I took a shower and then went to my bedroom with a towel around me and walked to my bags and opened it
and started to pack out my bags till i saw the picture i took with me.
I took the picture out that I brought with me.The picture of my and harry.I stared at it.
Why do I still care, I broke up with him.I'm not supposed to feel this way.
I should be happy but why am I still caring.
My door opened, there was standing my sister. I gave her a weak smile.
"He, Jane" I said and looked back to the picture.
She came into the room and sat next to me.
"That's a beautiful picture of you two" she said.
I smiled still looking at the picture.
"Yes it is, Jane I don't know what to do. Why am I still feeling like... This" "You're still in love honey you need him"
Yes i love him and i want him back.
"What, that's ridiculous, he cheated on me, and I was all time alone when he was gone. I can have a perfect life without him...
i don't love him anymore." I said cold
"Oh we both know you're lying (Y/N)" I signed not responding
"well you'll found out by yourself sweetheart" she said and she hugged me before she left the room.
I signed again.
I knew I needed harry, but I just can't do it. I dropped myself on the bed and held the picture in front of me one more time before laying it under my pillow. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.The next day.
I woke up and looked at my clock, 10 am.
i layed for a few more minutes rubbed my eyes and stood up.
I walked into the living room and saw my mum talking to my sister on the couch.
When they saw me they stopped talking and just stared at me.
What was going on ?
"Keep talking" I said and sat on the big chair.
I turned on the television.
"Sweetheart we have to go some where at 1 pm you don't mind do you."
She asked and looked first at my sister and then back to me.
There was something going on, But what I couldn't regonize
"No, of course not.. Why would I... Where are you going? " I asked and looked at her
"Uhmm" they both looked at each other.
"To... the library, I need some books for school" Jane said.
"The library" I asked confused and raised one eyebrow.
Now I really knew something was going on.
Jane can't even read a book. Well she can but she just won't, don't know how to explain.
"Yes, the library...is that weird ?" She asked and played with her hair.
She always does that when she's nervous.
I shaked my head.
"No, except the fact reading isn't something you do that often, but anyway I'm gonna take a shower now."
I said and walked to the bad room.
I pulled off my pj turned the shower on and let the water slight down my body.
And closed my eyes.
(Flashback)
"Harreh you're doing it wrong" I laughed harry and I we're making a cake but everything went wrong.
"No I'm doing it great" he said while he tried to hold the mixer in the bowl.
"Let me just help u, idiot" I grapped the bag flour.
He held his hand against the bag and grabbed it.
"Noo, Le me do it"
"Fine" I let go of the bag flour and turned my head to the fridge to get get some drink.
I turned back and felt something on my face. I opened my eyes and saw harry grinning.
No he did not... just did that...
My face was all white.
He threw flour in my face...
My mouth dropped.
"O noo you didn't" I yelled at him while laughing and grabbed the bag of his hand.
"Maybe you should lay some more in the sun, You're a little too white." He said while grinning at me.
I held the bag flour above his head and dropped it all on his head.
Next we started a food fight.
We both sat on the ground throwing the flour, wich was laying all over the ground to each other.
He filled his hand palm with flour pulled me down and layed on top of me, widened my shirt and tried threw the flour in my shirt.
"NOO HARRY, IF YOU DO TH-" but before I could push him
off me he already did.
We both laughed.
"asshole" I said laughing while looking at him.
He was heavily breathing and just stared at me.
I realized he was still laying on top of me.
"Harry you can get of me now" I said and looked confused at him.
He just stared with his hazel green eyes.
Wow never regonized it but he's so attractive.
Then he leaned in and before I knew our lips met each other.
My eyes widened.
Why am i kissing my best friend.
But then closed them and deepening the kiss.
Then I pulled him softly away.We just stared at each other.
(Back to normal.)
That was the first time we kissed.
A week later we officially dated.
I wanted to forget it.
Not to remember it again.
I know i still love Harry, but i think it's already to late and we both just have to move on.
I washed my face and tied my hair into a messy bun. When I got out I got dressed like this...http://www.twitpic.com/a063gf
And went to the kitchen to make some breakfast.
I sat on the couch turned on the tv and ate my breakfast.
And switched the channels.
The Boulevard.
The woman started talking about stuff i looked up when she started about harry
"They're saying it's officially that Harry Styles, one of the members of the famous boy band 'One Direction' And (Y/N) broke up.
How and Why they broke up we don't know." One of the man said
"Really I didn't expect that, I though harry, would hold on a little longer this time"
"pff Bitch." I mumbled
I turned the tv off and layed on the couch and stared at the walls.
I'm still so tired.
Then i closed my eyes and took a nap.
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