I know it's been a long time but school is crazy!! Anyway, I hope this chapter makes up for it! Sorry about the clifffy :/ DON'T THROW JARED'S PEE-WEE AT ME !!! PLEASSEE!
Okay, Enjoy!! :D
Chapter 26: 26 Bad Boy Kisses
My heart beats were loud and fast as Jared closed the door and drew us to the bed. Slowly he bent forward and laid me down on the bed. He stood above me, just staring down at me. I sat up so my face was level with his chest, and titled it back so I was looking him in the eyes.
“Are you okay?” I asked running my hands down his arms and interlocking our fingers.
He shook his head like coming out of a daze and smiled down at me. “I don’t want to sound corny but I’ve waited for this for a long time.”
That was all it took for me to pull him down on top of me and kiss him. He smiled against my lips and kissed me back. I moaned as he nibbled on my lower lip and slid his tongue between my lips, massaging mine tenderly.
I loved the way he kissed.
I ran my hands down his back thrusting my hips into his and smirked when I heard him groan. “If you want this to last, you really shouldn’t do that.” He mumbled as he kissed down my neck, biting when he got to the junction of where my neck and shoulder meet.
“Jared.” I groaned rocking myself against him as his face got lower and reached the top of my breasts. His hands went to my back and he skillfully, unclipped my bra letting the straps fall from my shoulders. Lifting himself off of me a little, he helped me sit up and then slowly slid my bra off.
I looked at him nervously as his eyes went wide. “This is much better than I thought it would be.” He admitted finally looking me in the eye. All my nerves calmed and I laughed at him before pushing him onto his back and straddling him.
Gently, he ran his hands up my sides, across my stomach and then stopped when he reached my chest. My back arched instantly as his hands cupped my breasts massaging them. “Jared.” I whispered.
I leaned forward and started kissing him again. His lips molded to mine as his hands kept massaging me. I wanted him so bad. Even though he said he only slept with Anna, I couldn’t help but think he was way better than Conner.
Jared took control and laid me on my back smirking down at me. “I want to hear you scream.” He left small open mouth kisses down my body and stopped when he reached the waistband of my jeans. Locking eyes with me, he slowly unbuttoned them and then pulled the zipper down.
I didn’t know if it was the look that he was giving me or how slow he was moving that made me so hot for him. I raised my hips off the bed as he tugged down my jeans and then threw them to the floor. Dropping his head, he kissed all the way up my leg until he reached my most sensitive part.
His fingers slipped into my panties and he looked at me one more time. “Are you positive about this Emilie?”
Instead of answering him, I grabbed his hands and helped him pull down my panties. Once they were gone, I looked up at him and saw he was staring at me and not my completely naked body. “I want you Jared.” I said huskily.
He didn’t question me again and lowered his head between my legs making me throw my head back and arch my back off the bed from the pleasure.
I jolted awake panting and sweating. My body was still naked since right after Jared and I finished we fell asleep. I looked to my left and smiled as I saw Jared with his eyes closed, obviously still sleeping. My heart started to decrease and go back to normal.
I lay back down on my side and stared at Jared. I laughed a little because of the dream I just had. I think Jared would be proud to know that I just dreamt of having sex with him after just doing it with him. It would surely boost his ego up.
“What are you laughing about?” Jared breathed in my ear, his arms wrapping around my body.
I smiled turning so I was facing him. “I just had a dream about us having sex.”
He raised his eyebrows with a smirk. “I mean I knew I was good but I didn’t think I was that good.”
I jokingly glared at him and slapped his chest only making him laugh in response. “You’re better in the dream.” I stated sighing in bliss. “It sucks that I can only dream of you being that good.” I went on putting on an innocent smile.
He pushed me down with his body on top and pinned my arms above my head. “You know that is a lie Emilie. I’m amazing in real life just as I am in your dreams.”
I leaned my head up and kissed him on the lips. “Only in your dreams Jared.” I winked wrapping my legs around his waist. For a second I completely forgot we were naked until I felt him fully pressed against me with the new position I put us in.
“Do I need to prove it to you again?” He asked cockily and then slowly started grinding against me. I held back a moan at the sensation by biting my lip and tightening my grip on him so he couldn’t move.
“Nah, I don’t want to be disappointed twice in one night.” I started laughing hysterically at his face. “Oh God! I was just kidding!” I slipped my hands out of his grip and grabbed his face. “You are very good in bed Jared. Is that what you want to hear?”
He rolled off of me and stayed on his side, propping up his elbow and leaning his head on his hand. “After your jerk comments, I feel like I can make my own. Now, go to the kitchen and make me a sandwich woman. After all I satisfy you in the bed, you should satisfy me in the kitchen.”
I played along and leaned closer to him. I ran my finger down his chest and stopped once I reached his lower abdomen. “Okay but how will we satisfy each other in the living room and dining room?”
“Well,” He breathed. “After you make me a sandwich, I can eat it in the dining room and then take you on the table and finish taking you in the living room. How does that sound?” His face was only inches from mine and I could feel his breath fanning my lips.
I liked his idea. A lot.
“That sounds amazing.” I whispered brushing my lips against his. Right when he was going to press his lips against mine, I jumped away from him and got out of the bed. The sheet fell down off of me and I stood there stark naked in front of him. “But my parents will be home soon and you need to get home.”
His eyes lowered to my body and I swear I saw the sheet raise a little where his ‘friend’ started to get excited. “Well when you stand there naked, it doesn’t help!” He complained rolling over and getting out of the bed also.
“Sorry babe but it’s,” I looked at my clock and then back to Jared, “almost nine and my parents will not be happy to come home to use naked in bed together.”
He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. “That’s why I was suggesting we go to the dining room and living room. There are no beds in those rooms!”
“Very funny.” I patted his cheek and then moved away from him. “Now start getting dressed. We left the hospital three hours ago and your parents are probably freaking out.” I clipped my bra on and then slip on my underwear.
I turned just in time to see Jared pulling on his boxers. “At least I got laid.” I raised an eyebrow at him and crossed my arms. He saw my expression and quickly waved his hands. “No! I didn’t mean it like that. I mean—well… it slipped?”
“Mhhm.” I hummed to myself pulling on a pair of sweats and walking out of the room. When I got to the stairs, I picked up Jared’s shirt and turned my back to the stairs. “Here.” I said handing him his shirt when he reached me.
“I’m sorry Emilie.” He apologized pulling his shirt over his head.
I smiled at him. “I’m not mad Jared. I just like making you squirm.” I admitted kissing him.
When I pulled him away, he smirked. “I like making you squirm too. But in bed when I’m touching and kissing you all—“
“Would you look at that!?” I interrupted.
“What?”
“I’m dating a sleaze!” I threw my hands in the air and turned, going down the stairs to the living room so I could get my shirt. I really didn’t want my parents coming home and I have no shirt on. They wouldn’t care that Jared was here but all clothes needed to be on.
“It’s not my fault you have such a hot body!” He shouted from behind me just as the door opened. I was just adjusting my shirt and Jared and I’s heads both snapped to the front door to see my dad.
“And that’s why you need to wear more clothes from now! We don’t need sleazy guys making rude comments or having dirty thoughts about you! Isn’t that right Mr. Grey?”
Both my dad and I stared at Jared like he was a complete idiot. My dad turned to me. “You let this in the house? Really Emilie, didn’t your mother and I raise you better?”
I just shrugged my shoulders. My dad rolled his eyes and walked towards the kitchen when he passed Jared he stopped in front of him, looked him over and then shook his head vanishing into the other room.
“Nice.” I dragged out the ‘c’ and leaned against the wall in the front hall.
Jared shot me a dirty look. “What was I supposed to do? He came in at the wrong time and I panicked!”
“Not say anything at all?” I offered. That only made him look at me angrier.
“Do you want me to say what happened in your bedroom?” Jared started walking towards my kitchen and opening his mouth. I shot my arm out and pulled him back. “Whoa!” I pulled open the front door and dragged him onto the front porch.
When the door was slammed shut, I turned to him and smacked him on the back of the head. “If you ever want what happened upstairs to happen again then I suggest you keep your mouth shut.” I demanded.
“Chill woman!” He cried rubbing his head. “Do you think I would really say that to your dad? That would be like suicide!”
I smiled and nodded. “It would be pretty funny to watch him chase you around trying to kill you.”
Jared looked at me with an ‘are you mentally insane’ expression.
I walked closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck. “I’m just joking Jared.” Then I added, “It would be hysterical to watch.”
“Does someone need a spanking?” He gave me a dirty look wrapping his arms around my waist and letting his hands slid down to my ass. He patted my ass a couple of times and started leaning in to kiss me when a throat cleared.
Just like before, we both whipped our heads to my front lawn and saw none other than my mom standing there. “Hello kids.”
Jared and I both moved away from each other and greeted my mom. I really hope she didn’t hear the comment Jared made about spanking me. Talk about awkward.
She started up the steps and kissed my cheek and then turned to Jared with a warm smile. “How is your brother doing? Austin is it?”
Jared nodded his head slipping his hands in his pockets. “He’s well, thank you. He woke up today actually.” The relief in Jared’s voice was clear as anything. I think his love for his family made me like him more than I already did.
My mom’s face lit up at the news and squeezed Jared’s hand. “That’s wonderful to hear! When he does get settled back in, your family and ours should have dinner together!”
I whipped my head to my mom with wide eyes. Is she on crack!? When did that thought come to her? I never remember her asking about them coming over for dinner to me. Shouldn’t she run it by me first since Jared is my boyfriend?
Jared smiled. “Of course, I’ll let my mom know.”
“Great!” My mom looks at us both before opening the front door and closing it behind her.
“Don’t even think about telling your mom.” I warned brining my attention to Jared who was smirking at me.
“Why not?”
“Our moms together, is just not something I can handle.” I knew for a fact they would become best of friends and soon enough be ruining mine and Jared’s life without even knowing it themselves.
His face turns into one of realization and I shake my head at him.
“Oh, I see what you are saying!” He nods his head at me and then he frowns. “Yeah we better not get them together.”
“You know it’s a good thing you’re hot.” I remarked smirking at him.
“And amazing in bed.” He winks at me before pulling me into a kiss.
My hands are sweaty and I feel my heart beating as I wait outside the room with Jared, Willis, and Timmy by my side. I kept tapping my foot against the floor in nervousness. I was just waiting for the door to swing open and Austin come out with good news.
That’s all he should come out with, right? He didn’t do anything wrong, he was only the victim.
“Chill Em.” Jared whispered in my ear. “You’re scary Timmy.”
I looked over to see Timmy wringing his hands together and staring down at the floor. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath. I was more worried than anyone and I knew why. I didn’t want the same fate for Austin like I got with Conner.
I jumped from my seat when the court doors open and Austin came out with Mrs. McKingsley pushing him from behind.
“Well?” I choked out.
Austin leaned back in his wheelchair and smiled. “Let’s just say I don’t think I will be seeing those guys anytime soon.”
I squealed and ran to him, wrapping my arms around his neck. “I’m so proud of you!” I couldn’t help but yell at how excited I was.
“Emilie! Hurting me!” Austin breathed and I quickly pulled myself off of him.
“Sorry, I’m just so happy for you!” I smiled sheepishly grabbing hold of his hand.
He squeezed mine back and smiled up at me. “Thanks. You know for everything you have done.”
I ruffled his hair. “Of course!” I looked at everyone and then back to Austin putting my hand up to my mouth so only he could see it. “I obviously like you better than Jared.” I winked and then squealed when I felt someone tickling my sides.
“You do now?” Jared held me tightly as he kept tickling my stomach and I started laughing with tears running down my face.
“Kids! Not in here!” Mrs. McKingsley scolded us while hugging Timmy into her side.
“Sorry.” We both mumbled. I kind of forgot we were in a Courthouse even though it was a painful hour just sitting in the waiting room wondering what was going on behind the closed doors.
“I say we go out and celebrate.” Mr. McKingsley offered. “Austin is safe and the assho—I mean the jerks that hurt him are now in the judges hands.”
“What a great idea.” Mrs. McKingsley agreed and then turned to me. “Emilie, sweetie why don’t you see if you parent’s would like to join us?”
I couldn’t deny their request because after about two weeks of going to court for Austin we have finally got those jerks taken care of and that dinner that my mom asked to have, still hadn’t had happened. “Sure.” I finally responded.
“Actually we won’t be able to make it.” Jared spoke up.
I frowned at him. “How come? We don’t have anything planned and this is for your brother.” Austin meant everything to Jared. Why would he ditch a celebrity dinner for Austin?
Jared turned to me. “I know but there is something I have to do with you.” Then he faced his parent’s. “How about we do a dinner but Emilie will call her parents and tell them to come to our house. We will meet everyone there. We should only be gone for two hours at the most.”
“What do you have to do?” Mr. McKingsley questioned looking at us with suspicion.
“Yeah what do we have to do?” I asked because I never recalled Jared saying we were doing something that day.
“I can’t tell you. It’s a surprise!” He grunted grabbing hold of my hand. “Two hours, I promise!” he started dragging me towards the entrance of the Courthouse while his mother was shouting behind us but Jared being Jared just ignored her.
Just as my seatbelt clicked into lock position Jared slammed on the gas and we were on the road. “You know, you just sped out of a Courthouse?” I replied sarcastically.
He turned to me smirking. “I’m too good looking to go to jail babe.”
I rolled my eyes. “Please, you’re not even that hot. Now Josh Hutcherson… mhhm… the things I would do to him.” I moaned closing my eyes and throwing my head back into the headrest.
“Oh, do you mean the things you do to me in bed?” Jared shot back running his hand up my thigh.
I sent him a dirty smirk. “Even dirtier.” I licked my lips and watched as Jared gulped. “Ropes, handcuffs and whipped cream would be involved.”
“Are you serious!?” Jared shouted looking at me with wide eyes. “Why don’t you ever want to do that with me?”
I bite my lip probably looking seductive when really I was just trying to hold back my laughter. “Well, if you tell me where we are going, then I might use that stuff with you.”
Jared shot me a death glare. “Nice try Emilie. No amount of handcuffs, whipped cream or whips will get me to tell you. You will just have to wait.”
“I never said anything about whips!” I cried.
He licked his hips giving me a dirty stare. “Sorry babe, guess I threw in what I want to use.”
“Pervert.”
Twenty minutes later, Jared announced that we were five minutes away. I had no idea where we were or where he was taking me. The whole road had been silent and now I was starting to get nervous.
Jared took a left and the first thing my eyes caught onto was a huge water fountain with an angel in the middle and the water shooting out of the mouth. Then the signs words hit me. Hard.
Mental Illness Care Center.
“Jared…” My voice was choked and I felt my whole body go numb.
“Austin got his closure and now you deserve yours.”
My whole body was shaking as Jared parked the car and got out. I stayed seated even as he opened my door and un-buckled my seatbelt. Slowly he lifted me from the seat and closed the door behind me. Immediately, I fell against the car not being able to hold myself up.
“Emilie!” Jared cried in shock, grabbing me.
I pushed him off of me and started yelling. “Why the fuck would you bring me here!?”
“Hey.” He grabs my hands but I pull them out of his grip. “Hey.” This time he grabs my face and holds me in place. When I stop struggling he softy said. “I’m not going to leave your side. I just think this will be good for you Emilie. Closure is always the best thing.”
“Jared, I can’t.”
He looks me in the eye. “Yes, you can.”
Ten minutes later and I’m standing in front of a white door with a plaque on the side that read: Conner Hanglinton. The nurse opened the door and ushered us in. I clung to Jared’s hand because I knew without his support I would collapse.
Conner was sitting up in his bed with the television on and looked at us when he heard the door open. I turned my back to him when our eyes meet and felt the vomit coming up my throat. His face. His eyes. Him. I couldn’t look.
“Emilie?” His voice. I slowly faced him and his smile brightened. “You’re here?”
“Yes.” My voice was croaky and breathless. How hadn’t I collapsed yet? I felt Jared’s hand tightened around mine and then I remembered. Jared was here for me and wouldn’t let anything happen to me.
Conner sat up straighter and pointed to the chairs near his bed. “Sit down.” His eyes landed on Jared and he frowned for a bit. I freeze and waited to see if he would explode. “Both of you have a seat.”
I looked at Jared with worry but he moved me forward and we both took our seats. Not once did Jared let go of my hand.
Conner gave us a smile but it didn’t reach his eyes. “You guys are together now?”
“Yes.” Jared answers confidently, his thumb rubbing over my knuckles.
Conner nods his head and stares out the window. Silence falls over us but I don’t say anything because I had nothing to say. Actually, I was too terrified to open my mouth.
“I guess that’s good.” Conner locks eyes with me. “You deserve someone who can treat you well.”
I felt the air leave my body at his words. “Conner… I…” Why couldn’t I get any words out? I felt like something inside of me was holding me back.
“Yes?”
After a few seconds of hesitation, I said. “I forgive you. I really do.”
I never thought the words would come out so easily. It was scary to know that I had actually admitted that because truthfully, I didn’t want to forgive him. With all that he put me through and the pain but I couldn’t help to understand his reasoning. Plus, it was the right thing to do. He had a lot to deal with now and only I get out free? Forgiving him would put us both in a better state.
When he smiled this time, it reached his eyes. “I have waited so long to hear those words come from your mouth, Emilie.” He raised his hand and for some reason I flinched away from him before I could stop myself.
The room became deathly silent at my action and I lowered my eyes to the floor. I couldn’t help but to flinch away. All that went through my head when he reached out to me was him beating me. I don’t know if I will ever get over that when it comes to Conner. It was just a reflex for me.
“I’m sorry.” I whispered.
“I should be the one saying sorry. Not you.” I pick my head up at his words and see his hands resting on the bed. Out of reach of me. “I truly am sorry, Emilie. I want you to know that.”
Whatever came over me, I would never know. I reached across the space between us and place my hand over his. His skin is cold and dry to the touch. “I know Conner.”
Slowly he turned his hand over and wrapped his fingers around mine. “I love you Emilie and if things could have gone differently, I would have loved that.”
I stared at him perplexed at how I felt about those words. I took my hand away from his and stood up from the chair. “I know.” I said looking down at him. “We have to go now though. Long drive and dinner is waiting. I hope everything goes well with you Conner.” I’m honest when I say the last words because no matter what he did to me, he deserved good things.
“Bye Emilie.”
I nodded my head and turned to the door, walking out. Entering the hall, leaving the building, and standing by the car was all a blur to me. That was until Jared opened my door and then shut it when I didn’t get in.
“What are you doing?” He asked grabbing onto my wrists and moving his face in front of mine.
I looked at him with a frown on my face. “I don’t agree with him.” I said thinking back to Conner’s words.
This time Jared was the one frowning. “What are you talking about? Can you elaborate?”
I shook my head trying to clear my head. Why was I thinking so hard about it? “When he said that he wishes thing went differently, I don’t agree with him.”
“Okay? I’m still a little confused.”
I looked Jared in the eyes and grabbed onto his hands. “I don’t agree with him! I don’t wish things went differently. I’m glad that everything went the way it did. I don’t even care that I was abused as wrong as that sounds. But I don’t because then everything wouldn’t be how it is now! If Conner never hurt me, I would probably still be with him and not you. You and I wouldn’t even be together! Austin could still be getting hurt too. Don’t you see Jared? Everything does happen for a reason!”
Jared just stood there looking at me funny before a smile broke out across his face and he started laughing. “Well I’m happy that you are looking at the bright side Emilie and—“
“I love you Jared.” I blurted out honestly locking eyes with him.
His smile drops and so does my heart when I see his face.