i love you

By billieownsme

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everything isn't as it always seems. More

Announcement
chapter 1 | Come out and play
chapter 2 | you need me for what baby? (Smut)
chapter 3 | "hey y/n miss me?" (smut)
chapter 4 | read 12:52 a.m.
chapter 5 | penthouse suite (SMUT)
chapter 6 | learning lessons (SMUT)
chapter 7 | a stupid drunken night
chapter 8 | Fireworks (SMUT)
chapter 9 | "it's finneas"
chapter 10 | Claudia
chapter 12 | everything becomes dark
chapter 13 | darkness
chapter 14 | a light!
chapter 15 | before the coma, during the coma, after the coma
chapter 16 | a new day, a new.... unknown number?
chapter 17 | first dates *smut*
chapter 18 | slightly wet cum stain (very light smut)
chapter 19 | thoughts on girls and a girl in my thoughts (smut)
chapter 20 | the photoshoot
chapter 21 | would you believe me if i said im in love? (smut smut smut)
chapter 22 | bad dreams and bathroom vanities (smut)
chapter 23 | taken
hiii :,)

chapter 11 | we've never, i've never (smut)

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By billieownsme

Billies POV

"A toast to my big bruder Finneas" I stood up as the servers just got done handing out the cake to celebrate. I talked in a lil baby voice.

"I am so happy for you Fin. I am so happy to see you with somebody you love and somebody who loves you. Claudia, thank you for taking care of Finneas when I cannot. I wish you guys a lifetime of happiness." I smiled and even started to tear up.

Finneas stood up and hugged me. He gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"Oh billie don't get soft on us now!" Claudia also came over to hug me.

I must say I didn't really like Claudia in the beginning. She was taking away my best friend all the time. Plus, we didn't have that much in common. At least that's what I thought. It took about six months for us to finally understand each other more. I started to finally like her and accept that Finneas loved her. He always had. From the day he met her. Now, I couldn't imagine him with anybody else, and I'm so happy for him.

We all sat down and Y/N squeezed my hand and smiled at me. I gave her a smile back and then leaned in to peck her soft lips. We all then ate our dessert. After we were done we said our goodbyes and gave hugs. Y/N latched onto my hand as we walked to my black Dodge Challenger. As I opened her car door, something I try to remember to do, I couldn't help but to look her body up and down. Y/N caught me looking at her and giggled. I slammed the door shut and got into the drivers seat. The restaurant was about 35 minutes away from her apartment so she took off her heels and got comfy.

"Hey mamas" I said about ten minutes into the the silent car ride.

"Yes my love?" She looked at me.

"I was serious earlier... about being excited to get married one day." I admitted.

"I know baby, and I was serious too. I'm so excited to be your wife one day. Our time will come my love. We don't need to rush. Your career is thriving. Let's live in it." She smiled while looking at me.

"God I can't wait for you to be my wife mamas. And yeah you're right about it all, but know you're more important than my career Y/N. Seriously, I mean that."

"I know billie. I love you. I am so in love with you."

"Oh am I in love with you. You are perfect to me." I grabbed her hand.

We pulled up to the garage of Y/Ns apartment building. As we got out Y/N didn't have her heels on.

"Mamas your feet are gonna nasty on this garage floor" I laughed.

I picked her up like a bride and carried her onto the elevator. Since my hands were busy carrying her, she hit the elevator buttons. When we approached her apartment she also unlocked the door. I carried her into her bedroom and gently placed her on the bed. She laid there giggling. I looked her up and down for what felt like the millionth time tonight. Shit never gets old. She just amazed me.

"Beautiful. You are just so beautiful." I blurted out.

"Thank you love." She blushed while still laying down.

I couldn't help but to be so turned on by her laying in bed with that sexy outfit on. I hovered myself over her and lifted her leg in the air. I started a trail of kisses down her leg. My lips then went after hers as we started to passionately make out. This time it was soft, and not as rough. Y/N took off my shirt. I pulled away from our kiss and took off the rest of my clothes. I then proceeded to take off her dress and silky red underwear. I hovered back over her. Our bare skin in contact caused our nipples to erect. We continued making out. Her hands roamed my back, and my left hand roamed down to grab her titty. I massaged it playfully. One of Y/Ns hands then started playing with one of my nipples. I sucked on her bottom lip as I pulled away to lightly suck her sweet spot on her neck. She let out little whimpers as I sucked. She squeezed my tit harder in return. I went back to her lips before I left any bruises on her neck. Although, my hand moved from her titties and lowered to her pussy. I started rubbing her clit gently. She was already getting nice and wet for me. She moaned through our kisses.

Y/N POV

"Mmmmm" I moaned through our passionate kisses.

Billies fingers started rubbing my clit faster. My moans became more frequent through us making out. Soon she pulled away and took her hand away as well. She stood up and straddled on top of me. I watched her every move, and she watched mine. She aligned our bodies together as she sat her pussy right on top mine. Our clits perfectly fit into each other which made a wave of pleasure tingle through my vagina. She started slowly grinding them together. Something we have only done once, and it was a long time ago.

"Oh my god" Billie moaned out.
I felt her warm juices mix with mine. We were both so wet for each other.

"Oh billie!" I moaned as she went a little faster.

Her hands squeezed lightly over my breasts to gain balance. We stared into each other's eyes as we were moaning loudly. Then, our lips crashed again as she kissed me deeply. Her grinding became slower, but harder. Billie moved her kisses to my neck again and sucked softly. I squeezed her tit. She moaned through it all. Her speed picked up.

"Billie, oh yes billie!" I moaned

She pulled away sucking harshly. She whipped her head back and her grinding became harder.

"Aw Fuck, I love you Y/N" billie moaned.

I took my hands and squeezed her tits. Her movements were so fucking hot. I could feel myself come close. My hips tried to buck forward, but billies fast movements were pushing them down.

"Oh baby I'm so close!" I moaned loudly.

"Wait for me mamas" she replied right after letting out a long moan.

She leaned forward and lightly grasped my neck. She made out with me one last time. Her speed was at its fastest. All you could hear was our kissing, the bed creaking, and our bodies and juices combining in one. I couldn't fucking hold it back anymore. She pulled away practically screaming. Her eyes pierced mine as I rolled my eyes back into my head.

"Mmmmmmm billllllieeeeeeee!"

"Ohhhhh god Y/N"

We both moaned out as we came at the same time. My orgasm went on longer than normal. We both couldn't control our moaning. my clit was pulsating as Billie rode out our highs and collapsed onto me. Our bodies were sweaty and our hearts were beating out of our chest.

"I'm so in love with you Y/N" Billie managed to get out of her mouth.

"I'm in love with you too baby" I replied breathing heavily.

Billie rolled over next to me and cuddled into me. Usually I'm the one that cuddles into her. I looked down at her chest rising and falling quickly. I looked at our sweaty bodies intertwine. Billie traced circles on my bare stomach, which sent chills around my body. That was something completely different. Usually Billie gets so rough, and trust me I don't mind that. She was just so soft and gentle, so loving. We made love. We've never made love before. It was amazing honestly. A whole new type of amazing. I am in such awe right now.

"Baby" I whispered.

"Yes mamas?" She slightly looked up at me with a smile.

"That was... holy shit. We made love billie. We've never done that before." I bit my lip.

"Damn, you're right. We did just make love" she blushed.

"That was amazing." She paused.

"I guess after seeing Finneas and Claudia tonight I- I... I just found this whole new love and appreciation for you Y/N. I meant that earlier. When I said I can't wait for that to be us one day, I really meant that." She now was fully looking at me with a serious, but soft face.

"I want to spend the rest of my life with you" I admitted.

"You will spend the rest of your life with me mamas." She kissed me.

I rolled on top of her and straddled her. I kissed her lips once, but then moved to her neck to start sucking. I started a trail of kisses down her chest and in between her boobs, Stopping to give each nipple a suck.

"mmm baby what are you doing" Billie moaned.

I looked up at her and smiled in between kisses. When I reached her soaking wet pussy, my tongue took a long lick between her folds. Starting from the very bottom, all the way up to her throbbing clit. Her body shivered because she was still so sensitive.

"Ohhhh baby" She suddenly moaned loudly as I reached her clit. I started sucking hard.

"Y/N!" She screamed as she bucked her hips.

I looked up at her smiling. You could see her face go to confused. I straddled my body on top of hers and aligned my pussy right onto hers. Her face turned into excitement. Our lips crashed into each other and I slid my tongue into her mouth. My hips started grinding at the pace of our kisses. Our breathing was so heavy. Billie started to also moved her hips a little, indicating how much pleasure she was in. At one point we had to pull away from each other just to let out our loud moans.

"Oh my goddddd" I threw my head back as I moaned.

"Fuck!" Billie cried out.

She wrapped her hands on my ass and help guide my movements. I started to grind faster as I felt myself coming close.

"Y/N I'm cumming baby!" Billie moaned out as she dug her fingers into the bed.

Her body lifted off the bed. Her moans were so loud. She was very sweaty, and her eyes were closed shut. Still grinding fast, I also started to cum.

"F- Fuck Billie" my eyes rolled to the back of my head.

My hand went to her breast and I grabbed it hard as I was having a very intense orgasm. Billie finally started to release her fingers from her tight grip on the bedsheets. I kept grinding, slowing down, I rode out our highs, and completely fell onto billies side.

"Holy shit" Billies breathing was heavy.

I started giggling. Billie looked at me and also started laughing.

"Y/N that was insane. I've never... like that... holy shit" she couldn't even explain herself.

"Damn baby" i said still laughing.

"I'm happy you enjoyed yourself." I finished.

Billie cuddled into me again. It was so weird, but so beautiful to see the roles reversed. It was quite comforting to cuddle her. My eyes drifted closed, and off to sleep I went.

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Billies POV

I woke up to my phone dinging from a text message.

Finneas don't do that🤣
pack your bags bil. you and
Y/N are coming on vacation
will Claudia and I.

Woah what? The hell is this goon talkin about.

Billie:
the hell are you talkin about fin?
give me more details you goon.

Finneas don't do that🤣
we are going to bora bora
for 3 days. just a quick little
getaway before tour in a
couple weeks. we leave tonight
at 7:20. meet me at mom and
dads by 5?

Billie:
damn you really planned this
shit last minute. I still gotta
talk to Y/N about it.

Finneas don't do that🤣
Billie you don't have a choice
lmao. tickets are bought, and
reservations have been made.
see you at mom and dads.
don't be late!

This. Fucking. Gooooooooon. I rolled over to face Y/N. I started kissing her neck.

"Babbbbbyyyyyy" I whispered into her ear in between kisses.

"whaaaaaaaa" she groaned.

"I have a surprise for you mamas"

She rubbed her eyes and sat up.

"It's too early for surprises." She pouted.

"Mamas it's 10:09 a.m. it's not that early."

She gave me a dirty look. I giggled.

"Fine I guess you don't wanna go to bora bora today"

"WHAT? BORA BORA?" She suddenly was very awake.

"OF COURSE I WANNA GO! ... wait today???"

"Finneas texted me this morning demanding we go to bora bora with him and Claudia. It's just a little 3 day getaway. Plane leaves at 7:20. We have to be at my mom and dads by 5:00." I smiled.

She gave me a kiss on the lips and got out of bed.

"Oh I'm so excited billie. we've never been on vacation together... t's our first true vacation together!!! AND IT IS BORA BORA. You know that's my dream vacation!" She said as she looked for a suitcase in her closet.

I got up from the bed as well. I walked into my closet, which was right next to Y/Ns and looked for my suitcase too.

"I know mamas. I'm so excited to spend it with you." I said as I pulled down my suitcase from a shelf.

Y/N walked into my closet and walked up behind me. As I stood up from putting my suitcase flat on the ground I felt her arms snake around me. I turned around to meet my face with hers. She gave me a passionate kiss.

"Oh, I am very excited." She pulled away and winked.

Mmm mmm mmmmmm this woman is so goddamn sexy. I couldn't help but to look her body up and down. All she had on was my baggy white graffiti t shirt and a white lace thong. As she turned around to go back to her closet I gave her ass a playful smack. She ran off giggling. Since I don't live fully with Y/N my closet at her apartment wasn't quite full of all of my clothes and accessories, but I usually manage. Y/N came walking back into my closet.

"Baby I'm hungry" she gave me a pouty face.

"Alright, I'll go make some breakfast while you start packing." I laughed.



just a reminder that I love you guys and hope you are enjoying this book. If you ever have any feedback or ideas I'd love to hear them :) I know this chapter kinda ended weird but I figured I'd better end it now before it gets way too crazy long. Also I think I'm gonna put the word count on all my chapters because I always find it interesting when I read chapters to see how long they are. Idk sorry if you get all the updates from past chapters.

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