DEE POV
I can't believe she's really going to sit there and say she doesn't like studs but when looking into her eyes she wants me to fuck her I think as me and Tay exit the room "yo Dee wtf was that?" Tay ask very concerned "nothing really....it's just she confusing tf outta me, one minute labels doesn't matter and she want me, then the next minute she hollering about stud this and stud that" I express to Tay as we sit on the couch outside Ryan room
"Well your a good person, and she would be foolish to pass you up when in reality labels don't matter it's about the person" Tay stayed
I listened to what Tay said when Ryan bedroom door opened
"Hey Dee and..." Ryan said looking toward Tay
"Oh shit I'm rude asf, my name Tay and you must be Dee lil boo thang" she always got to fucking embarrass me
"Taayyyy why you always got to say sum weird shit nigga damn stfu" I stated very annoyed with Tay
" Ayye now I'm just tryna help you but it ain't nun of my business" Tay said
I didn't mention to Tay that I think Ryan has a medical issue because that's not my business to tell... my only question is will Ryan be open with me and tell me about the problems she has, I am not one to judge I have my own personal issues...
"Earth to De'andria" I suddenly hear and see Tay and Ryan staring at me
"Yea I'm all good wassup?" I make an attempt to put on that type of persona
"Well okay then if your okay then I'm okay bestie now down to business" Tay says in a serious tone
We all move over to the couch to talk about whatever Tay has up her sleeve
" so I figured with your investments to my company we can make more then what we've invested" I hear Tay talking to Ryan and my eyes unconsciously flick over to her
The way her lips are full and perused together when she's in serious thought... the way she rubs her chin and squints her eyebrows together as if she's thinking of the perfect plan... the way her body demands full attention when she enters the room...the way she struts you'd think she has 'big dick energy'...man all of that masculinity bound in one women...and yet I can have her bent over following every command I give, she's not your average women but I'd love to see the way her titties bounce while I give her deep and fast pumps, I'd love to see her body beg for another explosion, to see her body's reaction when I barely touch her and you can see the fire works under her skin begging and waiting for me to set them off...to have her legs pressed around my waist as if they were crafted together by Mother Nature, to look into her brown almond eyes and see the lust filled with love...I would give anything just to see...
Her
"I think she's thinking about something deep" I hear faint voices discuss someone then I soon realize it's me.
"She does this often?" Ryan asks very concerned
"No not often...I've only seen her do this one time and that was over her first love when they met" Tays ass always has some dumb shit to say and she always fucking up a nigga game "like my fucking gosh what am I going to with her" I said finally coming to my senses
"You could let me ride dat strap big daddy" Tay said in a joking way
"Bitch you could never ride my strap that's exclusive" I said back to Tay
"Anywho hoe are you coming back to the apartment to help me when my clothing package gets there?" Tay asked poppin gum like she still in the ghetto, trust that Tay is VERY SMART! it's just she has two sides like everyone else she can turn it on and off when she's in a certain setting...kinda like when black moms get on the phone to handle business (if you know then you know lmafaooo)
"No I'm not going to be at the house for a few weeks, Ryan here is on bed rest and me being her assistant I have to handle to work around here" I state to both Ryan and Tay
"I don't want to be an inconvenience if you guys already had something planned.... I mean you can go if you wanted I don't need you here.... I mean like I need you here but i-" Ryan was rambling on and on
"You aren't any inconvenience I sure Tay can sort through her own clothing like and adult and she doesn't need my supervision" I told Ryan but more so throwing shots at Tay annoying ass
"Are you sure? Cause I can have people help me..it's just that I-" Ryan again went on rambling but I definitely think it's cute on her
Oh shit then we can all go for drinks tonight"Tay said
"Ryan shawty, your okay like I said she can handle it, just let me walk Tay out and I'll be back up to finish the assignments and then after that we can go out for drinks...how about that?" I reassured Ryan who seemed to calm when I put things in order for her, "okay that sound fine" Ryan stayed shyly. " okay yo punk ass can stop daydreaming about Ryan" I hear Tay say as we walk down the stairs to her car
"I mean she is sexy asf and could be my daddy but I can see she wants you to be her daddy ahahaahahhaahha" Tay adds on
"Can you stfu and get in the car? I will call you when we arrive at the club,or when I need more clothes, I got enough for about two weeks and then after that I will see if she still needs me" I tell Tay annoying ass
"Oh she needs you alright ahahahhaaa in more then one way too"
"Tay go tf home I'm tired of yo ass and I'm very tired and ready to pass out so go home please and thank you" I said trying to push Tay out of the front door
" alright ain't no need to push! Truussss I know when I'm not wanted...but take my advice it could help you anyway byeee bestieee love you see you tonight big daddy" Tay said and walked off
Great now she has these people looking at me weird and shit
I head back into the house and up the stairs to Ryan's room, once I finally enter I hear something unusual
"Aaahhh yessssss daddyyyyyy fuckkkkkk ahhhhh shiitttttttt yesss yessss yesss yesss yesss ohhhhhh shiittttt" is all I hear coming from Ryans bed
I can't even explain the emotions going through me right now, but I do have to remember she's not mines... but that shit still hurt regardless of our status
I guess I had been standing there long enough for them both to acknowledge my presence
"Oh shit" Ryan immediately says and gets off of one of her maids
"Daddyyy why did you stop I was about to cummm" the maid says crawling back to Her as Ryan is putting her clothes on quick asf
" I'm sorry you had to see that Dee" Ryan says as I back out the room and slam the door shut
I don't understand why I'm so mad? Is it because I want to be the only one she gives her body too
Or I'm jealous
Or....idk goddamit this shit is hard I think the whole way to my room in Ryans house
I've finally arrived at my bedroom
I lock my door and hope on my bed bursting out crying
Mannn at moments like this I feel like a little ass girl that has just been told No
You have To keep your distance Dee
Is all that's playing over and over in my head until I finally pass out sleep on the bed.
Okay y'all I'm going to try and make the chapters longer but I feel that they are very long with a lot of juicy stuff
That poem I wrote was completely off da top of my head, you guys let me know how you felt about that poem.
•do y'all think Dee's feelings will change towards Ryan?
•will Ryan open up about her past?
•will Dee open up about her past?
•what do you think will happen at the club?
•will Ryan finally be open to admitting she likes studs?
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