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니가 좋아 널 사랑해 너의 그 말 웃기지마
"I like you, I love you, you said that to me but I don't believe you"
[I been on a old kpop marathon for like 2 days now and I'm literally encountering all my favorite bops. SISTAR being one of em. Hyolyn, te amo ;-; also pardon if wrong translation, I only know spanglish lol]
S.P
Stupid stupid Tzuyu!
Nante mendokusai...
"Ahhhhhh I'm too tired to do anything now", I plummeted face down on the bed, catching a slight whiff of Tzuyu's cologne still roaming in the sheets.
Sure, it's a bit odd sniffing the sheets where Tzuyu last laid. But I can assure you, it's only for. . .scientific purposes.
Y e s.
Not wanting to die from suffocation, because Jessie is still in Grey's Anatomy, I rolled over onto my back. Twines of red and orange littered above and about the room. Trees shaded in similar hues poured in from beyond the sheer curtains.
Every flick of color brought tiny waves of flames. Literally giving me that golden hour glow without the need of golden hour itself. Speaking of hour, it was only 30mins to 2pm.
Yet I'm still so tired.
But thankfully my once somber mood reverted back to something mellow like a happy yellow.
After staring at nothing in particular, my gaze leveled to the royal-red dress staring back at me from the dresser.
If I had to be honest, it probably costed more than my entire rent including the money I make at El Beso Del Diablo. And we're talking a dress here. A dress that could easily be imitated by anyone and sold for $25 or less on eBay.
Oh, the rich.
Such peculiar people.
Just as I was getting up with a tremendous groan, the door unlatched itself, presenting the one person I prefer not to speak with right now.
But y'know, god is always testing me so I gotta be on my best behavior.
For now.
"Have you tried it on yet?". Her eyes didn't face me when she said it. Solely focused on the dress sitting atop the dresser, untouched.
For awhile I said nothing. Petty, I know. But I literally have no energy to speak to her after all of that wishywashy type stuff she was doing earlier. It's confusing as hell.
In response, 'Dunno' is all I said to her when taking a seat on the bed. Pathetic, I know. Still, she hummed before coming to sit beside me.
"Sana...I really, fucking miss you. I....I-I'm sor—", Tzuyu choked up. Everything about her seemed off. From the way she acted towards me, spoke towards me, and everything in between. And to be fair, the past 2 years have been a shithole phase in our lives, so it was understandable. But when Tzuyu all of a sudden smacked herself against the head, that's when it wasn't at all understandable.
My hand grappled at her wrist, trying to pry it away. "Stop it Tzuyu! Why're you hitting yourself, what's going on?". No matter how many times I pleaded for her to tell me what was wrong, she'd simply shake her head and lower it more. "Tzuyu, please, help me out here. I don't want you injuring yourself. Please tell me you don't do this often to yourself or anything like that, do you?"
The amount of gloom circling above her in clouds was painful.
"I'm sorry...so sorry...", Tzuyu repeatedly whimpered it over and over again. I didn't even know why, or what made her apologize so desperately. Sure, she did come off a tad strong at breakfast today, but a part of me didn't believe the apology was because of that.
"D-don't apologize...it's okay...you're okay...we're okay"
I hate saying okay.
Like, what is okay? Am I sad? Am I happy? What's okay? A temporary way to direct the pain. That's it. Nothing changes in mind or heart when said, just a distraction from our reality. Worries. And everyone's constant 'How do you feel?' every 2 fucking minutes.
Okay is just okay.
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By now Tzuyu had calmed down. Her demeanor wasn't woeful or depressing anymore. Nope. She was rather perky.
A bit too perky in such short amount of time.
She...it couldn't be...but it could...it really could be. No judge, just...a bit unexpected
Tzuyu's cuddling embrace felt natural. It was the way her hand looped around my waist, legs tangled in mines, or the fact each of her inhales would resonate right back into me.
But like many things in life, all good things come to an end.
Tzuyu abruptly came to a hop, jumping from off the bed to rise to her feet.
"I hope it isn't too tight or anything. Its been awhile since we last seen each other. . . so your measurements may have c-changed...", she muttered while picking up the dress. After examining it for a second, she came up to me, holding the dress out in front of her. "C-could I see, if it f-fits, please?"
This time she wasn't mortified to look me in the eyes. Nuh uh baby, not this time. This time she was hypnotically commanding me.
She top. Discussion ended.
Her magnetic gaze were sending me signals. Clear signals. Girl you don't even have to let me know, I already caught your signal bonae jjjirit jjjirit.
When my lil brain finally caught on to what she meant, and not necessarily sexual, it didn't take much for these clothes to start flying everywhere till nothing was left.
Ok I lied.
I still had my undergarments on, plus the powerpuff girls socks Nayeon gave me some birthdays ago. Regardless that was kinda scary, and weird. On my end.
I don't always get hypnotized...but when I do, things magically disappear
Recovering from whatever voodooism was going on there, I wagged a ludicrous finger at Tzuyu to hand over the dress.
She blinked at first, then blinked again, then blinked once more meaning her brain couldn't, or at least wouldn't, register what the hell I just said. And as time went by, my patience was trickling. Tzuyu.exe had stopped working and needed to reboot herself, so I had to wring it from her fingers before going to the mirror.
By then, her eyes had already found me in the mirror. Tattooing my every curve and outline to her memory for the long term.
But too bad for her, she lost a good one.
No scratch that.
A FANTASTIC one.
Right. She lost a fantastic one. So it won't hurt to play a lil game,hmm?
There was something so pleasantly sinful tugging my lips when I was bent over, slithering the dress up over my body. Had to stop a few times because at one point, the dress was a bit too...fitted. Still, I looked hot. So no complaints.
I guess Tzuyu thought the same when I seen her reflecting in the mirror. Lucid eyes ogling me so dangerously it deepened 50 shades darker inside them.
Beautiful dress, I admit. Alluring too. Tho perhaps a little much for my tastes, and maybe for Tzuyu's hormones. Because right now... the gravitational air around us grew torrid.
Tzuyu was provoked.
In the best way possible.
"Bold of you to assume I like to be teased" A yelp came forth when Tzuyu suddenly nipped at my ear. "I hope you remember how we used to do things, right Sana?"
Of course. How could I forget...
But me, wanting to play dumb, shook my head.
"I don't recall"
It took every piece of my soul to not burst out in a moan. Her skilled hands were venturing way too aimlessly, up and down, in and out, all around. Just pure torture. Sweet, sweet torture.
"P-Perhaps remind m-me of wha-jesus almighty!"
I blew it. It's gone. I'm done for. Adios. Couldn't keep back a moan to save my life. Thanks for betraying me body. You're doing great sweetie. Keep up the bullshit.
"I'd be more than happy to", Tzuyu's lips grazed achingly across my ear. She'd look at me in the mirror for a second with that devil smile of her's, then continue her descent of kisses along my collarbone.
Fire erupted within several parts of my body. Her kisses, bites, or grunts in that raspy jarring voice used for calling my name had me in a state of tribulation.
Tribulation doused ecstasy, dripping effortlessly.
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Me hoy me noy...dunno
I'm legit all over the place. Just wanna take a long ass trip somewhere so it can introduce my lil pea brain to vast new ideas.
Ye. Thas it
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