Dressed in silk

Going out can be great fun well with friends of course. I'm going solo , again. Sigh. My friends don't like clubbing or raves , their reason is they want to be in bed by 10pm,  no great night is made by being in bed early. And anxiety issues which I do understand as I have anxiety myself. Found a cool add on Facebook for a snow rave in a club in town two hours away from we're i live, I live in a small village , dad moved there last year. I booked a hotel room, £45 not bad for the night in a busy town like the one I'm going to. I have other friends but they live at the coast , one near the coast , so I can't really ask them to hang out with me. I met them whilst on holiday with my mum and two younger sisters.  I struggle to make friends, I was badly bullied at school and I lack social skills too. Gosh I can't believe I will be 20 next month. Time flies, especially when your life is falling apart. But hey it's good to try and have fun as you only life once. I'm dressed in my cyber dog jump suit , it's green with  computer circuit boards on it , I'm wearing massive white snow boots like what buzz lightyear from toy story wore. And a faux fur rainbow 🌈 coat. I'm vegan so I will never wear real fur. I love animals.  Packed some food to eat before I go to the rave , now got to catch two buses to go into the town as I live in a small village and  the buses don't go straight through.