💌 "Falling in love is not rational. It is madness. A beautiful, wonderful, moment of insanity." 💌
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•Harry's POV•
*5 hrs later at home*
April
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Louis: Hey Harry, Srry about what happened , u okay?
Me: ya I'm fine
Me: Finn was just teasing
Louis: teasing?
Me: ya, he was just trying to get you mad
Me: but I'll get him to come around about you I swear
Me: I'm sry
Me: I feel so bad
Louis: it's okay Harry I'm not mad at you
Louis: i just don't like Finn
Me: I'm so sorry I didn't mean for any of that to happen
Me: I feel terrible
Me: can we hang out? Plz
Louis: you don't have to beg Harry anytime you wanna hang out just ask
Louis: we're ur friends now remember that
Me: ik sorry I'm being so weird
Me: I just feel bad
Louis: don't it's not your fault
Louis: we'll be over soon okay?
Louis: we'll bring snacks and movies
Me: mkay
I set my phone down feeling a little less horrible. I change into sweatpants and wrap a blanket around myself probably looking as bad as I felt.
Why was I such an idiot? Why didn't I stick with Louis and tell Finn to go away? I just felt so stupid and tears began to well in my eyes.
Suddenly my thoughts are interrupted by the door bell ringing. I wipe at my eyes and head downstairs still wrapped in my blanket.
As soon as I open the door I see Louis standing there holding a few snacks
"Hey I didn't know what you liked so I just got one of ea-" He begins but I interrupt by pulling him into a hug
"I'm so sorry, I'm sorry Lou," I say through tears
"It's fine, I'm not mad," Louis says wrapping his arms around me
He pulls us over to the couch and try's to comfort me, I cuddle into him unable to stop my tears. I bet I looked so stupid right now
He pets my hair and pulls the blanket over me cuddling me and trying to calm me,
When I finally calm down I look up and see Louis looking at me fondly
"Where are the rest of the boys?" I ask quietly
"They're unloading the car, we brought you tons of food," Louis says softly
"We can go if you want?" Louis asks while rubbing my back
"No!" I say a little to quickly
"Sorry it's just I wanna hang out with you guys," I say with a blush
"Okay, the boys don't have to know about this if you want," Louis says cuddling me some more
"Yeah, please don't tell them I broke down," I say shyly
"Im gonna go try to make it seem like I wasn't crying," I say getting up and heading upstairs
I fix my hair and change into some more presentable clothes. I wait until my eyes don't seem as red before I head back downstairs
"Louis why don't you go get the last bag of food?," Liam says dragging in a cooler full of drinks
"I refuse to scumb to such a level of peasantry," Louis responds eating some of the candy that they had brought in
Liam rolls his eyes and places the cooler by the fridge then goes back out to grab the last bag of food
"Hey Harry," Niall says as he walks over to me
"Why so much food? I thought we were just gonna have a movie night?" I ask him gesturing to all the food
"Oh no one told you? We just thought that since you lived in the middle of the forest we could go camping," Niall says reaching to grab a drink
"Camping? What? Here?" I ask nervously
"Not exactly here, like in the forest around the house, far from the house though so we can't just leave and sleep here," Niall says
"Louis was supposed to tell you?" Niall says furrowing his eyebrows
"I told you guys I wasn't a messenger and that you should ask before we came," Louis pipes in laying on the couch
"It's fine, I mean I don't own the forest, plus it sounds fun," I say beginning to feel genuinely excited
We talk for a bit more and watch a movie when it's around 6 we decide to leave the house to set up the tents.
We walk pretty far from my house and begin to set up.
"Louis, come help me with this," Liam says as he try's to get the tent to stay down
"Actually I don't think we have enough wood for the fire, I'll be back," Louis says wondering off
"We already have wood!" Liam yells after him
"I can't hear you!" Louis says continuing to walk away
I smile after him as he walks away and decide to help Liam with the tent. After we set up three of them Liam realizes his mistake.
"I swear I brought 4? Well two of us are gonna have to share a tent," Liam says still looking around for a 4th tent
"I'm willing to share with someone," Liam says finally stopping to look at me and Niall
"No!" Louis voice says suddenly
"I'll share with Harry!" Louis says jogging over to us
"You back from your little walk?" Liam asks crossing his arms
"Yeah don't cream your pants," Louis says sarcastically
"Whadu say Harold, you okay with sharing a tent?" Louis asks turning to look at me
"Yeah, sure," I say with a big smile
Liam gives Louis a look I can't read and then we light the fire seeing as it's getting dark already.
Eventually we all end up sitting around the campfire on logs. Louis and me share a log while Liam and Niall share the other
"Do you think we'll still be friends after we go to college?" Liam asks suddenly
"Definitely, I honestly can't imagine not having you guys in my life," Niall says immediately
"But don't you think that's a bit naive? Thinking that we won't drift apart at all?" Louis says looking at them
There's a moment of silence before I speak up
"I think, that the futures the future, and all we can do is hope for the best, wether or not that involves you guys though I can't help but hope it does," I tell them sincerely
"Aww Harry!" Louis says teasingly
I giggle and shift in my seat the serious mood being successfully lifted and switched to a playful one
"So whats up with this Finn guy? He your boyfriend?" Liam asks trying to get Niall to laugh
"What? No! Finns just a friend," I say defensively
"Then why was he all mad about you hanging with Louis," Niall asks seeming genuinely interested
"Yeah cmon Harry just admit it, your secrets safe with us," Liam says with a laugh
"Finn, your super hot protective boyfriend" Niall says clearly teasing but I can't help but feel attacked
"Hot, I don't think he's-" I begin feeling flustered
"Really? I mean I'm straight but even I can admit he's a good looking guy," Niall says wiggling his eyebrows at me
"Yeah I guess he's hot," I answer feeling pressured
"Ohhh! I was only teasing but this may be the product of an actual crush!" Liam says shifting in his seat with excitement
"Tell me Harry, are you gay and repressed?" Liam asks not realizing how hard this is hitting me
"What no! I- i- I'm not," I stutter out feeling absolutely mortified
"Listen, it's not, I'm not, I- I don't," I say trying to defend my self
"Finn got you all flustered?" Niall asks loving my reaction
"Guys no, Finn and I- we- I'm not-" I say at loss for words
"That's enough of that! Don't you realize your making him uncomfortable!" Louis says as soon as he realizes how upset I am
They both look over to me the smiles on their faces disappearing
"Shit Harry, we didn't realize, I'm sorry," Liam says trying to get me to look at him
"I think we've all had enough for today let's just go to sleep," Niall says with regret in his voice
"Yeah okay goodnight," I say quickly before rushing to get to my tent
I lay silently for a while thinking of everything they said. Finn was just overprotective, there was definitely nothing going on between me and him. So why was I so upset?
"Hey if you wanna be alone I could sleep in another tent?" Louis says poking his head into the tent
"No it's fine, I want you here," I say looking up at him with glossy eyes
He nods and lays down next to me pulling a blanket over us. He wraps his arms around me and I feel content.
"That wasn't true, I don't like Finn like that," I say after some silence
"I know Harry, you're only friends, like me and you," Louis answers back quietly
"No, not like you and me, you and me are different in some way," I respond in a whisper
"In what way?" He asks caressing my cheek
"I don't know how to explain it," I say looking up at him
"Different like this?" Louis says kissing my cheek
My breath hitches in the back of my throat. Louis looks at me nervously before proceeding
"Like, this?" Louis says kissing the other cheek
"This?" He says before capturing my lips in a kiss
I'm shocked at first but as soon as I realize what's happening I begin kissing back
Chills erupt through every portion of my body. He runs his tongue on my bottom lip asking for entrance I open my mouth and we engage in a lust filled dance with our tongues.
Suddenly he's on top of me and he's kissing my neck his hot breath against it sending me into a frenzy
I suppress a moan as he begins to suck a love bite in place, he removes my shirt looking down at me with hungry eyes
"You're so beautiful," he says his voice rough and overcome with lust
He begins kissing down my chest leaving hickeys along the way. I let out a small whimper as his hand accidentally touches my crotch.
"Fuck," I say as he does it again on purpose this time
He comes back up to engage in a lazy kiss despite my best efforts to deepen it. I suddenly pull back making him furrow his eyebrows in confusion
"I want you Louis, all of you," I whisper in his ear letting my breath linger
He nods in a daze and pulls me in for a kiss once again unbuckling my pants at the same time
He pulls away to take his shirt off, he pulls my pants off too before bending down to kiss me again
"You ready for this?" Louis asks breathlessly pulling away from the kiss
"Yeah," I say pulling him back down to continue
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Someone smack me with a bible •_•
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