something softly as he stands up and snuggles into his fiancé's arms.

GEOFF: What?

AWSTEN: I'm sorry...

GEOFF: For what?

AWSTEN: I messed up.

GEOFF: What happened?

They sit down on the bench Awsten had been on earlier.

AWSTEN: I-I...I did something bad. [wipes his eyes with his sleeve] You're going to be mad.

GEOFF: I promise I won't get mad.

AWSTEN: P-promise? [hiccups]

GEOFF: [holds his hand tightly] Promise.

AWSTEN: Okay...

GEOFF: Now, what is it?

AWSTEN: You were right, b-baby. I can't be trusted alone with him. I can't.

GEOFF: What did you do?

AWSTEN: [mumbling] I kissed him.

GEOFF: What?

AWSTEN: I kissed him.

Awsten breaks down even harder, causing Geoff's heart to swell and nearly burst. He hates that he thinks he'll be mad at him. He's the complete opposite; he's heartbroken. Not because Awsten did what he did, but because he's hurting so much over it.

GEOFF: It's okay my love, you don't have to worry; I'm not angry.

AWSTEN: You're not?

GEOFF: No. I love you.

AWSTEN: I love you too.

GEOFF: How about we go and spend some time with Judi and Patty?

AWSTEN: Okay...

⭐⭐⭐

Judi groans loudly into the mask, trying her best to inhale the laughing gas.

PATTY: Are you sure you don't need an epidural?

JUDI: NO! I told you I don't want,it at all!

PATTY: Okay... [stands up, tries to back away]

JUDI: No, please. Stay with me, baby.

He sits back down on the chair and begins to comfort his girlfriend again.

GEOFF: I got you a push present, Jude.

JUDI: R-really? [grips Patty's hand even harder]

GEOFF: Yeah.

JUDI: Do you have it on you?

GEOFF: [chuckles] Yeah; I guess you want it?

JUDI: Mhm.

Geoff gets up and hands her the present.

PATTY: What is it?

JUDI: A certificate to a day spa!

GEOFF: It's a couple's package so you both can enjoy it.

JUDI: Oh my goodness, thank you! [Opens her arms] Come here!

As they embrace, Geoff smiles at Patty. He knows what they did, but he doesn't feel anger towards the man. It's the day his children are born, so he can't be mean.

Patty smiles back.

⭐⭐⭐

the last stars before judi becomes all grown up.

⭐⭐⭐

NURSE: ...Three, two, one - push!

Judi groans extremely loudly, gripping onto her boyfriend's hand and the nurse's. She pushes as hard as she can.

DOCTOR: [to nurse two] Seven and a half centimeters.

JUDI: [to nurse one] What does that mean?

NURSE: You're close. [smiles]

JUDI: Oh, thank fuck.

She pushes more until the doctor slips hi hand around the first baby's head. Everyone yells at her to push. High pitched whines begin to fill the room.

DOCTOR: [holds up baby] It's a girl!

The nurses wrap Melody Athena Walters with a cloth and place her on her mother's chest. Judi and Patty break down into tears of joy.

She's soon taken away as Judi has to push again. The boy, Maximilian Roscoe Walters is born, and the same process as his sister is repeated.

-- later, during skin to skin --

JUDI: [softly. staring down at Max,] I can't believe it.

PATTY: [rocking back and forth, staring down at his daughter] Mhm.

JUDI: Our babies.

PATTY: I know.

JUDI: It's the best thing ever.

PATTY: Giving birth?

JUDI: Being a parent.

They look up at each other, smiling softly as they admire their creations. It's the most wonderful moment they've ever experienced in their lives.

PATTY: [to Judi] I love you.

JUDI: I love you too.

⭐⭐⭐

goodnight

~ryan

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