Ja'lynn
"You like this?" I asked mama holding up a Rolex.
"I think that's too flashy for Black" she said.
"Same thing i was thinking" i agreed.
"Ouuu what about a chain with my name on it?" I asked.
"Yeah get the whole name 'cause your dad had a B and he was telling niggas it stood for Backend Baby" she said.
"Black would say the J for juggin' or jackin'. I hate him" i said.
Mom laughed.
"I think you got enough stuff" she said sitting some bags on the floor.
"He gets me whatever i want all the time, whether we together or not. It's only right i go all out for his birthday" i said.
"You right, talk yo' shit" she said.
"Period" i said.
"Your dad gone be jealous 'cause he want them shorts" she said.
"He gone do the most.. Oh so you can get them for him but not ya daddy" i said.
"That's exactly what he gone say" she laughed.
"Get him some" i said.
"Uh uh, he for the streets. I think he was more faithful when i was dead" she said.
I screamed.
"You do too much" i said.
"No he do too much. He really lied and said he was with Dede and Dede was at the house. Then gone call Dede not knowing i was right there. He still don't know. I'm just waiting on the perfect time to bring it up" she said.
"I don't believe he was cheating" i said.
"Shutup, you gone always take his side" she said.
"Cause that's my dawggggg" i laughed.
She mugged me.
"I hope Black say Ja'lynn is his little sister that died or some" she said.
"Don't say that because he probably will" i said.
"Why you looking like that?" she asked.
"Hold on" i said dropping the bags before going to the bathroom.
Once i stepped in the stall i threw up all over the toilet. Once i was done realization sunk in and my heart dropped. One hot girl might be down.
"Jay?" Mama called out.
"Yes?" I asked.
"You shitted on yourself?" she asked.
"No" i laughed weakly as i walked out.
"Did you? Did you throw up?" she asked.
I nodded.
She gagged before covering her mouth and i rolled my eyes.
"You too old for that" i said.
"Shutup i got a weak stomach" she said as i rinsed my mouth out.
"I have gum" she said handing me some.
"Can we go? I wanna lay down" i said.
She just nodded before we walked out. The whole ride home was silent until we pulled up at Walgreens.
"What are we doing?" I asked.
"Getting pregnancy tests" she said.
"You pregnant?" I asked.
"Bi- girl get out the damn car" she said.
"I don't feel good" i whined.
"You already acting like a fucking baby" she mumbled before getting out.
I watched as she went into Walgreens. A bitch was stressed. I talked so much shit, but now that i could possibly be pregnant i was scared. I was still on birth control but it was past the time to get another shot and i missed my appointment.
I sighed as my phone began ringing.
"What De'Andre?" I answered.
"We been on a tragedy for monthsss. Why can't you agree with me for onceee?" he sang.
"Uh uh" i said.
"Maybe we can be on chill tonight" he said licking his lips.
"Are you fucked up at 2 p.m?" I asked.
"It's almost 3" he said.
"Bye" i said.
"Stoppppp, it's my C-Day" he said.
I watched as mama walked out the store.
"I gotta go, I'll call you back when i get home" i said.
"Where you at?" he asked.
"The store, ima call you back" i said.
"Ok, i got 6 just to be sure" ma said.
"6 what?" Black asked.
"Wassup ma in law" he smiled.
"Hey son" she said making me mug her.
"Black let me call you back" i said.
"Talk to me nice, it's my C-Day" he said.
"Bae ima call you back" i said nicely.
"Mhm, call me back. I'm tryna FaceTime dis di-"
"BYE" i said hanging up.
Ma shook her head.
"That's why you potentially pregnant" she said.
"Actually if i am it's my fault. Damn i trapped myself" i said.
"I got your father pregnant too. It be like that" she said.
I laughed as i looked at the tests.
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I cried as i looked at the tests.
"Damn all of 'em positive.. You pregnant pregnant" ma said.
"Dad gone kill me" i said.
"No he won't.. I mean maybe" she said.
I mugged her.
"I'm just playing. Jonathan not gone touch you especially now that you're pregnant but Black? Whew let's just pray he makes it to the babyshower" Ma said.
"My child gone be a bastard" i cried.
Ma screamed.
"You know what? I can't with you" i said throwing the gets away before going to my room.
"You need anything?" she asked.
"No" i answered.
"Ok, I'm going to my hair appointment. Remember to be dressed and have Black here at 7" she said.
"I know" i said.
My phone rang as she walked out.
"Yeah" i answered.
"Yeahhhh??" Black asked.
"Oh my God, how are you even more fucked up?" I asked.
"Bae come get me" he said.
"Where you at?" I asked.
"The block" he said.
"I don't feel like driving all the way over there" i said.
"Baaaaaeee, I'm fucked up , I'm tired of looking at these ugly ass niggas, and I miss fat ma" he whined.
I rolled my eyes.
"I'm coming" i said.
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I pulled up seeing a bunch of people on the block.
"Where's Black?" I asked some dude.
"On the lawn" he said pointing across the street.
"Boy get the fuck up" i said.
This nigga was laid out on the grass smoking a blunt.
"My oh, my oh, my oh, my ohhhhhh.. My boooo" he sang as he staggered getting up.
"Come on" i said wrppaing my arm around him.
"I knew you was coming for me" he smiled.
I walked him to the passenger side and helped him get in.
"What nigga been in yo' shit?" he said laying back in the seat.
"Nigga you" i said.
"You might be right" he said.
"I'm taking you home" i said.
"The fuck? I ain't welcomed at yo' house no more?" he asked.
"Boy shutup, mama having a girls night at the house tonight" i said.
"You got my keys?" Black asked.
"No, you don't have them?" i asked.
"Damn they in my car" he said.
"Why are they in your car?" I asked.
"Cause that's where i left 'em, duh" he said.
"They're locked in?" I asked.
"I know how to break in my shit" he said.
"I don't have time for you to break in your car. We just gone go to my house and you gone sleep this off" i said.
"Nope, i wanna fuck" he said.
I ignored him as i drove to my house.
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"Black go up" i said as i walked him up the stairs.
"My fucking legs tired" he said.
I groaned as i started pushing his big ass up the stairs.
"It's Mr. Nasty timeeee" Black said as we walked into my room.
He locked the door before dropping his pants.
"Bae can you suck my dick, please?" he asked nicely.
"No" i said.
"Please, it's my C-Day" he pouted.
"Black get out my face" i said as he stood in front of me.
"Look at it, it's sad" he said.
"Boy get the fuck" i laughed.
"Just lick it" he said.
He looked down at me with the cutest facial expression i couldn't help but to give him the neck.
"Lay down" i said.
"YESSIR REAL SUCKY SUCKY" he said excitedly as he jumped on the bed.
"Shut the fuck up" i said.
"Oop" he said putting his hand over his heart.
I tied my hair up before climbing on the bed and getting on my knees. I sucked around the tip before taking as much as i could in my mouth.
"Fuck, hold on" he said.
I looked up at him.
"I almost nutted" he said.
I got up before laughing. He stared at me with a blank face as i laughed.
"That's funny?" he asked.
"No daddy" i said before i began to suck him again.
I went to work as he squeezed the sheets in his hands.
"Fuck" he groaned as i began to stroke him.
"Cum for me" i said.
"J-Ja-ay" he said as his stomach sunk in.
His nut filled my mouth and I swallowed. I got up to brush my teeth as he just laid there watching me.
"Baeee" i sang as i walked back in my room.
I stopped when i saw him sleeping. I frowned. I wanted some fucked up dick.
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"I can't believe y'all did this for me" Black smiled.
"It wasn't even a surprise yo' ass was already here" Dad said.
"He was knocked out. He ain't even know we was decorating" i said.
"Yessir" Black said giving me a look.
Dad grabbed his Hennessy before walking away.
"Y'all gone make him turn into Jon again" mama said.
"We didn't even do anything" i said.
"Well i didn't" Black said.
"Fuck you" i said.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAVORITE DRUG DEALER" Uncle Dede said approaching us.
"That's fucked up" Kobi said.
"Boy you ain't selling weed for real. You only good for percs" Uncle Dede said.
"Speaking of percs" Uncle Stunna said coming up to us.
"Here this nigga go. He ain't heard shit but percs. Do you even know who birthday it is?" Uncle Dede asked.
"Kobi's?" Stunna asked.
I laughed.
"See" Uncle Dede said.
"Aye I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be back" Black said to me.
"Ok" i said.
"Wait it's his birthday?" Uncle Stunna whispered.
"Them percs eating yo' ass up, ain't it?" Uncle Dede asked.
"While he gone ima bring the cake out" i said.
"I'll help you" ma said.
"Did you get any candles?" I asked.
"I thought you got them" she said as we laid the cake out.
"Don't ever throw me a birthday party" Dad said.
I mugged him.
"Ja'lynn when were you gonna tell me?" I heard.
"Boy told you-" i stopped mid sentence seeing Black hold up two of the pregnancy tests.
"Aw shit. This deja vu" Stunna said.
"Ight ima head out. Last time i got shot" Uncle Dede said leaving.
Dad turned and looked at me.
"You pregnant?" he asked.
I looked back at Black. I didn't know what to say.
"Y'all ready to sing happy birthday?" I asked.
"Jay we don't give a fuck about that cake" dad said.
"Don't talk to her like that" Black said.
Oh no.
"Like i said fuck that cake and fuck you too" dad said.
"You better watch yo' words OG" Black said.
"Can y'all stop?" I asked as there was now a big scene.
"Nigga swing back 'round the block, Jon and Jon finna fight" Uncle Stunna said on the phone.
"Oh shit, I'm finna pull up" i heard Uncle Dede say on the phone.
I rolled my eyes.
"Nigga I been real nice to yo' ass for too long" dad said.
"Shid, wassup" Black said.
They both began taking off their jewelry at the same time.
I looked at Kobi and he was just standing there.
"Don't look at me, I ain't fighting Black big ass no more and dad ain't finna accidentally slap me" Kobi said.
I looked at mom.
"They shot when i revealed i was pregnant. I think this is going pretty well" she said.
"AIGHT IM HERE" Uncle Dede said out of breath as he ran in the living room.
"Just on time, they took their jewelry off" Uncle Stunna said.
"Slap me" Black said.
I scrunched my face up.
"I like this nigga" Uncle Dede said.
"Bae don't say that. Dad don't slap him" i said.
"I'm so mad right now if i slap you i might just kill yo' ass" dad said.
"I ain't worried 'bout shit" Black said.
Dad looked at me.
"I approve" dad simply said.
"WHAT?" we all asked.
"This some bullshit" Uncle Dede said.
"He got heart. I hate his ass, but I trust him. I wouldn't want you having my grand child with no one else" dad said.
"You gone make me cry, OG" Black said.
"Fuck you" dad said.
"Ok now can we sing happy birthday?" I asked.
"Yeah, come on" Black said.
He wrapped his arms around me as we surrounded the cake.
"I love you" he whispered in my ear.
I smiled.