ok, so this chapter isn't as long, but I love the song in it. It's like the fucking perfect theme song to this whole book. Next chapter we're going into a new pov from a new person you haven met yet, so anyway, enjoy
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Nathans pov
I check my phone again...nothing. "mate, come on, we're going on stage in five." said jay, I sighed and shoved my phone in my pocket. I walked over to the back of the stage and took the mike. I put in my earpiece and rolled my shoulders. "don't worry mate, we'll be in new York next week, we can go see her." said max, I shook my head.
"I fucking let her go." i whispered. "god Nathan stop your fucking moaning, it's been a week just shut up about it already! Blah blah, I betrayed her, blah, blah, she won't forgive me, dear god stop moping!" shouted Maggie.
"maggie!" screamed jay, then Maggie came running over and hugged me. "shit I'm sorry Nathan, I'm sad cause Ellens not here and I'm mad cause she was taken and I'm pissy cause I'm PMSing." she said. "I didn't mean it." she added, I hugged her back. "But you shoul..." I started. "what!" she shouted, then she slapped me dead across the face. "DON'T SAS ME!!!!" she shouted then walked out.
I just stared after her then looked at jay. "dam you have got to put up with a lot." I said, he grinned and pulled on a shirt. "ya but the sex is mind blowing, Americans are crazy in the sack." he said with a grin. "I HEARD THAT AND YOU ARE SLEEPING ON THE FUCKING COUCH FOR A WEEK!" shouted Maggie from the door and I laughed and pointed at jay.
"as long as it's just this week." shot back jay. "uhg!" shouted Maggie, then she slammed the door. We all laughed and got ready to go out. "and now THE WANTED!" screamed the voice and we ran out and started singing lightening. The thrill of being onstage and having thousands of people screaming my name, it made me forget about all my stress for a while.
"so, we're going to slow things down a bit now, this is Replace Your Heart!" shouted jay and the music started, then it all came back to me and I almost started crying. It reminded me so much of Ellen. 'you know I'd never want to hurt you, don't know why I'd ever want to, oh, oh, oh." started Tom, we sang the whole song through and by the end I was almost in tears.
"and now, baby Nath has a special song to sing." said max, oh shit, I forgot it was this soon. "as you all know our little Nath has got himself a girlfriend." said Tom. "but she's away and Nathan is missing her something terrible." finished siva. "Ellen, I don't know if you can hear this, or if you're watching, but if you are please, please call me or something, I just want to know that you're ok, I just want you to be happy and if you don't want to see me cause I broke my promise to you that's fine, but just let me know that you're happy where you are." I said.
"I'm not the one who wants to hurt you Ellen, I love you." I finished, then the music started.
It's the song 'Im Not The One' by 3OH!3
You're way to young to be broken
You're way to young to fall apart
You're way to young to play these games
But you better start, but you better start
This is when it starts
From the beating of your heart
Till the street lamps talk to you
Jumping off of the edge
Over sleeping your head
Everything's turning dark to you
I went to pick up the parts
The doctors hiding the charts
You won't let me see the side of you
It's on the tip of my tongue
You know you're way to young
To have someone lie to you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
You better find somebody else
And get a hold of yourself
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
You're way to young to be broken
You're way to young to fall apart
You're way to young to play these games
But you better start, but you better start
It was the second I lit
It's your first cigarette
I forget who you used to be
And I bit my lip
The second you sipped
The poison that was meant for me
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
You better find somebody else
And get a hold of yourself
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
So drink the poison lightly
Cause there are deeper and darker things then you
I know cause I've been there to
I know it must seem frightening
To have the world fall apart right under your shoes
But trust me
You'll make it through
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
You better find somebody else
And get a hold of yourself
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
I'm not the one, I'm not the one
Who wants to hurt you
The music faded out and tears were leaking down my cheeks. "god dammit Ellen I just need to know you're ok. I've been worrying so much, I don't know where you are, I don't know if you're happy, thats all I want for you, to be happy." I whispered then started crying.
"uh, we're going to take a brief break, we'll be back on in just a few minutes." said jay and he walked over and put his arm over my shoulder. He pulled me off stage and we went backstage. "Nathan, you alright?" asked jay, I shook my head. I felt my phone vibrate and reached into my pocket. Just one text, it was from Ellen. 'nathan, that was...come get me...' so I texted her back. 'Ellen where are you, I'll come get you.'
But I never got a text back. "Nathan, we've got to go back out there." said jay, I didn't do anything. "come on nath, for the fans." he said, I sighed and nodded. I couldn't let them down. I looked over at jay and he gave me a reassuring hug. "come on mate, next week you'll see her." he said, I nodded and we went back out on stage.
We were greeted by the screams of the fans and the concert went on as normal. Once we were done and got off stage I still hadn't gotten a text back. I called her, but there was no answered and I sighed and put my phone in my pocket. "we have to go get her." I whispered. "Nathan we have shows to do." said jay. "please mate, don't make me stay away from her." I begged, they all looked around. "we'll try Nath, we'll try." said max.
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Ok, so this chapter wasn't very long. Next one will be, it's also from a new persons pov.
I just didn't want to leave you guys in suspence anymore.
Anyway, you like it? I love the song, how about you guys?
The more comments the faster I'll upload