Jisoo PoV
"I've missed you Jisoo"
Flashback
January 16th 2016
"You can't live with us anymore!"
"Dad" I was crying
"You dyke!!"
"Dad! Please" I grabbed his arm
"Sorry but I don't know you please get out of my house"
"Dad don't do this to me!"
"Leave"
I looked over to my older sister - Irene but she pretended as if she wasn't listening
"I've had a divorce with your mother!" my dad looked at me
"You what?!" Irene screamed
"Jisoo Kim go live with your mother but if you want to see your friend Bae Irene,don't step in here again"
"Fine give Irene everything! She deserves more than me"
"Jisoo please no" Irene said with agony
"I will live with my mother but Mr Bae I hope you rot in hell!"
"What did you say to me miss?"
"I had to fix all of your mistakes but there's still some work not finished, including how much debt you'll be since you don't have a wife anymore"
" What do you mean?!"
"Well since you left a lot of your business on my hands who's going to help you? Irene? Because we both know she doesn't know anything about maths and if you find someone else to help your stupid business I'm sure it wouldn't do well in my calculations!"
"Kim jisoo you jerk!"
He slapped me in the face
I touched my burning cheek
"Do you want to go to jail?"
"What?"
"I can call the police right now and your life could be over"
"For what?"
"For assault"
"You're not my daughter"
"Are you crazy!"
"Get out!"
I ran to my room to pack my things but before I left I wrote a letter to Irene
I jumped out the window and called my mum (who was in work)
"Hi mum"
"Jisoo what's up?"
"You've had a divorce with dad"
"Well we're in the process of having a divorce and we're still signing papers so yeah"
"You never told me"
"Your father and I were going to tell you when I got back from work"
"Well he disowned me so too late for that"
"He what?"
"He found out that I was gay"
"Jisoo...I'm so sorry"
"Sorry for what?"
"I wasn't there to protect you"
"Anyways I knew something was funny when you were living in a different house from us!"
"Well it's also closer to where I work and I'm not comfortable sharing a bed with your dad!"
"I'm bringing over my stuff to your place"
"Now?"
"Of course now, where else am I gonna stay?"
"Okay jeez calm down kid"
"You're one too!"
She laughed
"Okay well I'll be at home soon so I'll cook you dinner"
"Nice!"
"I'll talk to your fathe- "
"Mr Bae"
".. for you"
"By mum"
"I love you sweetie"
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Irene was pulled out of the same school as me and I've never seen her since the day I got kicked out.
All connections with her were gone and honestly loosing my other half was impossible to live. She was my twin, we were polar opposites but at the same time we were really similar
I distanced myself from everyone and whenever someone said something I would just smile and continue my day.
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"Jisoo I think you should take up a club or a hobby" my mum said
"Well reading and chess counts"
"Jisoo why not a sport"
"Chess is a sport!"
"Is not!"
"Is!"
"Like moving around wouldn't hurt a little"
"Mum I much rather learn and study than running around like a mad man"
"You used to be good at volleyball!"
"Used to be not anymore"
"Ugh Jisoo I know you have brains but seriously you're such a pain to talk to"
"Thanks mum"
"Try basketball"
"...I'll think about it"
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A day later~
PE sucked! You know why? Cause you have to work and co operate with people
We were playing football and all the girls from the football team were showing off
"Jisoo!" The coach shouted
"Yes?"
"You're on"
"Oh okay"
I got up from the bench and got on to the court
The game of football is really simple it's just even easier when you calculate advantages for yourself and your team
"Jisoo here!"
I had the ball
Shit what do I do?
There was people in the way so I couldn't pass the ball to any of my members ah shit
I dribbled up to the goal successfully by tricking people in the opposing team with my dodging and (not to be cocky or anything but) with natural skills (thank god when my dad and I were good he taught me how to play football).
I took my shot
And people were screaming with joy and some people were also shocked
Someone from my team came up to me
"I think you're better than Lisa with skills like that" She said
"Lisa the ace player?"
"Yeah"
A tall blonde girl with bangs came up to me
"Hey I'm Lisa I was wondering if you wanna come along to football practice tomorrow?"
"I'm a nerd why do you want me?"
"No you're like Kim fucking Jisoo!"
"Thanks?"
"Bro everyone thinks you're a goddess! You help peeps and stuff, you have girls all over you and you have secret charms up your sleeve"
"I guess you're onto me" I joked
"Yeah" she chuckled "Lemme grab you a drink"
"Thanks but no buddy I don't like alcohol"
"Yeah well my friend Bam can hit you up with drugs?"
"Mate no drugs I'm fine"
"Sex?"
"I mean I don't really have a high sex drive so no?"
"Oh"
"Wait Lisa you do drugs?"
"It's part of the job"
"What job?"
"It's a secret"
"Okay well you're underage"
"It's fine my parents are dead so"
"what..?"
"Haven't you heard?"
"No?"
"My psycho dad killed my mum and then he killed himself"
"What the-"
"Fuck? I know, I hate them so they can go fuck themselves over"
"What?"
"Yeah my mum was an alcoholic, kinda runs in my blood now"
"Damn I'm sorry"
"Yeah well that's deep" she laughed
"Why did you tell me all of this"
"Cause, I feel like I can trust you but I don't wanna fuck you so here I am wanting to be friends with you"
"Nice well I'm down for some ice cream how about you?"
"Yeah I'm down"
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We were at the park
"Wow so your dad really kicked you out?!"
"Yeah"
"So where's your sister"
"I really don't know"
"How about other people in your family?"
"I'm not really close to my relatives so I don't know"
"At least you have parents" she said sadly
"Anyways I'm kinda struggling" she chuckled bitterly
"I'm here if you need someone to listen"
"I want everything to stop Jis"
"What?"
She started crying
"Woah Lisa calm down mate your ice cream is gonna melt"
She laughed
"I've been stuck in a job selling drugs to people with my second cousin bam"
"Really?"
"Yeah"
"Damn I'm sorry"
"Yeah he also rewards me women it's genuinely making me go crazy"
"Like.."
"Yeah I have sex every night it's mad"
"Damn you're lucky to have pussy" I joked
"I like you already Kim Jisoo"
"No homo tho" I replied
"Nah man the only woman I love is myself"
"That'll change pretty soon"
"Why?"
"I'm getting you out of that business you idiot"
"You what?"
"Yeah I might bring your cousin to court and get you a nice looking apartment in Seoul"
"What?!"
I laughed
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Four months later
I was holding a suit case outside of Lisa's old house
"So we have all the stuff?" I asked
"Yeah I'm ready to start a new life Jis" Lisa replied "thanks so much for getting me out of shit it really helped"
She hugged me
"Lisa you're my best friend, I'm always gonna look out for you"