diary entry 3 - Seungmin
I can't believe I didn't understand that the expectation was set. Of course he wanted to walk together, he doesn't know the way, he doesn't know the schedule and he's obviously an extrovert.
I don't understand how I can be so fucking stupid. I don't understand how my fucked up brain can't process what people do in a normal way. I don't get why the nuances of people and talking and society are so fucking hard to understand.
I didn't eat tonight. I didn't deserve to eat tonight.
I hope you understand.
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sorry for the sudden drama it'll go back to normal soon
i'm posting another chapter tonight but they're both exceptionally short sorry