Kon'nichiwa, as we were in the last chapter at the topic of world war 2...
Again, where should I begin?
Pearl Habor, Rapes of Chinese, Battles on the sea, attacking whole China...
As I said, I have a weak stomach.
I...can't really see blood.
I get nausious, irretated and most kf the time I pass out.
So, how do you think would this functionate when I'm in war?
Do you really think I wanted this?
That I wanted to hurt China?
The first person who cared for me?
The first person who tried to protect me?
I hated it.
I hated the whole war against him, every event which hurt him.
This is the reason why I don't like strong relations.
What about Greece?
After all...he somehow got a strong relationship to me.
And yes. We had...been in bed.
Before the war.
And...leaving him wasn't easy...I never want such a kind of relationship again. That's why I identify as asexual. The imagination, doing it again...it's...uncomfortable.
Back to China and me...
While my 2P did all those orders...
(We are different personalities. He was the Japanese Empire during World War 2...and often Japan during...bloody events. While I am Otaku Japan who seems useless but can knock you out.)
I was trapped in myself in complete darkness.
I cried for help, to end the pain.
I would get unconscious all the time.
And when America dropped the atom bombs...
My damn 2P JUST VANISHED!
...
HE LEFT, VANISHED IN THAT MIRROR, AND I GOT HURT BY THE ATOM BOMBS!
I HAD TO MAKE IT THROUGH MORE TORTURE!
I HAD TO TOOK THESE ATOM BOMBS, FOR KURO'S CRIMES!
I HAD TO GET ALL THE HATE!
You know, why I pretend to did nothing evil?
I HATED IT TO BE HATED FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO!
Sumimasen for the screaming...
I- I shouldn't to it...
Especially in front of you!
Sumimasen to Sayounara,
-Nihon-Teikoku