"c'mon, wait up."
you said, desperation tracing your voice, as you followed me.
"i didn't think you'd be so upset."
my pace quickened as i had to resist the urge of throwing myself off the bridge i was walking on.
one step
two step
three step
four.
the sound of your hightops hitting the floor.
i fall
you fall
we fall
d e a d.
hopelessness ran through my mind, endlessly.
i was terrified of heights
but not of
f
a
l
l
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n
g
of being so done with life to off myself.