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y/n pov
"Here we are."
Jimin led me into the same apartment we made our memories in years ago. My mouth gaped open when I saw what he had done with the place. Pictures of us together or just me alone, lay around everywhere. I felt the tears arise and I pulled Jimin towards me just as he was going to do the same. Saying "I love you" wasn't enough. I need him and want him so fucking much and now I'm here I'm going to do everything to make him feel like life is worth something. I really want to love him forever.
"I love you."
I wasn't sure who said it because we both did as our mouths found each others. Tears mixed in and there was nothing else to say or do, apart from loving each other like every day is our last.
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"How long have you been awake?"
He asked me as we lay in each others arms in our bed.
"A year."
I say and it causes him to break down more.
"They said you left me because you didn't want to wait any longer."
He held me close and with anger he shook his head.
"Fucking lies."
He muttered and kissed my head.
"Did you...try to move on?"
Even though it pained me, I had to ask. His face faltered and he sighed.
"N-no and yes."
My heart sank a little when he said yes.
"What do you mean?"
"I don't want to lie to you. I t-tried to be my old self again, and when I couldn't do that I...I thought about killing myself."
I gasped and he looked down ashamed.
"That was the same day I bumped into an angel."
His eyes met mine and I cried, taking him into a warm hug. It must have been so fucking hard for him. So fucking hard. I don't want to fight or cause arguments because none of that matters now.
"Don't you ever think about killing yourself. Never. You mean so much to this world and to me."
I hugged him tighter.
"H-Hoseok...why didn't he tell you?"
Jimin looked destroyed and disappointed. He had been through a lot and I was making things worse.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
I peck his lips and let him take control. He kisses me so delicately, with such care.
"I dreamt of you."
He whispers against my lips and I smile sadly while gazing into his beautiful eyes.
"I dreamt of this."
He kisses me again with impatience that I felt too. But there was still something I needed to say.
"Is it too late to travel?"
When I ask that question he looks up with shock written on his face. I lick my lips and straddle his waist, connecting our foreheads.
"Is it too late to get married?"
At that he switched our positions, pushing himself against me as he made out with me for a hot few minutes. It was urgent as if the world was ending.
"Y-You didn't..."
He stuttered and I smiled and nodded.
"You found my letter..."
Tears were gushing out of his eyes that I tried to kiss away.
"I never thought you'd read it. Love-"
He digs his head into my neck.
"That's how I knew you didn't leave me."
I state and he becomes confused again.
"What?"
"I knew you wouldn't just leave me like that. So, I came back here to find you after I recovered, even though it was a long shot. You might not have even been here!"
"Thank you."
He whispered, his hands holding my face.
"That was actually...what brought back my memories."
"Y-You lost your memory?"
He stuttered worriedly.
"I should have fucking been there for you. Fuck-"
I silenced him with my finger.
"You didn't know...and neither did I until I read your letter. It made me remember how you were the bad boy I loved to hate, and how you became the one."
He was speechless at my explanation, which was understandable.
I remember first reading his letter..
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FLASHBACK
"What's this?"
I mutter when my foot hits something poking out from under the bed. I pick it up and see that it's a book.
Curiously, I open it and begin reading. The pages were filled with handwritings and what looked like diary entries I didn't really read through. I was flicking through until a piece of paper fell out. I opened it and the first thing I saw-
"Y/N, I love you."
I stopped as I read my own name.
"I wanted to marry you, travel with you, have children, do everything. I miss you calling me Jiminie or your baby, I just don't want you to go. I'm crying so fucking much. Seeing you like this is...it fucking hurts. I will always love you, Jung Y/N."
J-Jimin? I dropped the book in shock, as the memories hit me. My Jimin...
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BACK TO PRESENT
He kissed me and I was hypnotised. His hands found their way to my face, hair and then under my shirt.
"I love you."
We whispered to one another, Jimin now holding me close from behind.
"Jimin...don't hate me for asking but, what happened to Jungkook and Jennie?"
This question had been itching on the back of my mind for a while.
"They're locked away. I made sure of it."
His lips pecked my neck and I smiled, feeling like this long battle was over.
Suddenly, there was a loud knock at the door distracting us from what we were doing. Jimin cursed and got up, putting on his boxers. I laughed as he turned around and tried to come back into bed with me. I slipped on his t-shirt I loved the smell of. His scent feels like home.
jιмιn pov
I didn't want to leave her side again. I unwillingly opened the door not expecting the person stood at it.
"Hoseok."
I felt the anger and disappointment burn in me again. He lied to me.
"Oh no you fucking didn't-"
He exclaims and pushes past me, only enraging me more.
"Where is the slut then? I knew you wouldn't last-"
"What the fuck do you think you're doing?!"
I shouted, but it was too late. He was already opening the door to my room.
"I knew it!"
He stopped and I pushed past him to get to Y/N.
She was sat in my shirt, staring blankly at her brother who betrayed us both. I bet he wasn't expecting that.
"Y-Y/N? What-How?-"
He was speechless as he stared at Y/N, who looked broken.
"I guess my plan didn't work, then. You two will always end up finding each other."
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a/n: edιтed
To be continued...