Taehyungs pov:
It was nearly midnight when I played cards with Namjoon,yeah I clearly had nothing else to do and I had to disturb my mind for a while.
I played the last card,"I won,give me my money."
Namjoon looked annoyed yet confused about me winning but he reached for his pocket and gave me some money.Yes I loved to play cards since I always won,no matter what.
"Wanna play a second round?",I teased him.
He just rolled his eyes at me,"I am gonna leave,you should go to sleep as well we have to work hard tomorrow."
I was now alone in the garden,I went inside to grab something to eat when I heard weird noises from upstairs.I knew that everyone was asleep by now so I went up to see what those were.
I stopped at Jungkooks door,like how I wasn't surprised about him making those noises.
Last time it was him to and it didn't end really good.
I wonder what he is doing this time...trying to fly like a witch?
I opened the door to see a shocking sight...in front of me.
"Mom....mom....where are you?",he looked under his bed sheets.
"You are not here?Are you playing games again?",he searched under the bed this time.
What was wrong with him?Was he gone crazy?
He opened his wardrobe,"Dad....are you hiding too?Why is everyone hiding?I don't like that.",he pouted his lips and closed the wardrobe door.
"Jungkook?",I asked with a confused tone in my voice.
"Dad?",he turned around and ran into me....hugging my torso??
What the heck was this little shit doing?
I tried to free myself but he hugged me tighter.
"What are you doing let me go!",I yelled.
Then he looked up to me with a shocked expression on his face,"You are not my dad!",he suddenly shouted and backed off of me.
What was going through his mind right now?
"What are you saying of course I am not your dad you asshole I am V!",I yelled back.
He looked like he was about to cry,when he suddenly ran over to the window and opened it,he put his head out and shouted out,"Mommm,daddd where are youuu?Help me there is a stranger in my room and I am afraid....mom,dad...?Can you hear me I need he—".I ran over and put my hand over his mouth.
"Shut up,what are you doing?!",I hissed in his ear.
He put my hand away and walked back until his back touched the wall.
He sat down and began crying,"Mom...dad where are you now that I need you?"
Really I couldn't figure out why he was acting that way and I didn't want to either because I simply didn't care about him,but he would cause me trouble when he continued to scream like a crazy man.
He sobbed harder,I decided to leave him alone he would calm down after some time right?
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One hour had passed by and I decided to look at him.
When I entered his room again he was in the same position.
He was sitting in the corner of the dark room with his arms hugging his knees,his head was put on them.
The curtains were closed so that no sun rays were seen anywhere.
His eyes were closed as he put his head up to get som refresh air.His eyes were red and puffy from crying.
"Are you still crying?",I asked which made him flinch,his body hit the wall.
"Don't touch me!",he said in a scared voice as I approached him slightly.
He wiped a drop of blood from the corner of his mouth.
What did he do to himslef?
His hands were also bloody and shaky.
I put my hand up to touch the bloody part.He suddenly slapped my hand away.
"Don't touch me I said!",he yelled this time.
He stood up and ran over to the table behind him,I watched as he did so.
When he grabbed a knife and put it up to his throat.
"If you come any closer I will kill myself!"
Jungkook wanted to kill himslef?
What was the reason?
Just because I tried to approach him?
I took one step closer when he put the knife further to his throat,"I am serious!Dont come near to me!",his eyes looked like they were on drugs...
Wait a second—-DRUGS!!
He acted like that because of the drugs.
So he was really serious at that moment,if he'd kill himself Jin would kill me for destroying our plan so I had to stop him,even though I didn't care about him the tiniest bit.
"Hey put that down.",I said with a raised voice.
"No!Bring me mommy and daddy and I will put it down."
Seriously where should I find his parents?
"Jungkook why do want your parents to come?",I asked with a calmer voice.
"I-I am afraid.",he stated with his head looking down.
"Of what?",I asked this time not really caring about his answer.
What he next said got me shocked....
"Of....of V.",he said while looking at me.
He was like that because he was afraid of me?
"Stop that shit now and put that knife away!",I yelled and walked over to him,with that he put his knife up to his left cheek and made a cut on it.
Wait whattttt?!
"Ahhh",he cried as droplets of blood were dripping down his left cheek,why did he do that!?
"Hey,What are you afraid of,tell me exactly."
He looked nervous but answered me with a low voice,"That he would kill me.",he stated.
I looked at him,"Put the knife a way now...please."
He looked up to me with his big doe eyes,"Who are you?",he asked me.
Really he did not know who I was?
I was V,the one who never apologised to anyone before,Seoul's most feared man...and he couldn't remember me because of some drugs??-stupid!
But I tried to play along with him so that the would stop to hurt himself.
"I am Taehyung."
Jungkook put the knife down slowly,"Will you protect me from V?Please."
I should protect him from me?!
That was the weirdest thing I heard until now.
"How?",I asked the now shaking boy.
"Just hug me....please."
I-I should hug him?
The boy who didn't want me to come any closer to him wanted me to hug him and protect him from myself?
How was that even possible.
"Will you do it?",he looked at me with pleading eyes and I don't know why but I said yes.
He put the knife down.
I walked over to him with small steps.
I was now standing in front of him.
He grabbed my hand.....which made me shock.
He took me to his bed and sat down.
He sat next do me.
"Will you hug me?",he played with his fingers on his lap,"Please...Taehyung.",with that I turned my head to him.NO ONE,literally nobody had called me Taehyung except for my mother,everyone knew me as the fearless,dangerous V.
I felt weird when I heard him saying my real name but I tried not to show any reaction.
I put my hands around him and he immediately put his hands around my torso.
What was I doing?
Why didn't I punched him and left him there?
It was like my mind was playing some tricks on me.
I looked down when I heard him sobbing onto my shoulder,"I am really afraid,that he will hurt me."
With that sentence I felt something different...it was like I felt bad for scaring him like that?
What was wrong with me now?!
He buried his face onto my chest and let his tears fall down on me,"Please save me.",he whispered.
"I will protect you.",a sentence I would never thought I'd say some day but here I was saying it to the person I hated.
He looked up again,his face very close to mine,"I feel save in your arms."
I stopped breathing,what did he just say?
Did he meant it?
Why was I reacting like this?
He laid back on my shoulder so that I could smell his scent,he smelled like coconut which was kinda comforting to be honest—V CLEAR YOUR MIND!!!!
I wanted to push him off me at that moment when I saw that he was fallen asleep on me,hugging me.
I pushed him off me and yelled at him for making me feel like shit.
That's what I wanted to do—
but instead I found myself carefully laying him down on his pillow and I put the blanket over him.
What was I doing for real?
I watched his peaceful sleeping face,his lashes were long and his upper lip was kinda thin compared to the lower one which looked actually cute.
I lowered my hand and touched his bloody cut in his cheek,it would probably leave a scar there,why did he do that to himself,because of me??
I touched the bloody part on the corner of mouth and wiped the blood away with my hands.It wasn't awful or weird to wipe his blood away because it was his blood....STOP NOW!
V!!!YOU STUPID BASTARD WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?YOU CALLED THIS LITTLE SHIT CUTE?CUT MY ASS!HIS BLOOD IS DISGUSTING...HE IS DISGUSTING!HIS ACTIONS ARE DISGUSTING,HE MEANS NOTHING TO YOU!!!!YOU HATE HIM AND THAT BETTER STAYS THIS WAY!!!!
I rushed over to the door and closed it,
why was my heart beating that fast?
Why couldn't I stop a thinking about the feeling of him in my arms with his calming coconut scent.
I looked at my now bloody hands.
I don't believe in this white spot , my world is made out of darkness.This white spot would get drown in the darkness,believe me~Kim Taehyung
End of pov
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Wow,I waited so long for this chapter I hope you enjoyed it,please vote if you like this chapter,ly 💜
Some crying Kookie pics....😭
BABBBYYYYYY😫
My looove noooo
Your tears are the most precious to me...🥺
Every tear makes me weak...
Don't cry Jungkookie we love you,Army lives you so much.💜🥺