It was too complicated for me to think about it, i didn't know what the fuck was going on but at the same time, it was not my problem or so i thought.
I took a deep breath as i got out of the elevator. It was super early for me to be awake after last night but i needed to find a job quickly because my bills depended on it. I decided to go to KKK another magazine company where i could be offered a job quick.
Once i walked for hours i finally made it to the big building and let me tell you that the building was fresh and clean, it also had that vibes of a lot of work so i fixed my self a little bit and walked to the desk lady or guy. Yes because it looked like a guy dressed as a woman.
"Heyyy honey welcome to triple K Magazine what can i help you with today." He or she said.
" hi, i was hoping to see if i could schedule an interview today."
"Oh baby you're in luck because today is the day honey sugar cups, you just grab this coffee and walk into that office and say Lala send you." She said while handing me four hot coffees. I was a bit confused, but she got out of her desk and she was so fucking tall like very tall, she managed to push me to the office and knocked on the window.
The men inside of the office didn't even turn his back but said to come in.
He was on his phone. My brain was melting into little blobs of stupidity. I didn't know if to wait or say excuse me and interrupt his call or run away now, but once he turned around that was it.
He was just the right men for the job.
The perfect beard, perfect haircut, perfect suit, perfect blue eyes and let's not forget about his lips. He was just perfect.
"You're not Lucia." He said confused as he pointed at me.
I looked back trying to figure out who was Lucia, but I could take a guess.
"No sir she told me to come in and see if I could get an interview today."
"Ok... Please have a seat, and tell me who you used to work for and why you want to work here." He said while sitting down I then proceeded to put his coffee down and sat down in the chair that was in front of him.
I was nervous.
" I used to work for another magazine company-".
"Witch one?." He interrupted calmly which I thought was a bit rude.
"I used to work for the MBK magazine For two to three years," I said while waiting for him to interrupt me again but he actually didn't and just sat back while looking at me. I guess he was just waiting for the rest of the information.
"And I think you should hire me because I have study very hard for getting into a magazine as yours and it has always been my dream to do this." I lied gently as I have done to my other jobs.
"So let me get this straight you have been working for my top competitor and want me to hire you because of your degrees?. What makes you think I would want something they let go?." He harshly said to me
I was starting to have a second thought about coming here and about this pretty asshole face. Maybe I should just stand up and walk away. But before I could decide what to do he finally opened his mouth to talk again.
" Let's be fair they did keep you that long for a reason, so let's make a deal." He said as he sat forward with one hand on his chin.
"Write to me a single page and we will put it on our magazine well if is good, also I will ask this once but do you have plans for tonight?." He said as he looked interested i stared at him in disbileave and a bit confused because girl I thought for a second he was asking me out.
"No, I don't."
"Great come back to us and meet me at the parking lot tonight at 6:30 pm." He said while turning his chair around.
I thought that was it for our conversation so I stood up and looked at him one more time. He didn't even bat an eye so I left to not waste anymore of his time. I passed by Lucia just for her to smile at me and wave bye.
While heading outside I felt disappointed just because I could actually get a shot at this magazine place. But the thought of working for the competitor of the job I used to work for sorta sucked. Not that i cared anyways. Or did i?.
As i walked outside i realize Garrett's brother was sitting in a bench which i thought it was weird.
What could he be doing?. I stare at him in confusion since he was facing the other direction, but like a magnet, he turned around with a smirk on his face which made me melt on the inside.
"Hey." He said as he was standing up. I didn't know what the fuck to say so i stare at him paralyze but hopefully, he didn't notice.
"What are you doing here?."
"I was hoping to catch you and see if you wanted to grab a bite." He said with a smirk on his face and as he said that it made my heart skip a beat for some weird reason.
"A bite?." I said stupidly. He laughed and stretched a hand to me like what the fuck was going on and why was he waiting for me?. Shouldn't he be with his brother's fiance?.
"Yeah, you know like food? you kinda rushed out of the party too fast for me to offer you something." He laughed and Honestly i didn't find it funny since everything was so confusing at this time for me, we'll his awkward relationship with her.
"Uhm i can't."
"Why not?. Did you eat already?." He was asking too many whys like mind your own business.
I started walking and he followed me for some reason and probably that reason was that i still didn't answer him.
"Why dont you go eat with your brother Fiance," I said angrily by accident and with a sassy tone.
Fuck.
"Oh, you jealous now?." He smiled while stepping in front of me. I avoided his eye contact and looked the other way.
"Jealous of what? You being gay or you and your brother sharing a women." Point for me.
"Maybe both" He smirked.
"Yeah, i dont think so buddy," I said while walking to the bus stop. As soon as i got there i sat down and he sat down next to me.
"Is it because i left you hanging to go talk to my brother fiance?."
"I honestly thought she was your fiance," I said sarcastically. He nodest and stood in front of me and God did he smell gold.
"Look i know it might seem weird, but it is complicated."
"Is not my problem," I said while standing up and walking away but he continued to chase me like dude i was about to call 911 already.
"What do you want?." I said angrily. I didn't know why i was so angry.
"I want to apologize for leave you like that i know it was wrong."
"Is not my problem," I repeated while rolling my eyes.
"Then why you won't get a bite with me?." He rushed to say.
This guy was persistence just like how his brother kissed me and fuck i didn't want it, not if it had Camila's hands everywhere.
I stopped and looked at him right in the eyes.
"Look i am not interested, and all i wanted for today was a normal day for me to look for a job ok? I dont know your name, and i don't want to know so just go with your complicated relationship and leave me be." I said and to be honest it might have been a bit harsh but like whatever, There are more fishes in the sea.
After i said that he didn't say anything else so i figured to just continue walking and go back home.
For some reason, i felt a bit sad since it was not really his fault that i was so angry with this women. But i felt that every man had her name on their lips and it was annoying as fuck.
i looked back just to make sure he was not following me and of course, he wasn't. But for some reason, the thought of him not coming back hurt.
Was i really having feelings for this guy?. I didn't stay to find out so i rushed to the park to clear my head for a bit and that was the worse decision i could have possibly ever made. Why? well because Garrett was there with Camila walking next to each other.
I got to say i rolled my eyes and stood up but before i could leave they both approached me.
Why the fuck me i thought.
"What are you doing here?."
This bitch said like if the park was hers or something. But of course Garrett didn't say anything, he was just there like a puppy.
"I was just leaving honestly," I said while turning around and for some reason, i could hear her laugh and bitch it was pissing me off.
I was about to rip some wigs off.
" good because i dont want you near my Fiance, you lucky you left the party last night because i would of taking you out myself."
What the fuck with this hoe. I said in my mind but honestly, it was not worth it so i continued to walk away from them.
Cursed bitches.
Lost in my words i stumble with Garrett's brother and like oh my fucking goodness i thought the world was hating me right now.
He looked at me in silence as i could also feel Garrett and camilas gaze on the back of my head.
"There you are, i got ice cream." He said while giving me a cone of ice cream.
He proceeded to turn me around while having his hand on my shoulder.
"I invited her to have lunch with us." He continued to say.
"Her."
"Yes, is there a problem?." Garrett's brother said.
"Yes, there is, she kissed my Fiance," Camila said angrily.
"He kissed me." I corrected angrily back. And of course Garrett didn't say anything and i could feel his brother a bit annoyed.
"is that true Garrett?." His brother asked. Camila looked at him angrily then back at me like if i was doing something every time she looked away.
"I dont remember."
Lier, i thought to myself.
What the fuck was wrong with this people's. I didn't want to be on all this mess so i tried to walk away but Garrett's brother grabbed me by my hand and continued to say.
"As much as i know him he probably did and you know that Camila, so might as well get used to seen her around with me." He said while holding my hand tight.
Knowing how bitchy i am i do have my soft spots, but i was about to cry right now because like what the fuck was happening right now?.
Before a tear could escape my eye he quickly hugged me leaving his brother and Camila confused.
She was angry.
"Whatever let's go, Garrett," Camila said as Garrett followed like a little puppy. Got to say he looked straight at me as they passed by.
Once they left I quickly moved back.
"Are you done following me around?." I said while crossing my hands together still holding the ice cream.
"Is that how you say thank you for saving you an embarrassment?."
An embarrassment who this guy thought he was?. I was far from embarrassed.
"Would you accept me a bite now?." He continued to say while I still was in shock of his stupid comment and I think he knew that.
I shook my head in agreement and we walked along the park eating our ice cream. There was silence then we talked for a couple of hours and hours until we got to his car. Once we got in into his car, i started to feel hot like somebody lighted up the inside of my heart. And i fucking knew it was my stupid feelings again and honestly i hated it. Or maybe i should just accept it?.