What the hell happen I think as I wake up in a bed I'm not at home when my eyes adjusted I see Trent sitting in a chair asleep
I searched the bed for the remote to raise the bed up I found it and pushed the button now sitting up I flipped the covers off me and swung my legs over the edge of the bed it squeaked when I did
" What are you doing "
I jumped
" I'm going to go to the bathroom "
"Not without help " Trent Said as he rubbed the sleep from his face then stood up coming over to me he stood in front of me moved the IV out of the way then helped me stand which I was wobbly
" Now lets walk slowly to the bathroom because the IV and Pole need to come with you"
We made it to the bathroom and he left me alone to use it
Once done I open the door he was standing by the door
Trent offers me his arm and we go back to the bed then he lifts me up puts me back in it
" Not that I don't mind you in here but where are my husbands "
" The Doctor Kicked them out"
" What Why "
" Because they were arguing so much "
" About What "
" The fact you passed out do to dehydration, Cade Yelled At Carter for not believing in you and that it sent you to the roof for several hours in this hot sun "
" He can't blame Carter for my decision to go up there I needed time away to think " I say
" I know that Annabelle, That's why I told them that and I also said I would stay with you until you woke up and until you wanted to see them , they are to stay away but we all know they won't Jack said they were in the waiting room down the hallway and haven't left the hospital " Trent Said
" When can I leave " I asked
" I don't know I can go find the Doctor he had something else to discuss with you anyway "
" Go find him please "
Trent left the room and came back with the Doctor then he stepped out to give us privacy
"My Queen "
"Stop I'm just Annabelle, So Doctor What do you need to talk to me about " I asked
" Well Okay Annabelle , I ran several test including a pregnancy one to find out why you passed out "
"And" I asked
"Well You are Pregnant but there is no heartbeat , Your choice is to let your body natural pass it or to do a D&C "
"Does My Husbands Know " I asked with a cracking voice
" No "
" Okay "
"I'm sorry Annabelle you should talk to them "
" Can you give me a few minutes "
" Sure do you want me to send in Trent "
"No "
The Doctor left the room I stared at the spot he was at
Feeling something wet hit my gown I realize I'm crying which sends me into a full sob and a scream escaped my mouth the door flies open
Trent looks around the room for a threat
Trent then sees me and comes over to me
" What is Wrong Annabelle "
I didn't answer him just let the tears fall
He came over to the bed picked me up and put me in his lap on the bed
" I "
" am"
" Pregnant "
" No "
" Heartbeat"
" Need to decide if I let it happen naturally or have a D&C done "
" Oh Sweetie I'm so sorry do you want me to get your husbands "
I didn't answer him I just cried harder until I fell back asleep
I felt him shift and put me back in the bed kiss my forehead and leave the room
Waking up again this time no one was In the room I needed to pee so I moved slowly to the bathroom when I got there I sat down on the toilet and felt a gush then pain which caused me to scream it felt like I was being torn in half
I looked down to see blood a lot of blood
I hit the button in the bathroom for the nurse
She came in opening the door
" It's started " was all I could say
" Okay lets get you off the toilet and into bed "
She stepped out into the room came back with pad she got me to stand up and put it between my legs and I walked to the bed
I got in the bed she called for the Doctor who came in
He did an exam on me and confirmed I had miscarried he gave me some pain medicine I help with the pain
I laid in the bed staring at the ceiling completely crushed and lost how just those few words can change the way you feel then to have It ripped away by hearing no heartbeat all in the same sentence
Blinking back the tears that threatened to fall again I reach for the side of the bed and my hand lands on something warm
Turning my head I see Cadence who had tear stains on his face then my eyes land on Carter then Jayson they all have tear stains on their faces
It breaks my heart to see them like this
" I'm Sorry" I Say
" Oh Kitten there is no reason to be sorry " Cadence says as he holds my hand tightly in his
" I didn't know "
" Baby Girl it's Okay You didn't do anything wrong I know that's not going to help the hurt you feel but you didn't " Carter said
" And you didn't either Carter It was my decision to go up on the Roof not anyone else's so don't beat yourself up and You two don't beat him up about it either " I say between sniffles
I grimaced in pain
" Kitten you in pain "
" A Little the medicine hasn't kicked all the way In yet so I'm going to feel it "
" Do you want more pain medicine " Carter asked
"No not right now beside they will only give you a certain amount and I really need a shower " I tell him
" Do you think showering is a good idea " Jayson Asked
" Yes I'll be fine they have safety bars in the shower and most of the heavy bleeding will stop soon , The Doctor said when he checked me the baby came out then I'll bleed for several days then I'll have to go to the OBGYN for a follow up then be released to resume activities "
" Give me an hour to get you some clothes " Carter said
" Okay "
" Annabelle " Cadences Said
" Yes " I answered
He lifted my face to meet his
" You do Know we love you and will get through this and there will be before long little pitter patter of feet running through the house and hopefully they will look as beautiful as their mother " He says
" What if they look like as handsome as their daddy's " I say back
" Mmm we can arrange a few boys but I want a little Girl just as strong and beautiful like her Mama " Carter says
" You say that now but when she turns 16 and wants to date "
" Oh no she will not date " Jayson said with a grin
" What do plan on having an arrangement with Trent , Jack and Dylan that when they marry Neeva which I know I just put that out there but god you would have to be blind not to see the attraction and they have a boy or two she will marry them " I say with a huge grin
"'Mmmm not a Bad Idea " Cadences Says with laugh
" Annabelle you will recover from this It will take time We won't forget the Little One we lost " Carter said
" I know I will but I'm going to say I'm going to be emotional for the next few days and maybe more" I say to them
" We understand and we will be too it's part of grieving" Cadence says