Lucy POV
I woke up in between Mommy and Momma and could feel my pull up had a heavy feeling, ugh I can't believe I used it. I started to tear up because all I could think was that I'm not a baby.
"Sweetheart, why are you crying?" I didn't even realize Momma was awake and she was running her hand up and down my arm. "It nothin Momma," she said before saying, "Baby, I know you're lying. You can trust me, now what's got my little one so upset?"
I cuddled into her chest before speaking up, "I-I wet my pull-up." Momma rubbed my back and kissed my forehead, "It's okay Lucy, that's what it's there for. Now how about we get you out of that wet pull-up?" I nodded my head as she got out of bed.
Momma turned around and cocked an eyebrow when she realized I wasn't following behind her and it threw me into a fit of giggles. "Carry me Momma!" Chuckling while she lifts me up on her hip, "alright, c'mon little one, we need to get you clean."
Momma carried me into the bathroom where she took the dirty pull-up off and asked, "We have to have a big girl conversation today, so do you want a pull-up or no pull-up?" I blushed a little bit before answering, "pull-up please." Momma smiled, "you got it little one."
After Momma got dressed for the day we got up and went looking for Mommy. I didn't even notice she wasn't in bed this morning! Oops, I was really distracted by my pull-up!
After a little bit of searching we found her in the kitchen cooking breakfast. "Mommy!" I yelled as I ran into her open arms. "Good morning pretty girl, did you sleep good?" I nodded my head real big and gave her a cheeky smile.
Mommy kissed my forehead before placing me in a chair that already had a plate full of food in front of it. "Good, now eat up baby girl. We have to have a little conversation today."
After breakfast, Momma wiped my face all clean before carrying me into the living room. "Do you want to sit on the couch or one of our laps?" I was nervous about this conversation so I just pointed at Momma who thankfully understood because she pulled me in closer as she sat down.
Melissa POV
"Alright Lucy Loo, Momma and I said that we needed to have a big girl conversation. It's nothing to worry about, but do you think you can be our big girl?" She closed her eyes before reopening them and saying yes.
Ame spoke up next, "first we need to go over rules which we will all have." Lucy looked up a little bit, "Wait, you guys have rules too?" I smiled to try and ease her noticeable tension, "yes, even we have rules that we have to follow. The biggest one is to always keep you safe."
That seemed to ease her mind so Amelia spoke up again. "Our rules are pretty simple and I can write them down for you if it makes it easier for you to remember. Our rules are:
- Listen and obey Mommy and Momma
- Do not put yourself down or harm yourself in any way, shape, or form
- Mommy and Momma need to know where you are at and who you are with at all times.
- You will get 3 warnings before you receive a punishment. Tantrums will receive an immediate punishment.
- Mommy and Momma love you very much and want to do what is best for you so we need to have open communication no matter what.
Do you have any questions?" Amelia asked after going over the general rules. Lucy shrunk into Amelia's arms more before quietly asking, "what are my punishments?"
I took over then because she seemed to be freaking out internally. "Momma and I know some of your history, so none of your punishments will be physical. So no spankings or anything like that. Your punishments will be things like no tv time, timeouts, and earlier bed times. If none of those seem to be working we may add no play time inside or outside as well. However, we will never take away your comfort items or cuddling. Does that sound okay baby?"
She nodded her head and said yes, so I then asked her what she wanted out of this relationship. She seemed a little worried, "no hurting me right?" Amelia and I both answered immediately, "no baby, we would never hurt you." She smiled a little before answering, "lots of cuddling, stuffies, blankies, pacis, and uh nevermind."
Amelia nudged her a bit, "it's okay baby, go ahead and ask, I promise we won't be mad." Lucy cuddled a bit into Amelia as she blushed, "I kind of want to try nursing." I think my heart just fell out of my ass. I wanted to nurse our last little, but that's how we discovered she wanted it for the sexual purpose and not the comfort.
I went over and gently pushed the hair out of her face, "that is completely fine and normal sweetie, do you have a preference on who you want to nurse you?" She shook her head a little bit, "I was hoping it could be both... you both don't have to have milk, I don't care if there's milk at all, I just like the closeness."
"We can definitely figure something out for you hun. Though one thing I want to ask might make you uncomfortable, but I need you to answer truthfully. Do you know or think you are a sexual little?" She shook her head no real big with kind of a scrunched up face. "It's not that I have a thing against people who are, it's just not what I'm really into."
I let out a not so quiet relieved breath, and luckily Amelia caught onto Lucy's confused face. "She is relieved because our last little was and neither of us are into that, so we are happy you aren't either."
Lucy POV
Amelia and Melissa just asked if I was a sexual little, which I'm not, but not necessarily for the reasons they are thinking. I'm not interested in sex at all because of what happened to me as a kid.
My father went on a lot of business trips when I was a kid, leaving my mother to have different men to come over while he was gone. After they finished with her, they would come to me next. It happened from when I was 13 to a few days before I left. Along with the alcohol, that's one of the reasons dad left.
"What am I going to do about school?" I decide to ask to avoid the sex conversation. "Well, how much do you have left?" Melissa asked me. "I already finished my fall semester, so I only have the spring semester and then my senior year."
Amelia started in, "Well, you have a couple of options. We can set you up in an apartment and you will just come here on the weekends to be little and continue through school. Or you can finish your last few semesters online and live with us permanently. You are finishing school though little missy." Saying that made me blush.
"I want to do online school and live with you guys." Melissa rubbed my arm, "you sure sweat pea?" I nodded before saying, "yeah, I don't want to be alone anymore." Amelia squeezes me and said, "you will never be alone anymore if you don't want to. We will also figure out a plan that 1 or 2 days out of the week you will get all of your work done so then the rest of the week you can be little if you chose to be."
The thought of what those men did to me started creeping up on me because of the thought of being alone. Worriedly I asked, "can I be little again?" They both told me yes, so I quickly let myself regress so I wouldn't be swarmed with those thoughts.
Amelia POV
Lucy asked if she could be little again, but that look in her eyes told me it wasn't an innocent question. She really tensed up when we talked about sex and she seemed to fully shutdown when we talked about being alone.
"Alright little one, how about we pick you out some little stuff?" She nodded her head quickly and pulled Mel towards us. I pulled out my phone and let her pick out what she wanted which was practically the entire catalog. She got sippy cups, bottles, plates, onesies, pacifiers, and blankets.
As we were scrolling she got excited and yelled "Ellie!" As we passed a stuffed elephant. "Inside voices little one, who is Ellie?" She blushed a bit before saying, "Ellie my elephant at home, she always sleep wit me. I weally miss her."
Melissa pulled her into her lap, "oh honey, why didn't you tell us?" She rested her head on Mel's chest and said, "I no want to go back there, but it hard without her." I sighed and said, "you're right baby, it's not safe to go back there. How about we order you a new elephant, she can be Ellie's cousin." She just nodded her head, I'm going to have to talk to Mel about her going in to get Lucy's stuff, poor girl has been sleeping without her comfort item, probably the only one she ever had.
We looked through and ordered some more stuff before lunch time rolled around. After we ate lunch and got our dirty baby cleaned up, we decided to just cuddle and watch movies until dinner.
Dinner came and we decided to order pizza which Lucy loved. Mel and I gave Lucy her nightly bath, me washing her hair and Mel on her body. Once we got her cleaned up we got her situated in our bed. "Your bedroom will be ready next week, I promise little one."
"Das okay momma, I like s'eepin wit you an mommy." She started squirming a bit before asking, "can I has suckies?" I smiled, "yes baby, thank you for asking so nicely. Neither of us have milk because we haven't decided who will have it yet, but who do you want to have suckies with?"
"Can I has both momma and mommy? Momma first?" I love her so much and my heart is bursting with joy. Mel and I both take off our shirts as Lucy climbs into my lap with her legs over Mel. She looks at my boob for awhile before I convince her it's okay. She gently sucks for about 10 minutes and I can physically see all of the tension leave her body. She stares at me and Mel the whole time and appears extremely content. I lift her up a little and say, "Mommy's turn!" She quickly jumps on top of Mommy who grunts. Again, she gently latches on and after another 10 minutes she falls asleep.
We decide to just lay down with her and go to sleep as well. "I love you Mel." She kisses me and says, "I love you too babe, so much. And I'm so grateful for our little family." I cuddled up to her side since Lucy was on top of her and we all fell asleep.