A week had past. I haven't contacted Jack ever since. I tried to forget about the other day when I threw up. I just brushed it off my shoulder. The only thing was every other day that week, I threw up constantly. And coincidentally in the morning.
I was pregnant. Straight up pregnant.
To make sure, I had to make a quick stop at Rite Aid.
Me and Johnson had already told his parents about everything and they completely agreed to letting me stay in their guest room for a while until I got my shit together.
"H-hey Johnson can I borrow your car for a bit?" I asked as I peeped in his room.
I was practically shaking.
"Sure.. everything alright?"
"Yeah. I'll be back in like 10."
"Alright, see you."
***
Before I knew it I was already back to the house. I had gotten 3 different test just to make sure.
I chugged a gallon of water and peed a little on each stick.
The wait for the results felt like an eternity.
While I was waiting, a million thoughts were going through my head.
If I was pregnant, would I get an abortion? Would put it up for adoption? How the fuck am I gonna tell jack?
I was interrupted from my thoughts as my timer went off.
I took a look at the tests.
Positive.
Positive.
Positive.
Crap my life's over.
***
I had been crying hours on end just wanting to kill myself.
How could we be so stupid why didn't we use protection?
I decided to call Jack and tell him to come over. He has the right to know.
"Hey can you come over? I have something to tell you. It's actually really important. Hurry." I was sobbing by now
"Yeah, I'm on my way."
A couple minuets past and he burst through the door asking
"What the hell happend?!"
He always overreacted. He always had his protective charm and that's what I love about him.
I ran up to him and brought him into a giant hug as I sobbed some more on his shoulder.
"Jack I'm pregnant." I said as I pulled away.
I wanted to just get it out. I needed to tell him.
He was in utter shock.
He wasn't responding.
"J-jack say something." I croak with more tears threatening to fall.
"H-how c-c.. Didn't we use protection?"
"I guess not.. Considering.."
"N-no I'm pretty sure we did.."
"I really don't know jack all I know is that I'm pregnant and that I really need you to be here for me because I feel so alone. And if we do end up having this baby I- I really don't want you to leave because I love you like crazy." I burst out crying even more.
"C'mere." He cooed as he brought me over to the bed.
I lay on his chest as he has his arm draped around my shoulder.
"I love you too Ems, and you know I'd never leave you."
"What the fuck would I do without you?" We both laughed as I nuzzled my head into his neck.
"Shh, babygirl," he carressed my cheek.
"Everything's gonna be fine."
It was in that moment that it hit me.
Jack might not be the father of this baby.