Justin's POV:
Hailey was wheeled right into a birthing suite in the Labor and Delivery Unit.
I was right behind her, until I was stopped by a nurse.
"Mr.Bieber, they are going to need a couple of minutes to get your wife situated.
My name is Alexa. I am going to be one of the nurses assisting your wife with delivery.
I need you to fill out a couple of forms and get a copy of your health insurance card.
Is that ok?"
Is that ok?
Fuck no it wasn't ok.
I wanted to be right by my wife's side, not filling out paperwork with Alexa.
But I had to play nice, I needed these people on my side.
So sweet Justin is what they'd get.
"Alexa, sure that's ok.
I'm just really nervous right now and I need to make some phone calls to our parents as well.
What if the baby comes while I'm filling out this paperwork?"
I sucked at paperwork.
And I felt a panic attack coming on.
Alexa could sense my distress and jumped in to save me.
"Justin, just breathe.
In and Out.
Good.
The baby won't come that quick.
You'll have enough time to be right beside your wife.
Now sit here and use this pen.
Fill out what you can.
We'll figure the rest out later.
Give me the phone numbers for your parents and I'll call them for you.
Just focus on the paperwork.
I'm going to get you a cup of coffee.
Is sugar and cream ok?"
I decided that Alexa was an Angel from above, sent to help me during this moment.
I nodded, hoping my eyes conveyed my gratitude.
The paperwork was not that complicated, but I realized I was in sweat pants with no back pockets...and I left my wallet at home.
My wallet that had our insurance card in it.
I was full on sweating with stress as Alexa came walking back with a cup of coffee.
"Justin, you look like you just ran over a puppy.
Is the paperwork that bad?
Don't worry about it.
I also notified your Mother and Hailey's parents.
Their on the way."
Alexa handed me the cup of coffee, and I was so nervous that I just gulped it down immediately.
It was scalding hot and I ended up spraying Alexa as I spit it out of my mouth.
"Fuuuuuck my mouth is on fire!"
I looked at the poor nurse who was dripping in hot coffee that I spit out.
Then I went to put the cup down and accidentally spilled the rest right down my pants.
"My dick! Holy hell...I'm losing it!
I'm sorry Alexa!
For spraying you with coffee and for not having my insurance card on me.
I promise I can pay for it!
Cash if you want, I just don't have any on me right now."
Another staff member came up to us with towels and helped pick up my mess.
"Justin, we've got to get it together before you go into that room.
Hailey is going to need you to be functioning on all cylinders.
And don't worry about the coffee or insurance card, your not my first new Dad.
I'll look and see if Hailey already has it on file with us.
And I'll get you a set of scrubs to change into."
Alexa was my saving grace.
And after I changed into the scrubs, Dr.Bermudez came to get me.
She updated me on Hailey's progress before walking me in.
"Justin, we're in labor!
I checked Hailey out, and her water broke at home.
She's about 4cm dilated and 70% effaced.
The baby's heart beat is good and she seems to be tolerating the contractions.
Hailey on the other hand, not so much.
But she doesn't want any pain medication as of right now.
So be prepared for some unpleasant screaming.
Just help her through it."
Dr.Bermudez grabbed me into a hug and then placed her hands on my shoulders.
She was giving me a look that read,
"Good luck in there buddy...may the force be with you."
"So how long are we thinking doc?"
I for sure thought maybe an hour tops.
"This could be as fast as 2 hours or last days.
It's all up to your daughter and wife's body working together."
"Days? Ummm...
I don't know if I can survive that!"
At that very moment, I heard Twinkles scream out in agony.
And the I heard her calling for me.
"Justin Drew Bieber, get the fuck in here now!"
I looked at Dr.Bermudez with worry.
"You better get in there!
Man up, Bieber.
Your wife needs you."
I nodded and gulped as I knocked on the door.
"Twinkles, it's me...Justin.
Can I come in?"
A short red-headed nurse named Susie opened the door.
She gave me a look like I was retarded, as Twinkles screamed again.
"Ogre, help meeeeee!"
I looked back at Dr.Bermudez and Alexa one last time.
Guess I was doing this alone.
I heard Dr.Bermudez whisper,
"May the force be with you"....as I walked through the door.
Hailey was laying in bed.
Her hair was matted in sweat.
She had a monitor strapped to her belly and IV fluids infusing into her arm.
She looked exhausted.
I walked up to her side and grasped her hand.
She squeezed down hard as she leaned her head against mine.
"Ogre, I'm so scared.
Where have you been?
This pain is tooo much.
Help me,baby!
Help me!
Don't leave me again!"
She had tears running down her cheeks.
And then her grip on my hand went from 50 to 100.
She leaned her body into mine, and with her free hand she gripped onto my shoulder.
I could feel her entire body becoming tense.
I looked at the monitor as she dug her fingers deeper into my shoulder.
She was having a very strong contraction.
I could tell by the high spike on the monitor.
And as it began to peak, my wife screamed as though someone was killing her.
I felt absolutely fucking helpless.
All I could do was wrap my arms around her.
"I'm right here Twinkles.
I'm not going anywhere.
Hold on to me as tight as you can.
Breathe baby.
In and Out.
You can do this.
Your so fucking strong.
Just ride the pain.
Breathe."
She started to breathe as her body held onto me for support.
As the contraction subsided, her breathing became less ragged.
I helped her lay back in the bed.
She looked completely drained.
Nurse Susie gave me a cold wet washcloth.
I didn't even have to ask.
I placed it on Hailey's forehead.
And then kissed her cheek as I wiped away her tears.
"Your doing amazing Twinkles.
Just rest right now."
I fed her a couple of ice chips and pulled her hair out of her eyes and into a ponytail.
She finally seemed calm.
"Justin, thank you.
You don't understand how much you talking to me during that contraction helped.
Not with the pain, but with my mind.
They wheeled me in here and you weren't with me.
Then they started examining me and the pain just became so bad.
I begged them to find you, but they said you would be in shortly.
My mind started to play tricks on me.
I was afraid you left.
I was so scared."
And that's the exact moment I truly knew what it felt like to be a husband.
My wife needed me.
Only me.
I was going to be her strength through the pain.
"Twinkles, I would never leave you!
They made me fill out some forms and then I spilled coffee on myself and the nurse...well actually spit coffee at her.
That's why I'm wearing these fancy blue scrubs.
They contacted our parents.
They are on their way.
I'm sorry I didn't get in here fast enough.
But I'm not leaving my girls again.
Promise."
She gave me a lazy smile as she closed her eyes and mumbled,
"I love you Bieber."
"I love you more Bieber!"
She began to smile at my response, but instead started to lean forward.
I wrapped her in my arms as she rode through the pain of another contraction.
I didn't even realize until afterwards, that she had bitten my shoulder.
"Did I just bite you?"
I looked and could definitely see a full bite imprint that broke some skin.
"Just a little. It's nothing really."
I didn't want her feeling bad.
She didn't mean to do it.
"I'm so sorry Ogre!
I'm like a rabid dog when the pain hits.
Babe, you're probably going to need shoulder pads and a helmet.
I can't be trusted."
That made me laugh out loud.
She started laughing too.
"I kinda liked it.
Besides if your in pain...then I'll take some pain too."
She gave me her classic smirk.
"Your such a weirdo,Ogre!"
Hailey even snapped a picture of the nurse putting a bandage over my shoulder.
I snapped a cute selfie of the both of us.
The calm lasted for 5 minutes.
Then my wife almost bent my thumb backwards.
I wasn't sure I was going to be making it out of here without a broken bone.
Thank God my mother, her parents, and her sister came rushing in.
Is it fucked up that I thought,
"Good...more bodies to disperse the injuries that Twinkles was sure to hand out"?
I didn't have to wait long for my answer.
Another contraction.
This time Hailey's mother, Kennya stepped in to help.
Hailey didn't mean it, but she yanked a good chunk of her mother's hair out.
This was like modern day Fight Club, and I was jonesing for a cigarette.
And of course Alexa bummed me a Marlboro Menthol that we smoked out of a window in the employee break room.
Don't judge.
I was just trying to survive.
Hailey's POV:
I don't know why I refused the pain medication.
I just thought I could get through it.
But the pain was turning me into something out of control, like an injured animal backed into a corner.
My poor husband was taking a beating from me.
All while smiling and offering me words of support and strength.
My Dad was just pacing back and forth, and every now and then I could hear him mumble, "Dear God, help her".
Pattie and my Mom took turns rubbing my back and feet.
Poor tiny Pattie even got in bed with me and was rubbing my shoulders when another contraction started.
I almost elbowed her off the bed.
My sister Alaia wouldn't come close enough to get injured.
She just stood in the back recording me injuring everyone else.
At one point I heard her say,
"Baby girl, that right there is your Mama.
Right now you are kicking her ass.
So she's beating up the family.
Your poor Dad is barley hanging on.
But your Auntie Alaia is the smart one.
I'm staying back, recording the drama...which I'll show you one day".
I just remember looking at the camera with the most menacing look I could give.
It worked, because she turned it off immediately.
Dr.Bermudez came back in to check my progress.
I was praying that it was almost over.
"Hailey, your about 7cm dilated and 90% effaced.
Your moving along nicely.
It's been about 3 hours since you arrived.
If you want an epidural, now's the time to get one.
Otherwise, I'd like you to take a walk with Justin.
Walking should help speed your labor up, and it will help your daughter move down into the birth canal.
So, epidural or walking?"
Everyone was looking at me, waiting for my response.
I felt like they wanted me to take the epidural.
Half of me wanted to take it as well.
But half of me wanted to bring my girl into this world naturally.
I started crying because I didn't want to be in pain anymore, but I also wasn't going to take it.
Justin wrapped me into his arms.
He lifted my chin up to look at him as he whispered to me,
"Twinkles, your not alone baby.
Don't cry, ok?
You want to walk don't you?"
I nodded as he wiped my tears away.
He then spoke for both of us.
"Doc, we're walking!
My wife and I need some time alone."
We were able to walk the floor of the
labor & delivery unit, and even the lobby area.
My contractions would blindside me mid walk, and I'd have to grab onto my husband for support.
Justin would rub my back and sing to me.
"If I could take away the pain,
And put a smile on your face.
Baby, I would.
I would.
Baby, I would.
If I could make a better way,
So you could see a better day.
Baby, I would.
I would.
Baby, I would."
His soothing voice and calming presence would bring me back everytime.
While in the lobby, he wrapped his arms around me from behind.
He gently rubbed my belly as we looked out the window.
I leaned my head back against his chest.
"Twinkles, your so damn amazing.
Baby your doing it.
Your bringing our girl into this world.
I am so unbelievably proud of you.
I love you so much baby."
In that sweet moment, I knew I had to tell him about her name.
"Ogre, I couldn't be doing this without you.
You are my source of strength.
And when our daughter is born, I want you to call her by her name first."
I turned around to look at him.
"But we haven't decided yet."
He looked puzzled.
"I have. And I want her Daddy to give her, her name.
He's given me everything I could have ever asked for.
And I want him to have this."
Justin was in full tears, as I looked into his eyes.
"So, Daddy...What's our baby girl's name going to be?"
He wiped away his tears and cleared his voice.
"Everly.
Everly Bieber."
And just like that, I knew that's what her name was always meant to be.
"Justin, that's perfect.
Everly Drew Bieber.
Our baby girl."
He looked shocked.
I nodded.
"Drew?
Really? She's going to share my middle name?"
I nodded again, as he leaned in to kiss me.
He whispered her name against my lips.
"Everly Drew Bieber."
It felt like a holy prayer, the way he spoke her name.
Our daughter didn't let the moment last to long.
Before we could walk out of the lobby, I had a contraction so painful, that it brought me to my knees.
Justin was right behind me, holding me up as I was squatted down in a full on scream.
A man and woman had just walked off the elevator, as I was in a full blown primal moan.
They just stood there, staring.
Obviously taken aback by my wildness.
Justin wasn't having it.
"My wife is in labor.
A woman in labor needs to release her pain.
Her screams are actually part of an ancient and powerful history.
We all come from a woman.
Your witnessing a miracle.
Your welcome.
Now leave!"
They took off running down the hall, I'll never know what scared them more.
My screams or my husband's crazy eyes.
As the contraction dissipated, I actually started to giggle.
"Ogre, I think you scarred that poor couple for life"
He pulled me to my feet and kissed my nose.
"Twinkles, we just gifted them with reality.
Maybe now he'll use protection."
He smirked as I smacked his ass.
We slowly waddled back to our room, climbing each contraction together.
We walked in to find everyone asleep.
Pattie and my Mother were curled up together on a couch.
My Dad was snoring away in the recliner.
And my sister was sound asleep in the bathtub.
She even had a pillow and blanket.
Justin and I were both taking pictures of them all, as Nurse Alexa came in.
"Your family can't hang, huh?
I guess we'll check your progress while they are sleeping.
Because pretty soon, it's gonna get fun!"
She had me lay back down to check me.
Justin wiggled his way next to me.
It was kind of awkward having my husband in bed with me, while a nurse had her hands deep into my lady parts.
Not to mention our family snoring in the background.
But that's labor for ya.
Alexa popped up with a Cheshire Cat grin.
"Well, Bieber's.....
It's time.
Your 10cm dilated and 100% effaced.
I don't know what y'all did on your walk...
But it worked.
It's time to push.
I'm gonna go get Dr.Bermudez and the staff.
It's gonna get loud in here.
You'll see a ton of people.
It's totally normal."
Alexa clapped her hands in excitement and was gone.
I looked at Justin.
He looked at me.
"I feel like I might throw up!
I'm scared and excited at the same time!"
He really did look like he could vomit any second.
I grabbed his hand and kissed his knuckles.
"Well, hold it together Bieber.
Because I'm about to push a watermelon out of a hole the size of a lemon and your gonna watch it all.
I'll be suffering, while you face reality."
He was definitely going to throw up now.
"Twinkles, I'm not afraid of your hoohaa.
I'm just realizing that your Dad and me will be looking at it together.
And that is gonna get awkward as fuck!"
And now all I could see in my mind was my Dad's face staring at my vag.
"You're fucked up, Ogre!"
He didn't have time to respond.
I was hit with another contraction and something felt different.
I had this overpowering urge to push.
"Justin! I have to push. I can't stop it.
She's coming."
I pulled my legs up and out instinctively as I began to bear down and push.
Justin jumped into action.
He came around in front of me and pulled the sheet up.
The look in his eyes was enough to know that she was most definitely on her way out.
He became laser focused.
"Hailey, I'm going to need you to not push anymore. Ok?
Mommmmm! Kennya! Steve! Alaia!
Get the fuck up!
Someone go get the doctor!
The baby is coming out!"
Everyone was up in seconds.
The mom's were at my side.
Helping me breathe.
My Dad ran out to get help.
My sister had her camera pointed at my vag.
(Don't worry, her turn would come soon enough.)
My husband had his hands on my knees.
His eyes locked into mine.
"Justin, I can't stop it!
I havvvvvvve to pushhhhhhh!
Fuuuuuuuuuck!"
Justin's POV:
I watched as my wife's perfect little pussy began to stretch wider and wider with each push.
If the damn doctor didn't get in here quick, I'd be delivering my daughter.
I looked Hailey straight in the eyes.
"Hails. You do what you've got to do.
Just follow your bodies commands.
I can see her head.
I've got this down here!"
Truth be told....I didn't have shit together.
I was about to pass the fuck out.
The Mom's were no help to me at all.
They were focused on telling Hailey to breathe.
I was the one face deep in expanding lady parts...
Witnessing my daughter's head push against my wife's vag.
As Hailey began to push again, the room exploded with people.
I was obviously in shock and had to be pulled away from down south.
Steven walked in, saw the vag...and walked right the fuck out.
(I totally understood)
All the sudden their were bright lights and the bottom of Hailey's bed was removed.
Her legs were put in stirrups as Dr.Bermudez sat on a stool with a front row seat.
They brought in a baby bed that had all sorts of special gadgets.
And their was a crew of Nursery Nurses waiting in the background.
Alexa put an oxygen mask on Hailey and took over with reminding her to breathe.
I just stood like a deer in headlights next to my wife's side.
Dr.Bermudez looked at me.
"Justin, do you want to help pull her out when it's time?"
I nodded, shakily.
Nurse Susie had me wash my hands and put on a gown and gloves.
She placed me next to Dr.Bermudez.
I watched as my wife did the unthinkable.
With each push, the head got bigger and bigger.
Twinkles started to panic.
"I can't do it anymore!
It fucking burns!
I feel like someone is lighting a match to my crotch!"
I looked down to make sure her shit wasn't on fire.
"Hailey, it's not on fire.
It's just the lemon becoming the watermelon.
Fight through it!
Your so close!"
And just like that she gave one more push, and my daughter's head was out.
"Her head's out, Twinkles!"
My wife looked instantly relieved.
Dr.Bermudez then guided my hands and helped me pull my daughter into the world.
Dr.Bermudez suctioned her mouth as I held onto her.
My heart was beating so fast.
She was slimy and wet.
She looked like an alien at first.
But I didn't care, I just wanted to hear her cry.
"Justin, is she ok?"
Hailey was looking panicked.
"She's perfect, Twinkles."
And then our daughter opened her lungs and let out a scream equal to her mother's.
And I took a deep breath as well.
Dr.Bermudez helped me lay her on my wife's chest.
And I couldn't hold it in any longer.
I wept like I never had before.
Watching Twinkles look at her baby girl for the first time.
It was all too much.
Then looking at my daughter and her full head of hair and little round face.
I couldn't hold it together.
"We did it Justin!
This is our miracle!"
My wife was in tears.
My Mom was balling her eyes out, hugging Kennya.
Even Alaia was in tears.
And wouldn't you know, Steven had appeared from his hiding spot....also in tears.
Dr.Bermudez looked at Hailey.
"Congratulations!
She's absolutely beautiful.
What's her name?"
Hailey looked at me.
I realized this was the proudest moment of my life.
With my chest puffed out, I spoke.
"Her name is Everly Drew Bieber!
Happy Birthday Everly Drew!"
Our family clapped in excitement.
They took Everly to the incubator to warm her up, measure her, and weigh her.
I was by her side the entire time.
She was 7lbs 6oz and 20 inches long.
They wrapped her up in a blanket and put a little hat on her tiny head.
The nurse picked her up and Everly into my arms.
"There you go Daddy,
Talk to your daughter.
And then bring her to her Mama."
As I looked at my newborn baby girl, flesh of my flesh....I felt it so strongly.
Like someone had taken my heart and put it into Everly.
I was instantly in love.
She wrapped her little hand around my finger as I rocked her back and forth.
"Welcome to the world, my love.
I'm your Daddy, and I love you sooo much.
Your Mama is waiting on you little one, but I'll be right here the whole time."
I carefully placed Everly into Hailey's arms.
I watched my wife talk to her baby.
To see the same thing I was feeling on my wife's face.
Hailey instinctively brought Everly to her breast, and I watched as my daughter began feeding from her mother.
I wrapped my arms around Hailey, as Everly opened her eyes for the first time.
She looked at both of us, like she knew who we were.
Twinkles and Ogre.
And as my wife fed her.
I began to sing to her.
My Favorite Girl.
"My prized possession
One and only
Adore ya
Girl, I want ya
The one I can't live without, that's you, that's you
You're my special
Little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known, it's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite, my favorite
My favorite girl, my favorite girl."
Everly Drew Bieber
March 11th, 2019
1:07pm
A/N:
Ok......I am full out in emotions!
Twinkles and Ogre are now
Mommy and Daddy!
I absolutely loved writing this chapter!
I hope you love it too! 💗💕💗
Songs for the Bieber Family
I would by Justin Bieber
Favorite Girl by Justin Bieber
Growing Up by Macklemore and Ryan Lewis.
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