and then i started to cry
real tears
when your whole body hurts
and you cry
of pity for yourself
sadness
emptiness
loneliness
killing you inside
boiling hot tears
of anger,
rage even
thoughts running
through my head
on repeat
i want to run off the face
of the earth as a fast
and as far as i can
but the demons will find me there
i want to bury myself
under piles of sand
but they'll catch me
no way to escape
so i'll just cry here
pathetic
and wish
and wish some more
for someone to find me
what i've lost.