"if only.." TordTom highschoo...

By SmolAlexBean

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why are all my writings sad?! this is and highschool au, Tom lives with his abusive step dad Tord's parents... More

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By SmolAlexBean

awhile past, like a really long time. kinda. it's been around 2 months since that all happened but these flowers are killing me. I'm currently hanging out with Matt like I always am, we're at his place.

this big doof went and got a pug even when I told him not to but oh well. it's so fucking adorable my heart might explode like, EEEEEE I love it. owo ♥

anyways, his mom is pretty cool other than the fact they're constantly telling him how handsome he is and how perfect he is but if he does one wrong thing they blow up which is kinda scary.

his hair was a little messed up once and they freaked out cause he wasn't handsome enough anymore so he immediately fixed it.

not gonna lie though, he's kinda hot with messed up hair.

and apparently he wears glasses! he has these black glasses that look absolutely adorable on him and I love it. I'm happy I have a friend like Matt, he didn't leave us like Edd did.

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I laid on Matt's bed and played with his pug, Stella, she's adorable by the way. I was rubbing her stomach while laying on mine when I felt Matt lay across me.

I giggled lightly and looked back at matt just to get a small kiss on the cheek. my face turned a light pink color which made him chuckle.

"aww, Tommy's flustered." he teased and I just rolled my eyes.

then my mind started to wonder.

what if Tord we're here? what would he do?

I felt a small tickle in my throat while thinking about all of this.

"hey ginger,,"

"yes, Tommy?" he laid his head next to mine, I could feel his warm breath against my neck.

"can you get off me, I have to use the bathroom..." I said quietly, slightly moving my head away from his.

"awe... ok.." he huffed and got off me, letting me get up and walk to the bathroom.

I stared at myself in the mirror for a bit before letting out a small quiet cough. an extremely small red petal laid in my hand. I just sighed, flushed it down the toilet, washed my hands, and went back to the room with Matt.

sadly Stella wasn't there so now I'm sad.

I jumped onto the bed and cuddled into Matt's chest, he was laying on his back, somewhat prompt up on a pillow and was watching TV so it was easy too.

he smiled a bit and rubbed my head while I purred quietly.

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I finally went back home after spending another night at Matt house. it was weird, I got so used to his place.

I said hi to Pau and Pat as I walked in and went up to my shared room after talking to them for a bit.

it started raining outside but I didn't think much about it.

Tord was laying in his bed watching TV. I smiled a bit and waved. "hey,"

"oh you're finally home. I thought you moved out." he joked and I just rolled my eyes.

"whatever." I huffed and went to my side of the room.

"aye, drittunge, I'm not done talking to you." he got up and walked over to my side of the room, pushing the curtain out of his way.

"what the heck does that mean?" I asked confused and he just shrugged.

"don't worry about it. anyways, I might break up with Edd soon. things aren't going well." he said blankly as he crossed his arms and leaned against the wall.

"welp, why?"

"I don't wanna talk much about it." he huffed.

the rain started getting louder, I started panicking a bit. "whatever, can I sleep with you tonight...?"

"damn,-" he started but I quickly cut him off.

"NOT LIKE THAT!"

he laughed at my response, my face somewhat red. "I know, I know, I'm just teasing you. I don't care as long as I get cuddles."

I rolled my so called eyes. "whatever..."

"that your new favorite word or something?" he chuckled and went to his side of the room. I was quick to get up and follow him while the rain kept getting stronger.

"shut up." I huffed. we both laid down but I kept a pretty big space between us, catching his attention.

"so much for cuddles." he stated right before a loud crash from some thunder scared the shit out of me.

I almost immediately hugged onto Tord as if I'd die if I let of him.

and for the first time in forever, here's a pov change :>
3rd person

the small brit let out a little whimper and closed his eyes tightly, holding onto the bigger male.

"so you're scared of thunder... that's adorable Thomas!" Tord basically squealed as he held the smaller close.

tom huffed and nuzzled into tord's chest. "shut up..." he said quietly and gently gripped tord's shirt.

tord found this all to be amusing, watching tom flinch every time there was a loud sound of thunder. it had been awhile since Tord was able to actually spend time with the adorable Brit, especially since Edd's always around and clinging to him.

yes he's dating Edd but no one stopped to question why,, he needed something to help him relieve his stress. he would've asked Tom but he didn't want to scare him or make him hate the taller in any way.

so, he dealt with Edd for awhile, regretted it cause now Matt is getting way to close to his Tom.

Tord was deep in thought until the smaller blue boy tugged on the older males shirt and quietly whispered, "b-behind my pillow.... my b-bear.."

Tord was confused by this at first but got up and grabbed the small, somewhat run down, bear for his Tommy.

he looked at Tom with a small gentle smile while holding up the bear. "this?" he asked and Tom nodded, doing the most adorable thing next;

he did little grabby hands for the stuffie. and Tord felt his heart straight up melt at the sight.

he couldn't say no to the little one and handed the bear to Tom, watching the Brit hug onto it tightly.

thank you Queen_pop_tart !!

Tord got into bed with Tom and pulled him close; Tom having his arms and legs wrapped around the taller male, his bear still close to him.

Tord couldn't help but kiss Tom's forehead, earning a small purr from the little one. "you're so cute... just like a little kitten..~" Tord cooed into the others ear which made Tom's face go a little pink but he didn't say anything due to some thunder scaring him.

it wasn't even that loud but it was loud enough to make Tom completely press his entire body up to Tord, holding his bear tightly in his hand.

Tord wrapped his arms around Tom protectively and whispered loving things in Tom's ear to get him to calm down.

which worked, Tom calmed down rather quickly at this. Tord grabbed the remote to his tv and turned on a movie, which he soon turned up loudly to cancel out the sounds of the rain and thunder.

and any sounds he could possibly get Tom to make.

Tord looked down at the Brit and placed a thumb under his chin before making him look up at him.

Tord stared into Tom's dark eyes for a bit before softly kissing him. Tom was to shocked to kiss back at first but soon did, melting into it.

the taller male slowly made his way on top of Tom, his arms on both sides of the others head as their soft kiss soon turned to a heated make out session.

Tom hesitated a bit before dropping his bear and wrapping his legs lightly around Tord's waist. a million thoughts going through his head.

but they weren't bad thoughts.
they weren't thoughts from anxiety.
they weren't thoughts of him wanting Tord to stop.
in fact, he wanted more.
he thought about all the things Tord could do to his helpless body. the pain the taller could easily make the Brit feel.
these thoughts made Tom get excited; a little to excited actually.

Tord moved from Tom's lips to his jawline then neck. he left kisses all over it and some love marks until he found Tom's sweet spot.

and he knew he found it due to Tom gripping the back of his hair and lightly pushing Tord more into his neck with a small whimper.

Tord chuckled lowly at this and abused this spot for a little. "åh kattunge, du aner ikke hvor lenge jeg har ønsket å gjøre dette mot deg...~" he whispered into Tom's ear with a low voice that sent shivers up Tom's spine.

Tord started removing Tom's shirt while kissing at the skin behind the Brits ear. "Jeg elsker deg så mye baby gutt.~" Tord cooed to the smaller.

Thomas of course had no idea what Tord was saying but the way he was saying it made Tom get all excited, wanting Tord to touch him more.

hehehehehehehehhehe cliffhanger >:}
y'all know you love me tho uwu♥
and whoa! a point of view change! didn't know i could do that!
oh and dad, I know your reading this, so hi, be proud of me.
anyways, as soon as the artist send me the their pictures I'll add them into the book. be sure to come back and check them out once they're finished Oki? uwu
I'm only posting this now cause I wanna try to post the rest on Christmas. it'll be my little gift to all of you flowers ♥
annnnyways
{1621 words}
love you all, bye!

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