Tutor

By MrsYourLastName

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[FINISHED + AU] Eren Jaeger is failing all of his classes, and the solution? A tutor. As time passes, sparks... More

Part 1 ~ Notifications
Chapter 2~Tutoring Session
Chapter 3 ~
Chapter 4 ~ Rescue, Sort Of.
Chapter 5 ~ The Most Unromantic Way
Chapter 6 ~ 20 Questions
Chapter 7 ~
Chapter 8 ~ Feelings
Chapter 9 ~ Study
Chapter 10 ~ Confession
Chapter 11 ~ Hello?
Chapter 12 ~ Death
Chapter 13 ~ Farewell, My Friend.
Chapter 14 ~ Recovery
Chapter 15 ~ Shitty Glasses
Chapter 16 ~ My Little Titan
Chapter 17 ~ Explanation
Chapter 18 ~ Nightmares
Chapter 19 ~ Stay With Me
Chapter 20 ~ New Obsession
Chapter 21 ~ Fourth of July
Chapter 22 ~ Exciting News
Chapter 23 ~ All is Well
Chapter 24 ~ Inspiration
Chapter 25 ~ Is This Goodbye? Part 1
Chapter 27 ~ Forgiveness, Kind Of
Chapter 28 ~ Approval
Chapter 29 ~ Awkward Encounter Part 1
Chapter 30 ~ Awkward Encounter Part 2
Chapter 31 ~ Burnt (Part 1)
Chapter 32 ~ Burnt (Part 2)
Chapter 33 ~ Slutty Nurse
Chapter 34 ~ August 31
Chapter 35 ~ Controversial Crash
Chapter 36 ~ Senior Year
Chapter 37 ~ Carry On My Wayward Son
Chapter 38 ~ Reunited?
Chapter 39 ~ Light Will Shine
Chapter 40 ~ Proposal
Chapter 41 - Everybody Dies
Chapter 42 - Merry Birthday/Christmas!?
Chapter 43 ~ Celebrate! But... For What?
Chapter 44 ~ Nightmares
Chapter 45 ~ Surprise, Eren!
Chapter 46 ~ There's No Place Like Home
Chapter 47 ~ A Gleeful Night
Chapter 48 ~ Exposure
Chapter 49 ~ Foreshadow
Chapter 50 // A Twisted End
Not A New Chapter, But a Thank You

Chapter 26 ~ Is This Goodbye? Part 2

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By MrsYourLastName

a/n: I will be removing some previous author notes, and be heavily re-editing (like typos and stuff) + this chapter may be triggering, so if you feel triggered you should skip past this chapter because you're all beautiful and don't deserve the damage you do to yourselves. (you aren't missing much)

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Eren's POV:

My arms went limp as I felt heat rush through my body. I failed to keep a straight face, displaying my disappointment.

"B... but..."

"I applied for this college before I met you, Eren." The waiter brought us our waters with a smile. I nodded a thank you and took a sip.

"Please don't be sad..." His expression remained the same expressionless look.

"Why did you even bring it up..?"

"I had to break it to you somehow."

"Okay, but why now? Just when everything was going perfect!" The sound of silence hurt my ears, I couldn't stand it. Everything was a blur. I ran out of the dining area and into the bathroom, which thankfully, no one else was in. I locked the door and slid against the shiny white tiled walls. I tightly gripped my hair and let it all out-sobs, screams. I clawed my arms until they started to lightly bleed. I dug my nails deeply into my palms, creating red crescents. I punched my other forearm, failing to hurt myself. Why did I have to grow so attached? Why does this always happen?

I grew attached to everybody. They just leave eventually. Annie left me, now Levi. I felt everyone slowly fading away from me, it's inevitable. Maybe it was my temper, or how clingy I could get, or maybe it was me.

I heard pounding at the door, which I gladly ignored. Standing up, the wall supported my weight. Left foot, right foot. It was sad I had to remind my brain how to walk. The image appeared as a teary faced, sad, and clueless. My head felt light, throbbing ever so slightly.

I managed to use the last of my strength to get myself together, and unlock the door. I pushed past the group of people by the door, and stumbled out of the restaurant.

I don't deserve anyone, or anything. My temper and clinginess gets in my way of having a healthy relationship.

Thirty minutes ago, we walked into this restaurant happy, and so clueless of what would happen. I turned away as I ran to somewhere-anywhere away from here.

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It was almost eight when I made it back to my house-empty, of course. Maybe my dad didn't want me around anymore.

I tripped on my way to the bathroom, letting out a harsh breath.

I'm on the floor, where I belong.

I drag my worthless self to the bathroom, and slam the door.

I've never really been suicidal, but I had a minor case of depression from here to there. Yes, I have cut before. No, I haven't made an attempt. Not until now.

I wiped the remaining tears off my face and forced myself up, opening the bathroom cabinets.

There wasn't any pills, but I found a pair of scissors.

I spread the handles out, taking one blade to my forearm, pressing as hard as I can and dragging. A stinging sensation hits my arm as I see blood sprout to the surface. It rapidly flows into the sink, creating a small pool. I repeat this until I grow weak. I look at my arms and saw red, so much red.

The edges of my vision blurred as my knees grew weak. I made my way out of the bathroom and into the kitchen, rummaging around for pills. No luck. I slammed the cabinet doors in frustration, kicking a chair over. I fell to my knees, thinking what Levi would do if he saw me like this.

He'd leave, I'm too much of a burden for him, or my dad, or for anyone.

My happiness was artificial. It always was. It masked my hidden pain, and no one ever noticed. Mikasa acted that way, too. She promised she'd get help, but she didn't.

This is the end of me, and I'm not afraid to die.

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Levi's POV:

I searched frantically for a hidden key, or something.

Come on Levi, think. Where would Eren hide a key?

I rummaged my hand in the soil of a plant. Not only did I dirty my hand, but it was for nothing. I shook off the dirt as I searched around the front door.

Not under the mat, where does this brat keep his keys?

Maybe if I broke the door down it'd be easier then finding a key.

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I rammed my shoulder into the door, falling to the ground. It was open the whole time. The coat rack behind the door clattered beside me.

I rolled into a ball and stood up silently, like a ninja. Behind me, an "oof!" and a thud sounded.

"Hanji what the hell are you doing here?"

"We're detectives, aren't we?" I groaned in irritation.

"It's 11pm, be quiet! And no Hanji, we aren't detectives." She ignored me and nodded towards the set of stairs.

"This way, Watson."

We-actually, I-padded quietly down the stairs, searching for Eren.

Please don't be dead, be anything but dead.

I wish I could redo today. Redo my mistakes, did the things I should've done, just patch up the mistakes.

Hanji tried the door and failed.

"Watson, this door is locked."

"Well what should I do?" She motioned at the door and I hesitated, before ramming into it and taking down another door.

I pushed past her and found Eren underneath a blanket. In his hand was a bottle of something I couldn't quite make out, but there was a shitload of them.

Hanji pulled out a flashlight and shone it onto what appeared to be a bottle of pills.

"Hanji, I think he..." I held back tears I didn't want to spill, not in front of Hanji.

"Well I can't carry him." I picked him up and threw him over my shoulder.

We got out of there as fast as we could and drove to the hospital.

"Please be alive... I can't let you go..." I whispered. Hanji took a sharp turn, knocking me into the car's window.

We got to the ER and I carried Eren bridal style. He was rushed off to a room immediately.

"Hanji..."

"Hm?"

"I... I don't want to let him go..."

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