kenzE
thank you for taking me out for icecream today, i really enjoyed spending time with you
madizieg69
anytime sis, it was nice for it to be like old times, you know?
kenzE
no, what do you mean old times?
madizieg69
well since you and johnny started dating and then broke up, i feel like you never had time for us anymore
kenzE
wait really
madizieg69
yeahh
kenzE
i'm sorry
genuinely
i guess i was just caught up in it all
madizieg69
caught up in fucking johnny more like
kenzE
i-
madizieg69
it's true don't deny it ziegler
i know you miss him
kenzE
not true
i'm so mad at him
madizieg69
not true my ass
you miss him, don't kid yourself
kenzE
i just told you i'm so mad at him
madizieg69
to all the boys i've loved before 55 minutes 20 seconds in
kenzE
what
madizieg69
fast forward through all the boys i've loved before to 55 minutes 20 seconds in, put on subtitles and then send a pic of what it says
kenzE
okay...?
madizieg69
it's true
spill your guts ziegler
tell me about him
kenzE
it makes me sad though
madizieg69
c'mon i'm like a therapist you know me
kenzE
fine
i think about him every second of every day
i hate pretending like he doesn't exist
i love everything about him but i'm so mad at him and that makes me beyond confused
madizieg69
tell me why you're mad at him
kenzE
well firstly he embarrassed me in front if the whole school by calling me desperate
madizieg69
carry on
kenzE
secondly he screenshotted my nudes
but like i can't be mad about that because i have his
still though, it hurts that they were so easily available to hayden
madizieg69
i get you, but it would be hypocritical to be mad about that
kenzE
i know
madizieg69
anything else before i give you advice
kenzE
there's one more reason why i'm mad at him
but it's not that important
promise
it actually makes me more sad than angry tbh
madizieg69
what is it
don't tell me ur preggers
kenzE
i-
NO
madizieg69
ok
what is it
kenzE
well it's kinda personal
and i don't think you'll be able to help
madizieg69
try me
kenzE
i'm really sad that he didn't fight for me, and he hasn't talked to me, and that he hasn't done anything like ohmygod i thought our relationship was better than that
does he even care? :(
madizieg69
oh fuck
kenzE
??
madizieg69
i just
made a really stupid decision
kenzE
what has that got to do with this-
madizieg69
everything
shit fuck crap
it has everything to do with this
kenzE
spill the fucking tea right now
madizieg69
please don't be mad at me!!
kenzE
i won't be
madizieg69
okay well
johnny's been sending a rose to our house every day since you've been broken up
there is absolutely no doubt in my mind that he is in love with you
he cares kenz, he cares
kenzE
seriously?? like he did that??
madizieg69
proof
kenzE
:((
madizieg69
do you think you'll get back with him
kenzE
i don't know
but i can't anytime soon
there's a few things i have to do first :(
madizieg69
okay
you do you boo
kenzE
i will 💓
madizieg69
love you lots
kenzE
u 2, thanks for the great day
madizieg69
ditto. come to my room and get the roses if you want
kenzE
no, you keep them
but from tomorrow onwards bring them to my room okay
madizieg69
okay
put him out of his misery soon though, please
kenzE
i'll think about it
AUTHORS NOTE
thoughts on this chapter?
texting chapters are when i want to take the easy way out because i can't be fucked writing so oops lol