An Outlet: Part 7

By PlungingFromDarkness

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This piece of writing is mostly for myself. I want this to act as my journal. I've always tried to see life f... More

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By PlungingFromDarkness

I went to the gym alone. Today they had a HIIT class. And dude, today was bad. I did the exercises but got tired very easily. And at some point, I felt so uncomfortable that I had to take breaks to stop myself from puking. Seeing others perfectly do everything didn't help the situation. The trainer advised me to eat something before coming to the gym because apparently, just a glass of milk doesn't suffice.

I had no strength to do anything else after that so I quickly left for home.

It still hadn't struck me that I'd be watching something BTS related (or even doing anything related to BTS or Kpop) beyond the comfort of my house (social media in specific).

Until it was time to leave. I wore the BTS T - shirt my friends had gifted. It's very long but when I wore with my trendy Sarojini Nagar pants and a backpack, I really liked the overall look. As I may have mentioned before, even though I do love BTS, I don't really want to publicise it. Not because I'm ashamed of it but because I generally like to keep my interests to myself. I don't want to be perceived as someone who is riding on the BTS bandwagon. I agreed on wearing the T-Shirt because:

a) It was black and loose fitted

b) It had a big BTS logo and a much smaller "BTS" written under it (a lot of people do not know their logo)

c) The logo and "BTS" were in hues of blues and purples so it wasn't very prominent.

d) I mean, I'm heading to a BTS event. If I was going ever wear the top, it was today.

Rickshaw uncle dropped me to the theatre. We spoke quite a bit on the way. I thought I was going to be late. I was trying out a new place so I took quite some time locating it.

I reached the theatre and there were a lot people present, mostly college going girls. Some of them wore BTS merch/ T-shirts. For some reason I didn't really want to interact with people so I didn't make an effort to. Inside the theatre hall, there was no one sitting beside me in the beginning and I was grateful for it. Even the ones who eventually did sit beside me didn't initiate a conversation so that's good.

The one thing I was worried about today was that my movie experience would get hampered by people's screams. That would've been so fucking annoying. But thankfully, apart from the first few scenes of each member (especially V's) and at the end of each performance, there wasn't a lot of noise from the viewers

Frankly, even though I have virtually seen SO many people support BTS and behave this way, it was weird to actually watch strangers support the same people I do. Maybe I'm better off stanning them on my own, majorly because I am not a massive social media supporter now and probably won't take part in ARMY events or movements or hashtags. Having said that, I did enjoy the "KIM NAMJOON! KIM SEOKJIN! MIN......" chants.

As for the movie, it was good! Any new and fresh BTS content is always welcome by me and seeing them on a so much more larger screen was an epic experience. Them inside jokes and jokes in general! Loved it! There were a lot scenes that I had seen before (I'm mostly talking about the concert/on stage scenes) for obvious reasons so that may have felt a TAD bit redundant. But that's fine.

It was essentially like watching a much longer BTS episode but with scenes beyond the dressing room.

The post credit scenes were AMAZINGGGGG!!

Would I go for another movie? Probably.

After the movie got over, I roamed around the area for a bit, discovering the various restaurant/pubs the theatre complex had to offer. Initially I did plan to eat something but I wasn't hungry at the time. I did get hungry on my way back tho. I got off at the market, bought frankies, bread, soups (later found out that I accidentally got the chicken ones lol), two packeted snacks and walked back home.

Four more PD48 contestants made their debut today, three of them being in one group! Doah debuted with FANATICS. I don't really like the song but good for her. As for the other three, they debuted in Woollim Entertainment's new girl group Rocket Punch. I hadn't been able to see much from two of them because they were eliminated very early on the show but guess who the third girl is? Takahashi Juri!

Juri was a prominent member of AKB48 when she joined PD48 but graduated from the group soon after the survival show ended. She then joined the Korean agency and just debuted within a year! Woah, seems like she was set on entering the KPop scene.

Anyways, I'm really happy for her and the other two as well. Right now, I'm not the biggest fan of their debut song. It seems forgetful. But I have a feeling it might grow on me.

Rocket Punch are from the same agency as Eunbi and Chaewon so this is the second group after EVERGLOW to have hailed from the company who currently have their trainees/artists in IZ*ONE.

When IOI was formed, they had to make a comeback with only 7 out of 11 members because Jung Chaeyeon left temporarily to make a comeback with her pre-PD101 agency group while Yeonjung was added to her agency's newly debuted girl group. The other two, Sejeong and Mina left to debut in their agency's new girl group that included another popular PD101 contestant. The agencies wanted to use the IOI/PD101 members' popularity to attract people to their groups as well. It was only after IOI disbanded that Fantagio's Weki Meki and Pledis' PRISTIN debuted with Doyeon&Yoojung, and Nayong& Kulkyung respectively. Both of these groups include(d) members who had taken part in PD101 but had gotten eliminated.

This means that the non-IOI trainees from both these companies were completely ready but waited to debut until their IOI members were able to join them.

But the point to be noted here is that IOI's career lasted only from June'16 to Jan'17.

Unlike IOI, IZ*ONE members are not allowed to be part of any other group (to prevent clash of schedules). Currently, Hitomi, Sakura and Nako cannot perform as members of AKB48 or HKT48. None of the other members can debut with their agency groups the way Sejong and Mina did.

IZ*ONE's contract is for 2 and a half years. Had Yuehua and Woollim used the same strategy as Fantagio and Pledis, EVERGLOW and Rocket Punch would have not been able to debut until Mar'21.

From Yuehua and Woolim's POV: It was quite a daring move to debut their groups without the IZ*ONE members. IZ*ONE may not be at Wanna One's level of popularity yet but they are still doing extremely well. Fortunately, their gamble seems to have paid off cause EVERGLOW and Rocket Punch's debuts were well received, especially the former's.

From the current EVERGLOW and Rocket Punch member' POV: I think they were probably really happy to hear that they wouldn't have to wait for a long time to debut. Ultimately, it's every trainee's dream to debut and these girl got that fulfilled. It's an even better thing that their debuts didn't go unnoticed and seem to be doing well, despite not having IZ*ONE members.

From Yena, Eunbi and Chaewon's POV: Umm.. this one's actually tricky. It depends on whether the three planned to go solo or be in a group post IZ*ONE. If it's solo then everything's cool. Post IOI soloists seem to be doing better than the ones in groups anyways. Then again, they wouldn't have been able to decide that so soon after PD48 ended or IZ*ONE debuted. Cause, apart from skills, them going solo also depends on whether they're able to garner a fan following individually while still being with 11 others.

If they were meant to debut in a group then that's just unfortunate. They probably thought their companies would debut the groups after they got done with their IZ*ONE promotions, just like those IOI members but that didn't happen. Now if their agencies put them in the groups after Feb'21 (which isn't really uncommon in KPop), there's a high chance that these three will get some flak, especially if the groups' comebacks perform great as well. Some EVERGLOW and Rocket Punch fans might complain that these three are reaping the benefits of the original members' hard work. They might want the groups to have only 6 members and may not accept anyone new, especially someone who threatens to take the limelight away from the original members.

I obviously don't know what goes on behind the scenes but I hope everything turns out for the better. There is still a lot of time and until then, I'll enjoy everything IZ*ONE and the other groups have to offer.

Another major life incident happened today. My final year results came out. I freaked out when I learnt about it and had to calm myself down before I got around to seeing my result. This time, the marks were shown on a gazette copy (which meant anyone could see anyone's scores) so I had to find my name in that big ass list.

I found mine and..... I didn't meet my target. Sure, I got much better than last year and have probably topped my centre but it still hurt. My score, from the my University's standpoint is not bad but in general, it doesn't scream impressive. Especially since there a quite a few students from my college who scored more than me. I had worked hard dude, I had worked really hard.

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