.. and Div's armour slightly cracks ..
this feeling
though familiar
It's occurrence
is quite rare
to want to hear her name coming from her lips
to want to run your fingers through her hair
you swear it's not scary
or it's not intimidating
but inside you know
that you are utterly bullshitting
you swear
light up a cigarette
but that feeling
still lingers yet
you pitifully try
to portray her as an object
however something cries
and loudly protests
a girl still with a messy fringe
you recognise her right away
she is wanting to be let out
to be free to play
"the past will only repeat itself,"
you repeat over and over again
but the girl stomps and refuses to leave
you frown in disdain
and now you are stuck
angry, screaming "fuck!"
man, your life kinda sucks
you look to the mirror
it's been so long since i danced that stupid dance
and yet you still wonder ..
should i give her
a chance?
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