Georgia’s POV:
I’ve just got home in the UK, I haven’t explained anything to Mum just yet as it’s too painful, I know that if I start talking about it I will burst into tears and I know that I probably won’t be able to stop. I completely regret leaving her. I keep thinking I see her everywhere I go. I saw her in the flight attendant, I saw her at the baggage hall, and I saw her in my Mum when she picked me up from the airport. I can’t stop thinking about her painful sobs that I heard when I left and pulled out of the driveway. Every time I open my purse it is filled with pictures of us and my heart shatters into millions of pieces.
I nearly didn’t get on the plane in LA, I wanted to turn around and go and comfort my now broken hearted girlfriend. But I need a break, I do need a break from us. I keep thinking that I have made a mistake about leaving her, I shouldn’t have gone back to the UK, I should have stayed in LA but stayed round one of our friends’ houses.
My phone buzzes on the side of my bedside table, I see Hayley’s name flash up on the screen, I see her name going all down the screen of my phone, she’s been trying to get in contact with me, but I haven’t looked at any of the messages yet as I was in a public area. I suppose I should look at them now.
*Babe, come back please!xxxxxxx*
*I love you so much, please don’t go to England, we can sort this out.xxxxxxx*
*Just please, come back. I miss you.xxxxxxx*
*I’m guessing that you are either on the plane now, or you’re ignoring me.xxxxxxx*
*Please just know this one thing, I love you more than anything.xxxxxxx*
*Baby, I love you. I know we are going through this rough patch, but please allow us to work it out, I’m not asking you to come home, just please let me know that you are safe. But if you don’t want to work this out, please just tell me, because I can’t be kept hanging, if you don’t want to work this out, I’ll understand, or at least I’ll try to, I promise. I’ll do whatever you want me to do. I don’t think I can do anything without you. I’ll listen to whatever you need to say. I won’t interrupt you. I’ll do my best to make everything better. I just need you. I love you so much Georgia Smith, please don’t leave me. Hayley Williams xxxxxxxx*
The last message, breaks me down, and I uncontrollably sob into my pillow, that what is usually Hayley’s side when we stay here. Soon, Mum comes running in and pulls me into a hug whilst I cry into her shoulder. Somehow Mum calms me down quickly, I don’t know how she manages to do it, but she always stops me from crying quickly.
“Hun, you’ve got to tell me what’s happened? You can’t expect me to get a text from you saying that you are at the airport alone and that you need a lift home, and not ask any questions about why. Did Hayley break up with you? Have you guys had an argument?”
“N-no, we haven’t b-b-broken up, but we are on a b-b-break. We have b-been having so many a-arguments lately, and I couldn’t cope, so t-t-that’s why I came back.”
“Oh honey. Do you love her?”
I nod my head not saying anything.
“Well I think you need to tell her that, you need to show her. I know that you do too. You wouldn’t have moved to America for anybody! But I do suggest that you stay here for a couple of weeks. Just to clear your head.” Mum says to me, comforting me. She always knows what to say. I just nod my head in response knowing that she is right.
“Thank you.” I say to her, kissing her on the cheek and climbing into bed as it is 10pm and because I am tired. Mum kisses me on the head and leaves the room as I fall into a peaceful sleep.
Hayley’s POV:
As I prepare to get on the flight to England, I still see that Georgia hasn’t replied to me, but I did text her Mum just to make sure that she got there fine as she would have probably turned off her phone or she is ignoring me to get some space. I also told Sarah that I was coming over to sort this all out and surprise her. So Sarah and I have come up with a plan to get them to go out of the house tomorrow, whilst I go in and set up what I have planned for the evening. Sarah has also told Jake and Scott that they need to be out.
The plan is that Sarah and Georgia go out to do some shopping in central London, where I meet Sarah in a coffee place, when she has told Georgia that she is going to the toilet, I will get the keys off of her and drive the rental car to their house, parking around the corner, I will set up a beautiful dinner, with some wine. That’s when I will wait for them to come home and Sarah will make up some kind of excuse where she has to go somewhere else and drop Georgia off, she will walk in and see me. And I pray to God that we can work this out and we can do something about everything that has happened. I don’t even want to think about if she rejects me.
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I am waiting in their lounge with a bouquet of white roses (her favourite) I have gotten one rose for every month I have known her, which is 12 months. I have known Georgia for a whole year now. It’s gone so fast, but I haven’t had enough time with her. I will never have enough time with her. Sarah text me an hour ago telling me that they were on their way home now, and that they shouldn’t be much longer than an hour.
20 minutes later I hear a key being put in the front door, so I stand up from the sofa and wait for her to follow the trail of white rose petals that I had previously laid out before she came home. I await anxiously in the lounge, hearing out for anything she says or does. I then hear her feet go up the stairs. Is it actually her? Maybe it’s one of her brothers quickly getting something then going back out. I sit back down on the sofa, and wait for whoever it is that has gone upstairs to come back down. I text Sarah to see where they are.
*Where are you? I think either Jake or Scott have come in and gone upstairs.*
I get an instant reply from Sarah.
*I’ve already dropped off Georgia? I have Jake and Scott with me now!*
So it was Georgia who came in, it’s odd that she didn’t see the roses. I start to go upstairs quietly so that she doesn’t hear me. I still have the bouquet of flowers in my hands. As I get to the top of the stairs, I see that her door is wide open, with her laying down on the bed facing the wall, I breathe a sigh of relief, because she won’t be able to see me approach her room. As I get closer to her room I see her shoulders heaving up and down quickly. I hear painful sobs coming from her. I walk to her room and knock on her door, but I don’t enter.
“Y-y-yes?” She says. I stay quiet. Eventually she turns over, so that she’s facing me. “What?” She snaps, not even looking at me yet. When she looks at me, her eyes soften and she begins to cry harder. I can’t bear to see her like this. I slowly walk over to her and crouch down in front of her, as my tears beginning to fall as well.
“Hey, now. Stop that. I’m here, its’ okay, and we can sort this out together.” I try and comfort her.
“No Hayley, I didn’t want you to follow me. If I did, I would have said. Okay? I said I will be back in three weeks, so that means I will be back in three weeks.” Georgia snaps back at me. Venom filled in her words. That’s when my world comes crashing down, I feel broken now. This was not the way I wanted this evening to go.
“B-b-but, I’m here now, we m-might as well sort it out n-now!” I try to say back to her without my voice breaking too much.
“No Hayley, you don’t understand! I came back here to see my family and my friends. I came back here to get away from the media for a while. I came back here to get away from Paramore. I still love you, but I came here to get away from you.” She says back to me spitefully.
She came back here to get away from me? Am I really that bad? What have I done for her to react like this to me? I don’t have much time to think and dwell on what she has just said, because I find my feet dragging me out of this house and down the road towards the car, as I climb into the car and drive back off to the airport sobbing my eyes out.
She doesn’t want me anymore. She doesn’t love me anymore.
A/N:
I'm not sorry about this chapter!
Will Geoley get back together? Or will their lives lead themselves apart?
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Thanks Georgia!x