Chapter Three:Moving flights and I hate yous
Lilly's POV
I can't believe my dad moved the whole pack to Florida when his pack could have came here. But no they just had to go against me and I'm Alpha not them. But they made me do it now I'm on a plane next Alpha asswipe and I'm not happy.
"You know you can't help but love me now." Lail says
"Fuck off." I growl
'You really should forgive him.' Hayley says
'I should do no such thing. He rejected us and now he wants the relationship fuck that.' I shoot back
'You did keep saying that you weren't his.' She says
'But I didn't mean it like that he take it the wrong way.' I yell
'I don't care because Fin is also tired of this fix it now.'
'Your not the boss of me.'
'NOW LILLY OR I'M NOT TAKING TO YOU.'
She cut the connection and I growl because she so irritating.
"Lail." I say
His looks over at me
"Hayley says I have to forgive you so your forgiven." I mumble
He smiles and goes to hug me but I stand up in my sat.
"Forgiven not forgotten and not to loving to touching." I say
"When this happened." He says angrily
"I don't know few years ago." I say.
"I hate it."
"I hate you but were mates so what we gonna do."
"I hate you to."
"Okay and."
He growls and turns in his chair facing the window.
'Not what I meant.' Hayley growls
'I forgave him doesn't mean I'm okay with him touching me.' I argue
'It was 4 years ago.' She yells
'And I'm over it but I not completely comfortable with touching yet okay.' I whisper the last part
'He can't hurt us any more okay it's me and you forever he can't do it again.' She comforts
'I know but he's still out there and he promised.'
'No fear.. he can't hurt you with no fear.'
'I can't have no fear. I'm scared'
"Lilly whats wrong.?" Lail asks worried
'Don't tell fin he'll just tell Lail.'
'Promise.'
I shake my head and he looks at me not convinced.
"Lail I'm fine." I say with a weak smile.
"Are you sure I can feel it." He states
I smile and he turns back in his seat. I just look deep in my brain and I can feel my face get hot with anger and sadness and my eye water, but I can't cry I just can't so I stand up running to the bathroom.
When I get in the bathroom I quickly lock the door but the door is soon being knocked on.
"Lilly I know your not okay can just talk to me I wanna help." Lail says
A hot tear slides down my face and I just need I minute to stop the tears.
"Lail I fine I'll be out in I minute okay." I try to keep my voice from cracking
"Lilly I feel it please."
I look in the mirror and wipe the tears from my eyes and face.
"We got this." I say
Then I walk over to the door and open it. Lail quickly pulls me into a tight hug and I push back fast.
"Touching." I say wide eyed
'L it's okay he want hurt us.'
'I know, but it's still hard.'
He looks at me hurt but nods then walks away. I make my way back to my seat and plugged my ear buds in and sit on the plane with my Jasmine Thompson and Birdy, and was in my feelings for the rest of the flight.