i went to the backstage, everyone staring at me. i don't blame them at all, i mean, i'm the one who broke out crying on stage. ani was the first one who came up to hug me, i guess she really likes hugs. i hugged her back in the same moment. even tho me and ani met like 2 weeks ago, it felt like i have known her for years. i broke the hug, since my phone kept vibrating, i was prepared for my crying to go all over social media, but i couldn't care less. X was a very close friend of mine, and ever since he passed away it has been hard. i just haven't been showing it much lately. i look at my phone, just seeing mentions and mentions.
literallytea: i know i haven't been nice to anne (yungdari) but her crying on stage broke me. honestly i understand now what has she been going through. but we havent seen her and xxx be like friends n stuff and idk whats happening but apparently they were really close
user1: thank u finally
yungdari: <3
→ user2: fuck off noone likes u
→ user3: user2 why dont u stop hating on her she didnt do anything wrong wtf
user4: i was there, and i can confirm those were fake tears
→ user5: i was there too and they were real, u dont see someone fucking faking tears over their dead friend would ya?
→ yungdari: thank u
i was getting tons of hate because people spread rumors that those were fake tears. my brother was next to me the whole time, i saw that he was worried for me as he was always like a parent to me.
"i think it's time for us to go home" he whispered so it doesnt come out like we are trying to get away from ani and others.
"alright..."
we said goodbye to everyone, they left the same time me and my brother did. max was nowhere to be seen? maybe he left early..? i have no idea. i will just message him in the car.
we got into the car, and i almost immediately texted max.
anne xoxo: hey max where did u go i didn't seen u backstage
maximo: oh i went home early i was feeling tired
anne xoxo: ok just dont scare me like that next time i thought someone kidnapped u ):>
maximo: sorry b ):
anne xoxo: okay ttyl gotta get into the house
out of nowhere, i get a message from my manager.
manager: hey anne. just to remind u to pack since in 2 days we are going to denver. are u sure you don't wanna bring anyone? also, i'm happy to tell you i got your dance teacher back and you can practice dancing again! maybe on tour as well? let me know (:
anne: yes, i am packed. i will check if any of my friends are available. and thank you so much!! i really wanted to get back into dancing but i haven't really been practicing home.. are you sure i'm ready?
manager: i'm sure! see you on the bus in 2 days. we are picking you up at 6:30am. be ready!! :)
anne: alrighty! i will be ready.
we entered the house, and as always, i'm starving as i haven't ate anything since lunch. i take out a left over pizza slice since that's all that was already prepared. my brother headed to his room right away to go and sleep. i saw he was exhausted as well...
after i ate, i went to my room and took a shower and got ready to sleep, but i wanted to post on instagram something so i did.
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yungdari: i'm sorry that i broke down today at the nyc concert. i was just sad and so many great memories flashed back with X. R.I.P X
user1: we totally get you girl, love you
quackity: it's fine, thank u for being a great friend btw (::
→ yungdari: no problem, u are an amazing friend, also v nice <3
→ user2: i love their friendship
→ user3: can't say the same eew
user4: the fandom loves you, even tho im a small fanpage i know u love all of ur fans back <3
→ user5: preach
kinganiii: i still wanna hug u ):>
→ yungdari: same girl ):::
→ user6: i- i dont support this.
→ user7: love youuu aniii
it was about 11pm, i just couldn't sleep... so the only logical thing i did was ask if someone else was awake so we can text, that's what i always do tbh.
YE YEET CHAT
anne x: who's awake
duck boy: me
anne x: okay lol good
PRIVATE CHAT WITH DUCK BOY
anne x: hihihi
duck boy: whats upp
anne x: nm, just can't sleep ):::
duck boy: man sleep is for the weak
anne x: excuse r u calling me weak
duck boy: nono not like that for real
anne x: ):::
duck boy: im sorry
anne x: im joking with u chilll
duck boy: i almost died i thought u were mad at me
anne x: icantbemadatyouaaaaaaaaaaa
duck boy: AWWWWWWWWWWW HABIBI
anne x: what does that mean
duck boy: not telling u :)
anne x: this is not ok
duck boy: lollll
we continued talking and talking about everything. literally everything.
anne x: damn this is going to be a long and lonely tour )::
duck boy: isnt bella coming with u?
anne x: well i guess but she's coming like the last 2 shows
duck boy: what about ur brother
anne x: well i guess
duck boy: max?
anne x: nope he isnt coming he cant and doesnt want to since he doesnt like being away from his family a lot
duck boy: i like being away from my family sometimes yano gives me space
anne x: yeahhhh
duck boy: u?
anne x: well
anne x: i left my parents at the age of 11 when my brother took me with him when he turned 18
duck boy: damn im sorry-
anne x: its one of the best things that ever happened bc my parents were very abusive ;o;
duck boy: oh-
anne x: fuck i opened too much did i-
duck boy: nonono, its fine, ur secrets are safe with me (: also, if u ever need someone to talk to i'm here
anne x: god what did i do to deserve u aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
duck boy: ikr im such an amazing friend
anne x: oh shut up lmaoooo
duck boy: btw did u ask ani maybe to come w u to keep u company?
anne x: well no not really i have a bad feeling she's gonna reject me
duck boy: well if u ask me it's a guaranteed yes EHHEHEHEHE
anne x: oH YES U R COMING WITH ME
duck boy: bring the whole fkn reddit crew
anne x: reddit crew?
duck boy: oh, it's basically me, ani, henry and brandon and aksel
anne x: i don't have that much space but it's ani and who as well
anne x: whos the closest to u??
duck boy: probably aksel
anne x: okay ask him rn if he wants to come
alex's pov
CONVERSATION WITH ASKEL OPENED
quack: bitch im taking u to a tour with me
askel: whattthefucc
quack: so there is this girl anne i've told u about her
askel: oh the one u fangirl about
quack: THATS NOT THE POINT
quack: she asked me to keep her company during the tour which means i'm coming with her and she told me to invite the closest one to me and u r so bitch u r coming
askel: um sure i guess idk
quack: yes you are coming with me shut up
quack: i will ask her rn when are we leaving
askel: alright
CONVERSATION WITH ANNE X OPENED
duck boy: okay i asked him he said yes
duck boy: when we leaving
anne x: we are leaving in 2 days at 6:30 btw meet me at my house
anne x: i will tell u the address tomorrow
duck boy: u mean later today it's 1 am
anne x: fuck
anne x: i feel like imma pass out from being tireddddddxaz
duck boy: oh go sleep
duck boy: yup she fell asleep
duck boy: gn <3
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holy fuck 1100 words
are yall proud
i hope u are it took me a good 3 hours to do this
anyways
xoxo ava