The funeral
The legal action
The loneliness
The business
Everything was so much different ever since she was gone.
I had no pictures of her except one.
I gathered a family photo of her, Brian, and Penelope. Three lives taken too soon, who just wanted to live peacefully. Now they are.
Visiting her grave site, she was buried, for eternity, with her family. The family she had lost and she desperately fought to be with in the end. I cried no tears visiting her for the last time, but my heart ached, that she couldn't have the future I promised her. She didn't fear death, she feared of being on her own, failing to find a love like Bryan's.
I loved her, but a love from a husband and child can not compare. Life brought me forth a strong woman. A woman who fought to the end and wouldn't stop until she got what she wanted.
She was full of fire and life. She was a mother and a wife, and nothing, not even death could take that away. She now lives in a world, where she can be happy with her baby and Brian for eternity, and I will continue to let their memories live on.
Ray was deadly but sweet
Ray was ruthless yet gentle
She was a drug lord, but a person with self morality and energy of love and kindness
This is my reverence for her
She was Raylene Marcia Barnes
The End