WARNING!!! this chapter will contain some mature content including abuse and rape please read at you own risk otherwise enjoy the chapter.
*Jungkook's pov*
Jk: Y/n please we need to talk!
She turned to me with an angry expression.
Y/n: We have nothing to talk about Jungkook!
She started walking away again but I was quick to catch her and turn her to face me, she struggled to get my hand off her, but I wasn't going to let her.
Y/n: Let go of me!
Jk: Not until you tell me what is going on with you!
Y/n: Nothing!
Jk: I don't believe you!
Y/n: Jungkook please, let me go!
Jk: For gods sake Y/n, please just talk to me!
Y/n: What do you want me to say Jungkook?!
She yanked her hand away and stared at me dead in the eyes, I could see the tears forming in the corners of her eyes but she was holding them in.
Jk: Y/n, you might not want to tell me the truth, but I know those bruises on your arms didn't come from nowhere so can you please just-...
Y/n: My stepdad abuses me...
Her words made freeze, I knew something was wrong but I didn't want to believe it, and hearing her say that left me completely speechless. She scoffed which caught my attention.
Y/n: Did you not hear me? I'll say it again then...
She took a step closer to me keeping the eye contact.
Y/n: My stepdad abuses me!
I still couldn't find anything to say my mind was completely blank, she stepped away from me and gave me a sarcastic laugh.
Y/n: What, that's not enough for you? Ok then. Would you also like to know that that asshole I have to call a father rapes me?
My eyes widened in shock.
Y/n: Still not good enough? Well i'm sure you'll like the next one. You want to know what my mother did when I told her that my stepdad raped me?
Her face completely shifted from sarcastic to sad and a single tear rolled down her face as she let out her last sentence.
Y/n: She took my sister and ran away with another man. She left me with that monster...
She wiped away her tears and took a deep breath before turning serious again.
Y/n: There, are you satisfied now?
Jk: I... Why...?
Y/n: Why what?
Jk: Why didn't you...
Y/n: Go to the police?
I nodded and she just laughed which made me furrow my eyebrows.
Y/n: Because even if I did, my stepdad is one of the most powerful men in the country, he would probably just pay to be released and I wouldn't earn anything besides a really bad beating.
I finally collected my thoughts and looked her in the eyes.
Jk: Why do you let him do that to you?!
Y/n: What do you mean?
Jk: I know you can defend yourself, so why are you letting him hurt you?!
Y/n: Because I don't have a choice!
Jk: What do you mean you don't have a choice, do you want him to hurt you?!
Y/n: Of course I don't, that's why I learned how to fight! But I can't do that to him...
Jk: Have you even tried?!
Y/n: Yes Jungkook I did! But he...
She started to tear up once again and I walked a bit closer to her.
Jk: What...?
Y/n: He said that if I ever do it again...
She took a deep breath to calm herself down and then continued.
Y/n: He said he would do the same to my sister... that's why I let him do this to me, he is the reason I get into fight's so that I can cover my bruises, the reason why I am late to class because sometimes it's too painful, to get out of my bed and why it takes so much time for me to make friends...
I was speechless once again, how could I even comfort her, what could I say?
Y/n: Now you know...
Her voice cracked at that because she was on the verge of tears, but she quickly straightened herself out and took a step away from me with a serious face on.
Y/n: And now you can leave me.
Her sentence made my eyes widen in shock once again.
Y/n: I know you are disgusted by me, and I don't blame you, so you can just pretend you don't know me and I wont brother you ever again, and you don't have to feel guilty, i'm used to it.
Jk: How do you expect me to just leave you, when I know that you are hurting?!
Y/n: No Jungkook please... You can abandon me, you can talk shit about me, heck you can even beat me up and I wouldn't care, but I don't think I can take it if you start pitying me.
Her words pierced through my soul and I could see the pain in her eyes and hear the desperation in her voice, I wanted to help her but there was nothing I could do.
Jk: Y/n...
Y/n: Goodbye Jungkook...
She walked past me and it felt like she took a part of me along with her, she thought I didn't care about her and it broke my heart, I knew that if I let her walk away I would regret it for the rest of my life "I have to do something".
*Y/N pov*
I walked past him trying my hardest to hold back my tears since I didn't want him to think I was any weaker that he already thought, I didn't manage to get very far before I felt someone putting their arms around me and and pulling me into a tight back hug.
My eyes widened in shock, I was completely frozen not expecting this action, my mind was racing and I couldn't think of anything to say, before I could question him he hugged me even tighter before bringing his face closer to my ear to speak.
Jk: Like you said that day on the pier it's pretty shitty to have to go threw tough times alone, so I don't care how much you try to push me away, i'm going to stand by your side.
The words he spoke made my heart stop, my mind stopped spinning and was completely blank, without even realizing it my tears started to flow down my face, but I wasn't sobbing, I wasn't sad, I was confused more than anything, to be honest I didn't know how to feel, I could hear the sincerity in his voice, but I couldn't believe him, I wanted to but my brain wouldn't let me. I felt Jungkook's grip on me loosen as he turned me around to face him, I didn't dare to look in his eyes, I was scared, because I looked weak, I was scared to look him in the eyes because maybe he was just lying when he spoke those words to see my reaction and make fun of me, I knew Jungkook wasn't that type of person, but these thought's wouldn't leave my mind. Jungkook softly cupped my face with his warm hands and forced me to look at him, once our eyes were locked with each other all my doubts seemed to fade away, all the uncertainty, all the pain and worthlessness I felt were replaced by this sensation that I just couldn't explain, I was engulfed in this feeling of warmth and security and it was like the world around me disappeared, the only thing in front of me was him, the way his eyes were glowing while looking into mine, without a trace of pity or disgust, they were filled with compassion and care and I couldn't help but stare.
Jk: I am not lying to you, no matter how hard things get I will stick with you, I will comfort you and I will suffer with you, you just have to let me in, let me help you, let me hold you, I might sound selfish but I love the feeling I get when I am around and I can't explain it but I don't want to lose it, so no matter what happens i'll be there for you, I promise.
Every word he spoke sent shivers down my spine, those big dark eyes were filled with emotions and even if he didn't say anything I would still be able to tell he was sincere, his eyes spoke for him, I was completely lost in them and something in me flipped like switch as I felt all of my walls crashing down, I let all my emotions pore out of me as I stared in his eyes and I couldn't hold back anymore, I didn't want to. Without even thinking I pulled down the collar of his shirt and pressed my lips against his, I didn't move my lips since realization hit me instantly and I quickly backed away and looked at Jungkook's confused face which matched my own, I was then hit with a wave of nervousness and let go of his shirt before stuttering.
Y/n: I am so sorry I wasn't-...
Before I could finish my sentence Jungkook smashed his lips against mine once gain and I was left even more confused that before, he brought his hand up to the back of my neck while the other one was gripping my waist and began to move his lips against mine, once the original shock was gone I immediately responded to the kiss putting my arms around his neck to deepen it, as he was kissing me I felt sparks going threw my body like electricity and wanted him even closer to me, I guess he felt the same way or he just read my mind because he wrapped his hand further around my waist and pulled me closer eliminating any distance between us and I began to tug on his soft hair, neither of us wanted this to end but I had to break the kiss since my lungs were screaming for oxygen, Jungkook rested his forehead on mine and we stayed there for a moment while catching our breaths before he decided to break the silence.
Jk: You have no idea how long I've been waiting to do that...
A smile formed itself on my lips as a small chuckle escaped me and I pulled back to look into his eyes and put on a playful smirk.
Y/n: Well I can't say how long you were waiting, but I have a pretty good idea about how much you wanted it to happen.
He lightly blushed as he began to pull away while awkwardly scratching the back of his head, I didn't allow him to move too far away from me before I pecked his lips putting a smile on his face.
Y/n: Don't worry I wanted it just as much as you.
He stepped closer to me once again with a devilish smirk and put his hands around my waist before staring into my soul with his dark eyes, my eyes widened a bit shocked and I began to feel nervous but he just gave me a soft kiss on the forehead and looked me in the eyes once more while giving me that bunny smile of his.
Y/n: How the hell did we go from me being abused to acting like we are in a K-drama?
I chuckled at my words but his face turned serious and I felt his grip tightening around my waist, I tried to hold it back but I hissed in pain since I had a bruise on the spot he was touching, which made him back away a bit as his face softened.
Jk: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you...
He looked down in shame and I couldn't help but feel bad, I took a step closer to him and cupped his face with my hands.
Y/n: The only thing you could ever do to hurt me is break your promise.
He placed his big hands over mine and gave me a genuine smile.
Jk: I wont.
I smiled back and we just looked at each other for a moment in silence, suddenly Jungkooks expression changed into a confused one and he pulled my hands away from his face which made me furrow my eyebrows, he let go of my hands and started messing with the hem of his shirt while looking down at his feet before taking a deep breath and focusing his attention back on me while wearing an awkward smile.
Jk: So... what are we exactly...?
Y/n: Huh?
Jk: Well...I did confess that I liked you outside your room in Bali, but you probably didn't hear me...and now...we kissed so... what are we?
My eyes widened in shock and embarrassment as I turned my attention to the ground, I began playing with my fingers while trying to think of a response to his question but he spoke once again catching me off guard.
Jk: I really like you!
I focused my attention back on him, his posture changed and he looked like he was filled with confidence as he looked straight into my eyes, me on the other hand, I felt like a fish out of water, I had absolutely nothing to say so I just stayed silent waiting for him to say something.
Jk: You kissed me first so i'm guessing you like me too.
Once again I was left with nothing to say so I just awkwardly stared at the ground again. Jungkook took a deep breath before releasing his next sentence.
Jk: Do you want to go out with me?
My eyes shot up to meet Jungkook's and I looked at him in disbelief, from the way he looked I could tell he was serious, and even though he stood with confidence I could see in his eyes that he was nervous for my response, I mean it's not like we haven't gone out before just the two of us , but it was never a date "Would I have to act differently around him?", "Are we supposed to hold hands and be all lovie dovie?", "Do I actually have to look good?", these thoughts were flooding my mind and I began to feel even more nervous than before, and then I started to think about what would happen if we actually started dating "What if my stepdad finds out?", I was overwhelmed and had no idea what to do "I can't do this", once I made my decision I looked back into Jungkook's eyes ready to give him my answer but something stopped me, I don't know if it was the look in his eyes or that beautiful smile he had on his face but it made me feel like the bravest woman in the world, like I could live with no consequences. I smiled before giving him my answer.
"YES"