Chapter one
My life was as any other 17 year old girl I like make-up,I like boys including Justin Bieber or one direction,I want a partner ,&etc.The only problem is that I am a lesbian and nobody doesn't like me as a girlfriend or as a friend I am a loner.to me bullies are just hating on me because i got what they don't got a sexy ass body for sure.i am a Hispanic ,skinny,very out going,long-silky shining black hair,brown eyes that sparkle in the sunlight.i am wearing my baby blue apple bottom shirt and pants with a black jacket and a white Louie bag to add on the side.
It was the first day of school at VHHS,it was huge as hell and I got lost in the first 20 minutes of find my first period but I bumped in to a black gay male that was wearing a red Nike shirt with black jeans, with his white Nike forces.he had short black hair tall with muscle on the side.
"Um....sorry for bumping into you and hey are you new? " he asked
"Yes I'm....oh my name is Victoria bytes and what is your name?" I replied
"Jones...Jeremiah jones I am a freshmen to we will be great friends and I am looking for a bf aka boy friend--"when he stopped I started talking
"Oh really and I am looking for a girlfriend or aka gf and you are the only one I met that didn't laugh or called me names and ----"I stopped and got interrupted by him
"Sorry for stopping you there but I have to go and meet me at lunch see you soon."
Ok I finally felt like I was accepted by another person just like me and can this day get any better,and of course it did there was a sit for me by Jeremiah and his other friends at the lunch.when I was on my way to my new friends table a slutty looking chick that looks like Linsey Lohan after partying too much like as always which was named Bonnie Monroe
"Oh... Im so sorry,let me help you with that." she said sarcastically
"With what your clothes and your hair."I remarked
"No you fag this........!"
Then she pour milk down my new Victoria's Secret bra and my new Louie bag that I got yesterday I was so pissed off like crazy and wow was that very embarrassing everyone was laughing at me even the principal and staff laughed.In tears,I ran to the girls bathroom in pain and a suffering feeling like she was going to hurt herself.the night I got home I went to her Facebook page and seen Jeremiah add her as a friend and then there was a video that she never seen before and when she played and it was the thing at lunch earlier today.
"Why.....why do people have to be so mean like who in the............!?"
She read the comments about the video that was just posted
"She looks like a hot mess!!!!!!!!!LOL!"posted Bonnie Monroe
"Wow her breast look so small and not so cool as the other girls."posted by Jason butts
"She is such a loser!"posted by Carmen south park
She kept going on and on and on till the last post from 200 other people that she least expected to comment was .....
"Really she is not cool than I thought she was what a shank!!!!"by Betty bytes
From my own own mother that she would say something like that a I was totally posed the @$&/ off.and then commented
" wow I thought you was a great mom but you are like the others that my dad marries you just want the money and the fortune and you call yourself a woman and your are a piece of crap to me and most importantly I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" After that post my mom seen the post I made and she commented back
"(◎∽◎) wow that was very out there and I love you but if you feel that way about me than @&$/ you with your fag self."
I was so sad that she called me a fag or don't fit in that was like killing my soul on the inside,then there was a video chat request from the one and only16 I knew it was Jeremiah
"Hey girl how are you doing !!!!!"he asked
"I went to Facebook and the video of me being embarrassed by that slutty b.... And it is all over the Internet I hope it is not on YouTube ----!"I screamed
"Well to late for that it has 2,000 hits with in 3 hours so I don't know why they do such a bad thing to the new girl." He replied
"Yeah let's change the subject how was your day?"I asked
"It was ok and I am dating somebody his name is Jacob bulletin and he is such a cutie you want to see him?"he asked
"Sure!"I said
"Ok here..he....is .......hey I'm Jacob nice meet you I heard a lot about you that you nice,kind,sweet ,and I heard that you had a incident at school and that was not cool anyway&i hope you are better soon I will see you later."
"Kk bye and see you soon to later."
I was sleepy so,I got my homework done and I don't want to go to school because I will get bullied again like today and I don't want that to happen at all,all I can do is sleep it off or prey for a new day to happen,but who knows I might find my next boyfriend or girlfriend someday sooner or later please be sooner.in the morning I feel like crap and lazy to do anything.Wow I remember Jacob and he was kinda tall,black,kinda buff,and was wearing the sexiest shirt ever which is blue and I hope he goes to my school cause I didn't see him this morning and I hope I have a awesome as always,but I think I won't have the best day ever.I went to sleeping and had a dream. HEY peeps this is my first book and don't to forget vote and comment please(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))
Chapter 2
The next day my alarm went playing out of my mind by B.O.B. featuring Nicki Minaj which is a song I love,so I was , getting ready and Jeremiah texted me saying hey good morning and look outside so I walked over to my window I've seen Jeremiah I opened the window and said
"You know how early it is so why in hell are -------------!"Jeremiah interrupted
"You need to calm down and come on the bus is almost here...hurry up!!!!!!!"he yelled
With in a few minutes she was at her bus stop waiting for the slow ass bus to come by.on the bus it was like hell getting stuffed thrown a me,everybody calling me flat chested,and other crap that embarrasses me.But that is not going put me down at all.i went to my first period to mr.jail the name scares me because of his name and I heard that he went to jail for murdering someone who kill his wife a year ago
"Say hello to our new maget named Victoria....what is your last named?"he asked
"Bytes...Victoria bytes sir."I told him
"Ok...this is Victoria bytes and you little girl may find a seat."he replied
" ok rapist!"I yelled cause he was trying to look under my skirt like he is crazy
y and he is definitely not getting any of this at all and he looks like he was living a trash can any way yeah you know what I mean.
It was lunch time and Bonnie"hooker"Monroe is of course there next to me
"Hey slut how was your job as a striper,I bet you earn 60 cents a night.....hahahaha,"she laughed
"Really you are the one who that be doing it with every straight guy here and gave each one HIV so STFU and go to your poor looking self b-y-e!!!!."I screamed from the top of my lungs with all my anger
Ohhhhhhhhh went the lunch room I was feeling ok and I was being some thing that recognized not for the bad crap but for the best,good stuff happening in my life but scared to death to see what people are going to see.
I was late for class as usual,so I ran for my life to my next class and then I fell on the cold,dirty floor make my clothes looking ratchet like I got them from the trash can.
"Hey..you better be...be....be"I stopped and saw the most beautiful person on earth and she was fine and she was awesome.She was light-skinned,with pink hair and wearing a blood on the dance floor fan t-shirt,with black skinny jeans and some black make-up that was so sexy.i was going to my English class Ms.killer,don't let the name fright you she is the only teacher that i like and isn't a pervert like mr.jail did.i was finding a seat and there was a seat right next to the girl of my dreams,so I sat there didn't say a word for a long time so I just wrote a note to her I wrote
"Hey,how r u doin (⌒▽⌒)"
"Good wbu"
"Awesome as always,wat Skool did you come from"
"LMHS which is Lincoln Monroe high school I was the girl that was the loner and never had a friend that like me for who I am like......I will not tell you if you promise not to tell anyone my secret ok"
The words burned in my soul that she was bullied and had no friends that like her as a friend,I can feel her pain I use to got bullied in middle school for being the emo,goth girl that likes girls and what ever else but the wort thing is that all my friends that are girls stopped talking to me like I was a monster or a freak from a other world,so to m the best thing to do was kill myself I would cut myself on my arm,drink harsh chemicals,and even,even try to shoot myself in the head once so that all the pain a suffering would be gone and I never had to deal with it
"Ok so what is you secret I won't tell no one "
"I am a ......lesbian and I felt a shamed before but know I accept it of what I am and I am proud"
"I have something to tell you 2 I like girls too and nobody knows and now u know"
"Wow really Iand I have a question for you would you like to be my BFF "
"Yes yes I do and what is your name "
"Songz........Christina songz and u r?"
"Bytes.........Victoria bytes I know that we r going to be the bestest of friends"
So the day went on me and Christina had every class together and had a locker right next to each other,that was awesome we were on our way to lunch to get us some food
"What are we having for lunch today"I asked
"I think that it is special or just something very disgusting"we laughed
We were walking to the lunch table that we usually seat and then I saw everyone got up and looked mad about something I do not want to know ,but I really want to know
"Hey what is ...g.........o....ing....."I paused in surprised that the table spelled out F-A-G-S in big letters I was devastated that it was right there.just in surprise then the hooker came over looking sluter than ever as always
"Hey y'all do you like the present that I wrote to you " with laughter in between but something else was different that I smelled something strong like liquor,like some grey goose or some tequila.
"Um........hooker were you drinking or and which you are doing that you was drunk?"I asked by trying to ignore the tequila bad breath
"No I was just getting really relaxed so yeah." She replied
The weirdest thing happened see was singing I the worst voice ever like she was on high school musical and then at the end of the song she was standing on the clique called the weirdos, and when she was done singing she flashed her boobs to the whole lunch and she is calling me a whore wow she really needs to get real and the everyone got there phones put taking pics of her fake boobs,then some rubbery substance came out,out of no where,and everyone laughed.she took off running of to the girls bathroom and now she knows what I felt when she embarrassed me.
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Chapter 3
I was skipping to class like a little school girl that just got candy,everyone was wondering if that I was going to kill somebody which I am not going to anyway yet,but just going to my locker a pink paper that smelled like Britney Spears perfume fantasy and it said
- to my sweet gummy bear
I see love in the air
You are the peanut butter to my jelly
You are my princess,that makes me jolly
You are my heart and soul
You never make my life dull
So I love the way you smile,to my sunshine
And you are my moonlight
-love : your secret admirer
Awwww my mind went,I was dreaming and figuring out who send this to me to my locker.while I was on my way home, I hear crap from the house next door like arguing so I ignore,but 5 mins later bang! bang! bang! went my white door
"Hello,who is
"It me"
"It's me who "
"Just open the damn door please" yelled the stranger
" well damn bein a rude bitch" I whispered so that the drunky don't hear me
"What you want I got crap to do" I told her
The woman that was knocking on my door was my dads ex wife with hair in a pony tail wearing a nice red dress designed by a French guy with a weird green stain on it and I think I know what it is how nasty she was looking drunk like she was at a party.
" I will give $20 dollars in gas money if you drive me home from that...place"she said with anger
"We'll first of all I don't have a car and what seems to be the problem ?"I asked while I let her in my house
"Well me and my friends were having a party to celebrate for my friend bob for getting a job in a big building working for a fashion company we were of course drinking wine and beer then it got out of hand."
So that is what happened and that is very not so good ,in my mind I feel like I am like dr.phil or something bloke that but something does not feel right but I am just...
"So bye get out of here you slut and go somewhere else